I have told you why, That may
contemplate
the delight of the Lord.
Augustine - Exposition on the Psalms - v1
speak to us out of ourselves, to shew us that He is not only
our Creator, but also our Indweller. These words of the Psalm, which we have heard and partly sung, if we say that
are our own, we must be reverently careful how we the truth; for they are rather the words of God's Spirit than our own. Again, if we say that they are not
ours, we do indeed lie. For groaning belongs not but to those who are in distress; or all that speech, which is uttered here, full of grief and tears, may be His Who never can be miserable. The Lord then is merciful, we are miserable : in His mercy He vouchsafes to speak to the miserable, vouch safes even in them to use the speech of the miserable. So each is true, both that the speech is ours, and that it is not ours ; that it is the speech of God's Spirit, and that it is not His. The speech is that of God's Spirit, in that but for His inspiration we should not speak thus : but it is not His, in that He is neither miserable, nor in distress : but these words are those of the miserable and distressed. Again, they are ours, because they are words indicating our misery : and
yet they are not ours, because it is of His gift that we are vouchsafed1 even to groan.
2. A Psalm of David before he was anointed. Thus runs m
the title of the Psalm, A Psalm of David before he wewsoVulg.
they speak
' mere-
192 Christ, King and Priest. Christians, in Him, anointed.
Psalm anointed, that is, before he received unction. For he was
Exp. ii. anointed as a king. And the king was then anointed
l Sam. alone, and also the priest: these two persons were anointed
' at that time. In the two persons was prefigured the One future king and priest, in either office One Christ ; and there fore Christ from the chrism. But not only was our Head anointed, but His Body also, we ourselves. Now He is King, in that He ruleth and leadeth us ; Priest, in that He intercedeth for us. And verily He alone hath been such a priest, as to be also Himself the sacrifice. He hath offered none other sacrifice to God than Himself. For He could not find besides Himself a most pure, reasonable victim, as a lamb without spot, redeeming us by the shedding of His own blood, incorporating us with Himself, making us His Own members, that in Him we too should be Christ. There fore anointing belongs to all Christians: but in the former times of the Old Testament it belonged to two characters
But it appears from this that we are the Body of Christ, in that we all are anointed : and we all in Him are both Christ's and Christ, because in some sort Whole Christ is the Head and Body. This anointing will perfect us spiritually in that life, which is promised us. But this voice is of one longing for that life ; it is the voice as it were of one longing for the grace of God, which shall be
In Bapt. perfected in us at the last: therefore it is said, Before he g. ^onf- was anointed. For we are anointed now in the sacrament, ham xi, and, by this sacrament, something is prefigured, which we
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shall be. And that certain unspeakable future thing we S. John ought to long for, and to groan in the sacrament, that we
iiecn
3. l2,i3! may rejoice sacrament.
in that thing, which is foreshewn in the
3. See what he says: (ver. The Lord my light and my salvation whom shall fear He enlightens me, let darkness vanish He saves me, let weakness vanish walk ing in the light with firmness, whom shall fear? For God giveth not such salvation, as can be wrested by any one nor He such a Light, as can be obscured by any one. The Lord enlightening, we enlightened; the Lord saving, we saved
then He be the enlightener and we the enlightened and He the Saviour, we the saved, without Him we are darkness
if
is
;
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I
is
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God indwellingfrees even thefleshfrom fear. 193
and weakness. But having in Him a sure, and established, Ver.
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I, therefore, what shall I fear, or whom shall I fear ?
Of whom shall I be afraid, or of what shall I be afraid ? They who persecute me, they are weakened, they fall. Now
why do they persecute me ? To eat up my flesh. What is
my flesh? My fleshly affections. Let them rage in their persecutions: nothing dies in me, but what is mortal. There will be somewhat in me, which the persecutor cannot reach, where my God dwelleth. Let them eat my flesh : when my flesh is gone, I shall be spirit and spiritual. And indeed so great salvation doth my Lord promise me, that
even now this mortal flesh, which seems to be given up to
the hands of the persecutors, doth not perish for ever; but
what hath been exhibited in the resurrection of my Head,
may all the members hope for. Whom should my soul fear, which God inhabiteth ? Whom should my flesh fear, when l Cor.
this corruptible shall have put on incorruption ? Would ye know, because they who persecute us eat our flesh, how that we
and true hope, whom shall we fear? The Lord thy light, the Lord thy Saviour. Find one more powerful, and fear. I belong, in such wise, to the most powerful of all, to the all-powerful, that He both enlighteneth me, and saveth me ; nor fear I any but Him. The Lord is the protector of my
be
life: of whom shall I afraid?
4. Ver. 2. Whilst the guilty approach unto me to eat up my flesh : mine enemies who trouble me became weak and
fell.
need not fear even for this very flesh of ours ?
natural body, it shall rise a spiritual body. Now how great confidence should there be in him, who couIld say, The Lord is my light and my salvation : whom shall I
The Lord is the protector of my life : of whom shall
be The general is protected by guards, and fears not; a mortal is protected by mortals, and is secure : a mortal is
afraid?
protected by the Immortal, and shall he fear and be afraid? 5. Now how great confidence there should be in him, who speaks thus, do ye hear; (ver. 3. ) If camps stand together against me, mine heart shall not fear. Camps are
If
well defended, but what stronger defence than God? war rise up against me. What can war do to me ? Can it take away my hope from me ? Can it take away what the
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It is sown a ib. 44. fear?
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194 No enemy has any power but by God's permission.
Psalm Almighty gives? As He who gives is not conquered, so Eyp. it! what He giveth is not taken away. If the gift can be taken away, the giver is conquered. Therefore even these things, which we receive in time, no one can take away from us, my
Brethren, but He alone Who gave them. The spiritual things which He bestoweth He will not take away, unless thou shalt let them go ; but things fleshly and temporal He taketh away ; because whoever else taketh them away, taketh them away by His giving him the power. We know
Job l, this, and read in the book of Job, that not even the devil,
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You see this both in the book which I have Luke22 quoted, and in the Gospel the Lord saith, This night ISatan
j,ath desired that he might sift you as wheat; and have prayed for thee, Peter, that thyfaith fail not. Now it is permitted either for our punishment, or for our trial. There
trust. In
31. 32.
who appears, so to say, to have the greatest power for a time, can do any thing without permission. He received power over the lowest things, and lost the greatest and the highest. And this is not the power of one enraged, but the punishment of one damned. Not even he then can have any power without
permission.
fore since no one can take away from us what God giveth, let us fear none but God. Whatsoever else threaten, what soever else vaunt itself against us, let not our heart fear.
6. If war rise up against me, in this wIill I
what ? (Ver. 4. ) One, saith he, have of
asked the Lord. He named some boon in the feminine gender, as if he had said, One petition. And as we are in the habit
of saying in conversation for instance, ' Duas habes,'
(in
the feminine,) and not ' Duo,' the neuter so I (in :) Scripture
this ? What is this one ? That
the Lord all the days ofmy life. This is the one : for that
is called a house where we shall abide always. In this state of pilgrimage, the word house is used, but the proper name
has used this manner of speech: One, saith he, have
asked of the Lord, this will I require.
asketh, who feareth noth ing. Great security of soul ! Would ye fear nothing ? Ask this one, which he asketh who feareth nothing, or which Ihe asketh that he may fear nothing.
Let us see what he
asked the Lord, this will I
of require.
One, saith he, have
This is practised here by them thIat walk honestly. What is
may
dwell in the house
of
The joy* of God's House. Misery of ill desire gratified. 195
is, tent. A tent belongs to those who are in pilgrimage, and Ver.
in a measure warring and fighting against an enemy. -- Since then there is a tent in this life, it is plain that there is
an enemy too. For to have tents
be comrades : and you know this is the name for soldiers, contu.
Here then is a tent, there a house. But this tent too isberDales sometimes by application of its resemblance called a house,
and the house is according to the same method called a
tent: yet properly the latter is the house, the former the
tent.
7. Now what we shall do in that house, you have clearly
expressed in another Psalm : Blessed are they that dwell in Ps. 84,4. Thine house ; they will be praising Tliee for ever. On fire,
if we may so say, with this desire, and boiling with this love,
he longs to dwell all the days of his life in the house of the Lord : in the house of the Lord all the days of his life, not as if they were to come to an end, but days eternal. For so
is the word, days, used, as years, of which it is said, And ps. 102,
Thy years shall not For I
fail. the day of life eternal is one27.
day without setting. This then he said to the Lord,
desired this, One have
require.
II asked, This will
have And as if we should say to him, And what wilt thou do there? what will be thy delight there ? what the recreation of thy soul ?
what the pleasures there whence thy joys will be supplied? For thou wilt not continue there, unless thou shalt be happy. But that happiness whence will it come ? For here we have the divers happinesses of the human race j and any one is called miserable, when what he loves is withdrawn.
Men then have divers things, and when any man seems to have what he loves, he is called happy. But he is truly happy, not if he have what he loves, but if he love what he ought to love. For many are more miserable in having what they
love, than in wanting it. For men miserable by the love of hurtful things, are more miserable by having them. And
God in mercy, when we love amiss, denieth what we love:
but in anger giveth to him that loveth what he loves amiss.
You have the Apostle, saying expressly, God gave them upUova. i,
to the lust of their own hearts. He gave them what they loved, but in condemnation. You have again God denying what was asked : For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, o -1
in common, this is to
196 Fallen man must be raised ere he can contemplate God.
Psalm saith he, that He would take it away from me; (namely, the Ex Jli* thorn in the flesh;) and He said to me, My grace is sufficient 2 Cor. for thee: for strength is made perfect in weakness. See He
I2,8. 9. gave those up to the lust of their hearts: He denied the Apostle Paul what he prayed for ; to the former He gave unto condemnation, to the latter He denied unto salvation. But when we love that which God wills us to love, beyond doubt He will give it us. This is that one, which should be loved, that we may dwell in the house of the Lord all the
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ask him, as it were, more inquisitively, and let him tell us, what we ourselves, what he ' will do in that house, where he wishes and desires, longs and asks this one thing from the Lord, that he may dwell therein all the days of his life. What wilt thou do there, I ask theeI? What is it for which
the delight of the Lord. See what I love, see why I wish to dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life. He
has there a grand spectacle, to contemplate the delight of the Lord Himself. He wishes when his own night is over to be fixed in His light. For then will be our morning, when the night is passed : whence he says in another Psalm,
days of our life.
8. And because, in these earthly
habitations, men are
charmed with divers delights and pleasures, and every one wishes to dwell in that house, where he will have nothing to offend his mind, and have many things to delight him ; but if those things which did delight are withdrawn, the man wishes to remove from what place soever it be : let us then
thou longest? Hear what, That
may contemplate
Ps. 5,3. In the morning I will stand before Thee, and will contem
Now therefore I do not contemplate, because 1 have a Oxf. fallen: then I will stand, and will contemplate3. This is
add'be. man's
fall. '
plate.
voice. For man has fallen, and one would not be cause I sent to raise us up, if we had not fallen. We have fallen,
"? Me hath descended. He hath ascended, we are lifted up; John 3, ror no man hath ascended, but He Who descended. He 13 who hath fallen is lifted up ; He Who descended ascendeth.
And let us not therefore despair, that He alone hath ascended. For He lifteth us up, to whom in our fall He descended: and we shall stand, and shall contemplate, and enjoy great delight. Lo ! I have said this, and ye have
He is that Good, by Which all is good, that is good. 197
cried out for the longing after some vision not seen as yet. Ver. Let your soul go beyond all ordinary things, and let your -- reach of thought go beyond all your customary imaginations according to the flesh, derived from the senses of the flesh,
and figuring out all manner of vain fancies. Cast all away from your mind, reject whatever may have occurred to you : recognise the weakness of your heart, and for the very fact of any thing occurring to you, that you are able to imagine, say, It is not that; for if it had been that, it would not have occurred to me. So will ye long for some certain good. What kind of good? The Good of all good, whence cometh all good, the Good to which cannot be added what Good
It is. For we use the expression, a good man, and a good field, and a good house, and a good animal, and a good tree, and a good body, and a good soul : you have added in speak ing of all these, " good. " There is the Simple Good, the
Very Good by Which all things are good, the Very Good of Which all good things are ; this is the delight of the Lord, this we shall contemplate. Now, Brethren, mark; if these goods which are called goods delight us, if goods which are not in themselves goods (for all things changeable are not in themselves goods) delight us ; what will be our contem plation of the Good Unchangeable, Eternal, Abiding ever in the same fashion ? For these things, which are called good, would by no means delight us, except they were good ; nor could they be by any other means good, save from Him Who is simply Good.
9. See why I wish to dwell, saith he, in the house of theI Lord all the days of my life.
I have told you why, That may contemplate the delight of the Lord. But, that I may always contemplate, that no annoyance may befal me in my contemplation, no temptation turn me aside, no power of any hurry me away, that 1 may not be exposed to the violence of any enemy in my contemplation, but have secure and thorough enjoyment of my delight, the Lord my God Himself; what shall be done for me ? He shall protect me. Not only, then, saith he, would I contemplate the delight of the Lord, but also that I, His temple, be protected. That He may protect me, His own temple, I shall be His temple, and be protected by Him. Is the temple of God such as the
198 The soul God's Temple. Delight in Him a pledge of more.
Psalm temples of idols are ? The idols of the Gentiles are protected XXVII i Exp. lliby their temples: the Lord our God will protect His temple,
and I shall be secure. I shall contemplate for delight, and be protected for salvation. As that contemplation shall be perfect, so shall this protection be perfect; and as that joy of contemplation shall be perfect, so also shall the incorruption of sound health be perfect. To these two expressions, That I may contemplate the delight of the Lord, and be protected, His temple; those two with which the Psalm commences,I
Ver. 1. < The Lord is my Light, and my Salvation, whom shall
In that I shall contemplate the delight of the Lord, He is my Light: in that He will protect me, His temple, He is my Salvation.
10. But why doth He make this good for us unto the end ? (ver. 5. ) For He hath hidden me in His tabernacle in the day of my evils. My dwelling, then, shall be in His house all the days of my life to this end, that I may contemplate the delight of the Lord, and be protected, His temple. But whence my assurance of arriving thither ? For He hath
fear?
hidden me in His tabernacle in the day of my evils. Then the days of my evils will be no more, but He hath seen me in the days of my evils. He then Who mercifully regarded me when far off, how shall He gladden me when brought near to Him ? For which cause therefore I did not make that one petition shamelessly ; nor did my heart say to me, What art thou asking, or from Whom art thou asking ? For dost thou dare, unrighteous sinnner, to ask any thing from God ? Darest thou hope, infirm one, of heart impure, that thoushalt
I do, he answers, not of myself, but of His delight1; not of self-reliance, but of His ,' . "1? , earnest. He Who hath given such an earnest to the pilgrim, will He desert him on his arrival? For He hath hidden me in His tabernacle in the day of my evils. Lo ! the day of our evils is this life. Days of evil the ungodly have in one
have any contemplation of God ?
way, the faithful in another. For even they that believe,
but who as yet are in pilgrimage from the Lord, {For as 2Cor. 5, iong as we are (n //,/s. body, we are in pilgrimage from the Lord, as the Apostle hath said :) if they spend no days of evil, whence the words in the Lord's prayer, Deliver us from evil, if we are not in days of evil ? But far differently do they
Christ the Secret Shrine of the Tabernacle, His Church. 199
spend the days of evil, who have not yet believed : yet even Ver. these hath He not disregarded. For Christ died for the 5' ? ' ungodly. Therefore let the soul of man dare to feel conn- 6. dence, and make that one petition : it will have it in safety,
it will possess it in safety. So greatly hath she been loved
in her deformity, how shall she shine in her beauty ? For
He hath hidden me in His tabernacle, in the days of my
evils: He hath protected me in the secret of His tabernacle.
What is the secret of His tabernacle? What is this? For
there are, so to say, many members of a tabernacle seen from without. There is too, so to say, the shrine1 which is called 1adytum the secret sanctuary*, the innermost part of the temple. And 2 pene. what is this? that which the priest alone entered. And 5^ 9
haply the priest Himself is the secret of God's tabernacle. 7.
For He received flesh from this tabernacle, and made for us
the secret of the tabernacle : so that His other members, believers on Him, should be His tabernacle, but Himself the
secret of the tabernacle. For ye are dead, saith the Apostle, Col. 3,3.
and your life hath been hid with Christ in God.
11. Would ye know that he is speaking of this? The 1 Cor.
Rock assuredly is Christ. Hear what follows, For He hath hidden me in His tabernacle in the days of my evils : He hath protected me in the secret of His tabernacle. You were asking what is the secret of the tabernacle : hear what follows : On the Rock hath He exalted me. Therefore in Christ hath He exalted me. Because thou hast humbled
thyself in the dust, He hath exalted thee on the Rock. But Christ is above, and thou art yet below. Hear the words following, (ver. 6. ) Even now hath He exalted mine head above mine enemies. Even now, before I come to that house, where I wish to dwell all the days of my life, before I come to that contemplation of the Lord, Even now hath He exalted
mine headabove mine enemies. As yet I sufferfrom the enemies of the Body of Christ, as yet I have not been exalted above mine enemies ; but, mine head hath He exalted above mine enemies. Christ our Head is already in heaven, our enemies can as yet rage against us ; we are not yet exalted above them ; but our Head is already there, whence He spake the
words, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou Me ? He hath said Acts 9, that He is in us here below : therefore we too are in Him 4" there above ; for that, Even now He hath exalted mine head
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200 The sacrifice ofjoy offered on viewing the Creation; Psalm above mine enemies. See what an earnest we have, whereby
expji! we too are by faith, and hope, and charity, with our
mationIofthe world.
in
~
Mat. 28, goodness, unity, is with us on earth even unto the consum
Head. heaven for ever; because the Head Himself, by divinity,
have gone about, and have sacrificed in His taber
12.
nacle the victim of rejoicing.
rejoicing, we sacrifice the victim of gladness, the victim of thankfulness, the victim of thanksgiving, which cannot be
We sacrifice the victim of
in words. But we sacrifice, where? In His tabernacle, in the holy Church. What then do we
explained
very
sacrifice?
words, with speech ineffable. This is the victim of rejoicing. Whence hath it been sought, where found ? By going about.
Most abundant and inexpressible joy, with no
/ have gone about, saith he, and sacrificed in His tabernacle
Let thy mind go about through all creation: every where will creation cry out to thee, God made me. Whatever in art delighti. th thee, sets forth the artificer : and much more if thou go about the universe, doth consideration conceive the great Workman's praise. Thou seest the heavens: they are God's great work. Thou seest
1 Antw. the earth: God made the numerous seeds1, the varieties of 'Jrfip. '? herbs, the multitude of animals. Go yet about the heavens even unto the earth, leave nothing : on all sides all things
to thee the Framer, and the very species of creatures are so to say the voices of the Creator's praisers. But who can set forth the whole creation ? who set it forth in praises ? who worthily praise the heaven and the earth, the sea and all things that are therein ? And these indeed are things visible. Who can worthily praise Angels, Thrones,
Sovereignties, Principalities, and Powers ? Who can worthily praise that very power that works actively within us, quicken ing the body, moving the limbs, bringing the senses into
the victim of rejoicing.
proclaim
action, embracing so many things by the memory, discri minating so many things by the intellect; who can worthily praise it? But if in these creatures of God human language is so embarrassed, how fares it in the case of the Creator, e/xcept
in default of language there remain rejoicing alone ?
have gone about, and have sacrificed in His tabernacle the victim
of rejoicing.
13. There is another interpretation also, which seems to
Oronviewing the Church victorious. Presentgrief andprayer. 201
me to have a closer reference to the context of the Psalm. VBr.
- which is Christ; and that his Head, which is Christ, was exalted above his enemies ; he would have it understood
that he himself, who was exalted on the Rock, was exalted in the same, his Head, above his enemies : referring this to
For since he had said that he was exalted on the Rock, -6--
the Church's honour, to which the
enemies gave way : and since this was effected through the faith of the whole world, he saith, 1 have gone about, and have sacrificed in His tabernacle the victim ofrejoic ing: that is, I have considered the faith of the whole world, in which faith my Head hath been exalted above them that persecuted me ; and in His very tabernacle, that is, in the Church spread abroad throughout the whole world, have I in
manner unspeakable praised the Lord.
/will
in safety, and sing in safety, and give praise in safety, when
we shall contemplate the delight of the Lord, and shall be protected as His temple in that incorruption, when death l Cor. shall be swallowed up in victory. But what now ? For 1. s, 54, those joys, which we shall have, when we shall have gained
that one petition, have been already spoken of. But what
now? Hear my voice, O Lord. Let us groan now, let us
pray now. Groaning belongs not but to the miserable, prayer belongs not but to the necessitous. Prayer shall
pass away, praise shall take its place ; tears shall pass away,
joy shall take their place. Now in the meanwhile, whilst we are in the days of our evils, let not our prayer to God cease, from Whom we ask that one petition ; and from this petition let us not desist, until by His gift and guidance we attain unto it. (Ver. 7. ) Hear my voice, O Lord, wherewith I have cried unto Thee: have mercy upon me, and hear me. He makes that one petition ; entreating, weeping, groaning so long, he makes but that one. He has put an end to all His desires; there hath remained that one petition, which he asks.
15. Hear why heI makes this petition: (ver. 8. ) My heart
14.
sing
and
to the Lord. We shall give praises be
hath said to Thee,
have sought Thy coIuntenance. This then
is what he said a little before, That I
may contemplate the
delight of the Lord. My heart hath said to Thee,
sought Thy countenance. If our joy were in this visible sun,
persecution of the
have
202 Seek the light of God's countenance, not earthly gifts. Pbalm out heart would not say, / have sought Thy countenance ;
Exp. il out, the eyes of our body. To whom saith our heart, /
have sought Thy countenance, but to Him Who appertaineth to the eye of the heart ? The eyes of the flesh seek this visible
light, the eyes of the heart seek that other light. But thou
wouldest see that light, which is seen by the eyes of the 1 Johu heart ; because this Light is God. For God is Light, saith
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John, and in Him is no darkness at all. Wouldest thou then see that light? Purify the eye, whereby Christ is seen, for,
Matt. 5, Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.
16. My heart hath said unto Thee, I have sought Thy
countenance; Thy countenance, O Lord, will I
seek. I have made one petition of the Lord, this will I seek, Thy coun
tenance. Turn not away Thy facefrom me. How he hath planted himself in that one petition ! Wouldest thou obtain thy request ? Seek nothing else. Be thou sufficient but for one petitionI, for one will suffice thee. My heart hath said
unto Thee,
O Lord, will I
have sought Thy countenance; Thy countenance,
seek. Turn not
turn not aside in anger from Thy servant. Magnificent !
nothing can be more divinely spoken ! This is the feeling of those that truly love. Another man would be blessed and immortal in these pleasures of earthly lusts which he loves : and peradventure for this reason would worship God, and pray, that he may long live here in his delights, and that nothing should fail him, which earthly desire has in posses sion, neither gold, nor silver, nor any estate that charms his eyes, that his friends, his children, his wife, his dependents, should not die; in these delights would he live for ever. But since he cannot for ever, for he knows that he is mortal; for this haply does he worship God, and for this pray to God, and for this sigh to God, that all these things may last even to old age. And if God should say to him, Lo ! I make thee immortal in these things, he would accept it as a great boon, and in the exultation of his joy and self- congratulation would be unable to contain himself. Not so doth this man wish, who hath made one petition of the Lord. But what doth he wish ? To contemplate the delight of the Lord all the days of his life. And on the contrary the other, who in this way and for this reason would worship the Lord, if
away Thy face from
me :
God's turning away from us, the greatest punishment. 203 those temporal advantages were at his hand, would not fear Ver.
8' 9'
For what doth he fear His anger? Lest He take
away that which he hath loved. What hath he loved ? Thy countenance. Therefore he deems this to be the anger of
the Lord, if He turn away His countenance from him.
(Ver. 9. ) Turn not aside in anger from Thy servant. He
might by chance be answered thus ; " Why fearest thou lest
He should turn aside from thee in anger? Rather if He should
turn aside from thee in anger, He will not avenge Himself
on thee: if thou meet Him in His anger, He will be avenged
on thee. Rather then desire that He may turn aside from
thee when in anger. " " No," says he ; for he knows what
he longs for; " His anger is nothing else than the turning
away of His countenance. " " What if He will make thee immortal in these delights, and in the"enjoyment of earthly gratifications ? " Such a lover answers, 1 would not have it; whatever I have beside Him has no charms for me : what
ever my Lord would give me, let Him take away all, give
me Himself. " Turn not aside in anger from Thy servant.
From some peradventure He doth turn aside, not in anger ;
as from certain who say to Him, Turn away Thy face from Ps. 51,9.
my sins. When He turneth away His face from thy sins, He doth not turn aside from thee in anger. Let Him then turn away His face from thy sins: but let Him not turn away His face from thee.
17. Be Thou my helper: leave me not. For, lo, I am in
the way, I have made the one petition of Thee, to dwell in
Thy house all the days of my life, to contemplate Thy delight, and be protected as Thy temple : this is my one petition : but that I may attain unto " am in the way. Peradventure Thou wilt say unto me, Strive, walk, have
given thee freewill; thou art master of thine own will, follow
on the way, seek peace, and ensue it; turn not aside from Ps. 34, the way, abide not therein, look not back persevere in walking, for he that shall persevere unto the end, the same Mat. 24, shall be saved. " Now that thou hast received freewill, thou
dost rely as were on the power of walking rely not ou
the anger of his Lord, unless lest He should take them away. This man feareth not His anger on this account;
since he hath said of his enemies, That they may eat my ver. 2.
our Creator, but also our Indweller. These words of the Psalm, which we have heard and partly sung, if we say that
are our own, we must be reverently careful how we the truth; for they are rather the words of God's Spirit than our own. Again, if we say that they are not
ours, we do indeed lie. For groaning belongs not but to those who are in distress; or all that speech, which is uttered here, full of grief and tears, may be His Who never can be miserable. The Lord then is merciful, we are miserable : in His mercy He vouchsafes to speak to the miserable, vouch safes even in them to use the speech of the miserable. So each is true, both that the speech is ours, and that it is not ours ; that it is the speech of God's Spirit, and that it is not His. The speech is that of God's Spirit, in that but for His inspiration we should not speak thus : but it is not His, in that He is neither miserable, nor in distress : but these words are those of the miserable and distressed. Again, they are ours, because they are words indicating our misery : and
yet they are not ours, because it is of His gift that we are vouchsafed1 even to groan.
2. A Psalm of David before he was anointed. Thus runs m
the title of the Psalm, A Psalm of David before he wewsoVulg.
they speak
' mere-
192 Christ, King and Priest. Christians, in Him, anointed.
Psalm anointed, that is, before he received unction. For he was
Exp. ii. anointed as a king. And the king was then anointed
l Sam. alone, and also the priest: these two persons were anointed
' at that time. In the two persons was prefigured the One future king and priest, in either office One Christ ; and there fore Christ from the chrism. But not only was our Head anointed, but His Body also, we ourselves. Now He is King, in that He ruleth and leadeth us ; Priest, in that He intercedeth for us. And verily He alone hath been such a priest, as to be also Himself the sacrifice. He hath offered none other sacrifice to God than Himself. For He could not find besides Himself a most pure, reasonable victim, as a lamb without spot, redeeming us by the shedding of His own blood, incorporating us with Himself, making us His Own members, that in Him we too should be Christ. There fore anointing belongs to all Christians: but in the former times of the Old Testament it belonged to two characters
But it appears from this that we are the Body of Christ, in that we all are anointed : and we all in Him are both Christ's and Christ, because in some sort Whole Christ is the Head and Body. This anointing will perfect us spiritually in that life, which is promised us. But this voice is of one longing for that life ; it is the voice as it were of one longing for the grace of God, which shall be
In Bapt. perfected in us at the last: therefore it is said, Before he g. ^onf- was anointed. For we are anointed now in the sacrament, ham xi, and, by this sacrament, something is prefigured, which we
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shall be. And that certain unspeakable future thing we S. John ought to long for, and to groan in the sacrament, that we
iiecn
3. l2,i3! may rejoice sacrament.
in that thing, which is foreshewn in the
3. See what he says: (ver. The Lord my light and my salvation whom shall fear He enlightens me, let darkness vanish He saves me, let weakness vanish walk ing in the light with firmness, whom shall fear? For God giveth not such salvation, as can be wrested by any one nor He such a Light, as can be obscured by any one. The Lord enlightening, we enlightened; the Lord saving, we saved
then He be the enlightener and we the enlightened and He the Saviour, we the saved, without Him we are darkness
if
is
;
:;
: :
I
is
:
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God indwellingfrees even thefleshfrom fear. 193
and weakness. But having in Him a sure, and established, Ver.
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I, therefore, what shall I fear, or whom shall I fear ?
Of whom shall I be afraid, or of what shall I be afraid ? They who persecute me, they are weakened, they fall. Now
why do they persecute me ? To eat up my flesh. What is
my flesh? My fleshly affections. Let them rage in their persecutions: nothing dies in me, but what is mortal. There will be somewhat in me, which the persecutor cannot reach, where my God dwelleth. Let them eat my flesh : when my flesh is gone, I shall be spirit and spiritual. And indeed so great salvation doth my Lord promise me, that
even now this mortal flesh, which seems to be given up to
the hands of the persecutors, doth not perish for ever; but
what hath been exhibited in the resurrection of my Head,
may all the members hope for. Whom should my soul fear, which God inhabiteth ? Whom should my flesh fear, when l Cor.
this corruptible shall have put on incorruption ? Would ye know, because they who persecute us eat our flesh, how that we
and true hope, whom shall we fear? The Lord thy light, the Lord thy Saviour. Find one more powerful, and fear. I belong, in such wise, to the most powerful of all, to the all-powerful, that He both enlighteneth me, and saveth me ; nor fear I any but Him. The Lord is the protector of my
be
life: of whom shall I afraid?
4. Ver. 2. Whilst the guilty approach unto me to eat up my flesh : mine enemies who trouble me became weak and
fell.
need not fear even for this very flesh of ours ?
natural body, it shall rise a spiritual body. Now how great confidence should there be in him, who couIld say, The Lord is my light and my salvation : whom shall I
The Lord is the protector of my life : of whom shall
be The general is protected by guards, and fears not; a mortal is protected by mortals, and is secure : a mortal is
afraid?
protected by the Immortal, and shall he fear and be afraid? 5. Now how great confidence there should be in him, who speaks thus, do ye hear; (ver. 3. ) If camps stand together against me, mine heart shall not fear. Camps are
If
well defended, but what stronger defence than God? war rise up against me. What can war do to me ? Can it take away my hope from me ? Can it take away what the
o
It is sown a ib. 44. fear?
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194 No enemy has any power but by God's permission.
Psalm Almighty gives? As He who gives is not conquered, so Eyp. it! what He giveth is not taken away. If the gift can be taken away, the giver is conquered. Therefore even these things, which we receive in time, no one can take away from us, my
Brethren, but He alone Who gave them. The spiritual things which He bestoweth He will not take away, unless thou shalt let them go ; but things fleshly and temporal He taketh away ; because whoever else taketh them away, taketh them away by His giving him the power. We know
Job l, this, and read in the book of Job, that not even the devil,
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You see this both in the book which I have Luke22 quoted, and in the Gospel the Lord saith, This night ISatan
j,ath desired that he might sift you as wheat; and have prayed for thee, Peter, that thyfaith fail not. Now it is permitted either for our punishment, or for our trial. There
trust. In
31. 32.
who appears, so to say, to have the greatest power for a time, can do any thing without permission. He received power over the lowest things, and lost the greatest and the highest. And this is not the power of one enraged, but the punishment of one damned. Not even he then can have any power without
permission.
fore since no one can take away from us what God giveth, let us fear none but God. Whatsoever else threaten, what soever else vaunt itself against us, let not our heart fear.
6. If war rise up against me, in this wIill I
what ? (Ver. 4. ) One, saith he, have of
asked the Lord. He named some boon in the feminine gender, as if he had said, One petition. And as we are in the habit
of saying in conversation for instance, ' Duas habes,'
(in
the feminine,) and not ' Duo,' the neuter so I (in :) Scripture
this ? What is this one ? That
the Lord all the days ofmy life. This is the one : for that
is called a house where we shall abide always. In this state of pilgrimage, the word house is used, but the proper name
has used this manner of speech: One, saith he, have
asked of the Lord, this will I require.
asketh, who feareth noth ing. Great security of soul ! Would ye fear nothing ? Ask this one, which he asketh who feareth nothing, or which Ihe asketh that he may fear nothing.
Let us see what he
asked the Lord, this will I
of require.
One, saith he, have
This is practised here by them thIat walk honestly. What is
may
dwell in the house
of
The joy* of God's House. Misery of ill desire gratified. 195
is, tent. A tent belongs to those who are in pilgrimage, and Ver.
in a measure warring and fighting against an enemy. -- Since then there is a tent in this life, it is plain that there is
an enemy too. For to have tents
be comrades : and you know this is the name for soldiers, contu.
Here then is a tent, there a house. But this tent too isberDales sometimes by application of its resemblance called a house,
and the house is according to the same method called a
tent: yet properly the latter is the house, the former the
tent.
7. Now what we shall do in that house, you have clearly
expressed in another Psalm : Blessed are they that dwell in Ps. 84,4. Thine house ; they will be praising Tliee for ever. On fire,
if we may so say, with this desire, and boiling with this love,
he longs to dwell all the days of his life in the house of the Lord : in the house of the Lord all the days of his life, not as if they were to come to an end, but days eternal. For so
is the word, days, used, as years, of which it is said, And ps. 102,
Thy years shall not For I
fail. the day of life eternal is one27.
day without setting. This then he said to the Lord,
desired this, One have
require.
II asked, This will
have And as if we should say to him, And what wilt thou do there? what will be thy delight there ? what the recreation of thy soul ?
what the pleasures there whence thy joys will be supplied? For thou wilt not continue there, unless thou shalt be happy. But that happiness whence will it come ? For here we have the divers happinesses of the human race j and any one is called miserable, when what he loves is withdrawn.
Men then have divers things, and when any man seems to have what he loves, he is called happy. But he is truly happy, not if he have what he loves, but if he love what he ought to love. For many are more miserable in having what they
love, than in wanting it. For men miserable by the love of hurtful things, are more miserable by having them. And
God in mercy, when we love amiss, denieth what we love:
but in anger giveth to him that loveth what he loves amiss.
You have the Apostle, saying expressly, God gave them upUova. i,
to the lust of their own hearts. He gave them what they loved, but in condemnation. You have again God denying what was asked : For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, o -1
in common, this is to
196 Fallen man must be raised ere he can contemplate God.
Psalm saith he, that He would take it away from me; (namely, the Ex Jli* thorn in the flesh;) and He said to me, My grace is sufficient 2 Cor. for thee: for strength is made perfect in weakness. See He
I2,8. 9. gave those up to the lust of their hearts: He denied the Apostle Paul what he prayed for ; to the former He gave unto condemnation, to the latter He denied unto salvation. But when we love that which God wills us to love, beyond doubt He will give it us. This is that one, which should be loved, that we may dwell in the house of the Lord all the
1 0xf. ' ipse. '
ask him, as it were, more inquisitively, and let him tell us, what we ourselves, what he ' will do in that house, where he wishes and desires, longs and asks this one thing from the Lord, that he may dwell therein all the days of his life. What wilt thou do there, I ask theeI? What is it for which
the delight of the Lord. See what I love, see why I wish to dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life. He
has there a grand spectacle, to contemplate the delight of the Lord Himself. He wishes when his own night is over to be fixed in His light. For then will be our morning, when the night is passed : whence he says in another Psalm,
days of our life.
8. And because, in these earthly
habitations, men are
charmed with divers delights and pleasures, and every one wishes to dwell in that house, where he will have nothing to offend his mind, and have many things to delight him ; but if those things which did delight are withdrawn, the man wishes to remove from what place soever it be : let us then
thou longest? Hear what, That
may contemplate
Ps. 5,3. In the morning I will stand before Thee, and will contem
Now therefore I do not contemplate, because 1 have a Oxf. fallen: then I will stand, and will contemplate3. This is
add'be. man's
fall. '
plate.
voice. For man has fallen, and one would not be cause I sent to raise us up, if we had not fallen. We have fallen,
"? Me hath descended. He hath ascended, we are lifted up; John 3, ror no man hath ascended, but He Who descended. He 13 who hath fallen is lifted up ; He Who descended ascendeth.
And let us not therefore despair, that He alone hath ascended. For He lifteth us up, to whom in our fall He descended: and we shall stand, and shall contemplate, and enjoy great delight. Lo ! I have said this, and ye have
He is that Good, by Which all is good, that is good. 197
cried out for the longing after some vision not seen as yet. Ver. Let your soul go beyond all ordinary things, and let your -- reach of thought go beyond all your customary imaginations according to the flesh, derived from the senses of the flesh,
and figuring out all manner of vain fancies. Cast all away from your mind, reject whatever may have occurred to you : recognise the weakness of your heart, and for the very fact of any thing occurring to you, that you are able to imagine, say, It is not that; for if it had been that, it would not have occurred to me. So will ye long for some certain good. What kind of good? The Good of all good, whence cometh all good, the Good to which cannot be added what Good
It is. For we use the expression, a good man, and a good field, and a good house, and a good animal, and a good tree, and a good body, and a good soul : you have added in speak ing of all these, " good. " There is the Simple Good, the
Very Good by Which all things are good, the Very Good of Which all good things are ; this is the delight of the Lord, this we shall contemplate. Now, Brethren, mark; if these goods which are called goods delight us, if goods which are not in themselves goods (for all things changeable are not in themselves goods) delight us ; what will be our contem plation of the Good Unchangeable, Eternal, Abiding ever in the same fashion ? For these things, which are called good, would by no means delight us, except they were good ; nor could they be by any other means good, save from Him Who is simply Good.
9. See why I wish to dwell, saith he, in the house of theI Lord all the days of my life.
I have told you why, That may contemplate the delight of the Lord. But, that I may always contemplate, that no annoyance may befal me in my contemplation, no temptation turn me aside, no power of any hurry me away, that 1 may not be exposed to the violence of any enemy in my contemplation, but have secure and thorough enjoyment of my delight, the Lord my God Himself; what shall be done for me ? He shall protect me. Not only, then, saith he, would I contemplate the delight of the Lord, but also that I, His temple, be protected. That He may protect me, His own temple, I shall be His temple, and be protected by Him. Is the temple of God such as the
198 The soul God's Temple. Delight in Him a pledge of more.
Psalm temples of idols are ? The idols of the Gentiles are protected XXVII i Exp. lliby their temples: the Lord our God will protect His temple,
and I shall be secure. I shall contemplate for delight, and be protected for salvation. As that contemplation shall be perfect, so shall this protection be perfect; and as that joy of contemplation shall be perfect, so also shall the incorruption of sound health be perfect. To these two expressions, That I may contemplate the delight of the Lord, and be protected, His temple; those two with which the Psalm commences,I
Ver. 1. < The Lord is my Light, and my Salvation, whom shall
In that I shall contemplate the delight of the Lord, He is my Light: in that He will protect me, His temple, He is my Salvation.
10. But why doth He make this good for us unto the end ? (ver. 5. ) For He hath hidden me in His tabernacle in the day of my evils. My dwelling, then, shall be in His house all the days of my life to this end, that I may contemplate the delight of the Lord, and be protected, His temple. But whence my assurance of arriving thither ? For He hath
fear?
hidden me in His tabernacle in the day of my evils. Then the days of my evils will be no more, but He hath seen me in the days of my evils. He then Who mercifully regarded me when far off, how shall He gladden me when brought near to Him ? For which cause therefore I did not make that one petition shamelessly ; nor did my heart say to me, What art thou asking, or from Whom art thou asking ? For dost thou dare, unrighteous sinnner, to ask any thing from God ? Darest thou hope, infirm one, of heart impure, that thoushalt
I do, he answers, not of myself, but of His delight1; not of self-reliance, but of His ,' . "1? , earnest. He Who hath given such an earnest to the pilgrim, will He desert him on his arrival? For He hath hidden me in His tabernacle in the day of my evils. Lo ! the day of our evils is this life. Days of evil the ungodly have in one
have any contemplation of God ?
way, the faithful in another. For even they that believe,
but who as yet are in pilgrimage from the Lord, {For as 2Cor. 5, iong as we are (n //,/s. body, we are in pilgrimage from the Lord, as the Apostle hath said :) if they spend no days of evil, whence the words in the Lord's prayer, Deliver us from evil, if we are not in days of evil ? But far differently do they
Christ the Secret Shrine of the Tabernacle, His Church. 199
spend the days of evil, who have not yet believed : yet even Ver. these hath He not disregarded. For Christ died for the 5' ? ' ungodly. Therefore let the soul of man dare to feel conn- 6. dence, and make that one petition : it will have it in safety,
it will possess it in safety. So greatly hath she been loved
in her deformity, how shall she shine in her beauty ? For
He hath hidden me in His tabernacle, in the days of my
evils: He hath protected me in the secret of His tabernacle.
What is the secret of His tabernacle? What is this? For
there are, so to say, many members of a tabernacle seen from without. There is too, so to say, the shrine1 which is called 1adytum the secret sanctuary*, the innermost part of the temple. And 2 pene. what is this? that which the priest alone entered. And 5^ 9
haply the priest Himself is the secret of God's tabernacle. 7.
For He received flesh from this tabernacle, and made for us
the secret of the tabernacle : so that His other members, believers on Him, should be His tabernacle, but Himself the
secret of the tabernacle. For ye are dead, saith the Apostle, Col. 3,3.
and your life hath been hid with Christ in God.
11. Would ye know that he is speaking of this? The 1 Cor.
Rock assuredly is Christ. Hear what follows, For He hath hidden me in His tabernacle in the days of my evils : He hath protected me in the secret of His tabernacle. You were asking what is the secret of the tabernacle : hear what follows : On the Rock hath He exalted me. Therefore in Christ hath He exalted me. Because thou hast humbled
thyself in the dust, He hath exalted thee on the Rock. But Christ is above, and thou art yet below. Hear the words following, (ver. 6. ) Even now hath He exalted mine head above mine enemies. Even now, before I come to that house, where I wish to dwell all the days of my life, before I come to that contemplation of the Lord, Even now hath He exalted
mine headabove mine enemies. As yet I sufferfrom the enemies of the Body of Christ, as yet I have not been exalted above mine enemies ; but, mine head hath He exalted above mine enemies. Christ our Head is already in heaven, our enemies can as yet rage against us ; we are not yet exalted above them ; but our Head is already there, whence He spake the
words, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou Me ? He hath said Acts 9, that He is in us here below : therefore we too are in Him 4" there above ; for that, Even now He hath exalted mine head
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200 The sacrifice ofjoy offered on viewing the Creation; Psalm above mine enemies. See what an earnest we have, whereby
expji! we too are by faith, and hope, and charity, with our
mationIofthe world.
in
~
Mat. 28, goodness, unity, is with us on earth even unto the consum
Head. heaven for ever; because the Head Himself, by divinity,
have gone about, and have sacrificed in His taber
12.
nacle the victim of rejoicing.
rejoicing, we sacrifice the victim of gladness, the victim of thankfulness, the victim of thanksgiving, which cannot be
We sacrifice the victim of
in words. But we sacrifice, where? In His tabernacle, in the holy Church. What then do we
explained
very
sacrifice?
words, with speech ineffable. This is the victim of rejoicing. Whence hath it been sought, where found ? By going about.
Most abundant and inexpressible joy, with no
/ have gone about, saith he, and sacrificed in His tabernacle
Let thy mind go about through all creation: every where will creation cry out to thee, God made me. Whatever in art delighti. th thee, sets forth the artificer : and much more if thou go about the universe, doth consideration conceive the great Workman's praise. Thou seest the heavens: they are God's great work. Thou seest
1 Antw. the earth: God made the numerous seeds1, the varieties of 'Jrfip. '? herbs, the multitude of animals. Go yet about the heavens even unto the earth, leave nothing : on all sides all things
to thee the Framer, and the very species of creatures are so to say the voices of the Creator's praisers. But who can set forth the whole creation ? who set it forth in praises ? who worthily praise the heaven and the earth, the sea and all things that are therein ? And these indeed are things visible. Who can worthily praise Angels, Thrones,
Sovereignties, Principalities, and Powers ? Who can worthily praise that very power that works actively within us, quicken ing the body, moving the limbs, bringing the senses into
the victim of rejoicing.
proclaim
action, embracing so many things by the memory, discri minating so many things by the intellect; who can worthily praise it? But if in these creatures of God human language is so embarrassed, how fares it in the case of the Creator, e/xcept
in default of language there remain rejoicing alone ?
have gone about, and have sacrificed in His tabernacle the victim
of rejoicing.
13. There is another interpretation also, which seems to
Oronviewing the Church victorious. Presentgrief andprayer. 201
me to have a closer reference to the context of the Psalm. VBr.
- which is Christ; and that his Head, which is Christ, was exalted above his enemies ; he would have it understood
that he himself, who was exalted on the Rock, was exalted in the same, his Head, above his enemies : referring this to
For since he had said that he was exalted on the Rock, -6--
the Church's honour, to which the
enemies gave way : and since this was effected through the faith of the whole world, he saith, 1 have gone about, and have sacrificed in His tabernacle the victim ofrejoic ing: that is, I have considered the faith of the whole world, in which faith my Head hath been exalted above them that persecuted me ; and in His very tabernacle, that is, in the Church spread abroad throughout the whole world, have I in
manner unspeakable praised the Lord.
/will
in safety, and sing in safety, and give praise in safety, when
we shall contemplate the delight of the Lord, and shall be protected as His temple in that incorruption, when death l Cor. shall be swallowed up in victory. But what now ? For 1. s, 54, those joys, which we shall have, when we shall have gained
that one petition, have been already spoken of. But what
now? Hear my voice, O Lord. Let us groan now, let us
pray now. Groaning belongs not but to the miserable, prayer belongs not but to the necessitous. Prayer shall
pass away, praise shall take its place ; tears shall pass away,
joy shall take their place. Now in the meanwhile, whilst we are in the days of our evils, let not our prayer to God cease, from Whom we ask that one petition ; and from this petition let us not desist, until by His gift and guidance we attain unto it. (Ver. 7. ) Hear my voice, O Lord, wherewith I have cried unto Thee: have mercy upon me, and hear me. He makes that one petition ; entreating, weeping, groaning so long, he makes but that one. He has put an end to all His desires; there hath remained that one petition, which he asks.
15. Hear why heI makes this petition: (ver. 8. ) My heart
14.
sing
and
to the Lord. We shall give praises be
hath said to Thee,
have sought Thy coIuntenance. This then
is what he said a little before, That I
may contemplate the
delight of the Lord. My heart hath said to Thee,
sought Thy countenance. If our joy were in this visible sun,
persecution of the
have
202 Seek the light of God's countenance, not earthly gifts. Pbalm out heart would not say, / have sought Thy countenance ;
Exp. il out, the eyes of our body. To whom saith our heart, /
have sought Thy countenance, but to Him Who appertaineth to the eye of the heart ? The eyes of the flesh seek this visible
light, the eyes of the heart seek that other light. But thou
wouldest see that light, which is seen by the eyes of the 1 Johu heart ; because this Light is God. For God is Light, saith
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John, and in Him is no darkness at all. Wouldest thou then see that light? Purify the eye, whereby Christ is seen, for,
Matt. 5, Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.
16. My heart hath said unto Thee, I have sought Thy
countenance; Thy countenance, O Lord, will I
seek. I have made one petition of the Lord, this will I seek, Thy coun
tenance. Turn not away Thy facefrom me. How he hath planted himself in that one petition ! Wouldest thou obtain thy request ? Seek nothing else. Be thou sufficient but for one petitionI, for one will suffice thee. My heart hath said
unto Thee,
O Lord, will I
have sought Thy countenance; Thy countenance,
seek. Turn not
turn not aside in anger from Thy servant. Magnificent !
nothing can be more divinely spoken ! This is the feeling of those that truly love. Another man would be blessed and immortal in these pleasures of earthly lusts which he loves : and peradventure for this reason would worship God, and pray, that he may long live here in his delights, and that nothing should fail him, which earthly desire has in posses sion, neither gold, nor silver, nor any estate that charms his eyes, that his friends, his children, his wife, his dependents, should not die; in these delights would he live for ever. But since he cannot for ever, for he knows that he is mortal; for this haply does he worship God, and for this pray to God, and for this sigh to God, that all these things may last even to old age. And if God should say to him, Lo ! I make thee immortal in these things, he would accept it as a great boon, and in the exultation of his joy and self- congratulation would be unable to contain himself. Not so doth this man wish, who hath made one petition of the Lord. But what doth he wish ? To contemplate the delight of the Lord all the days of his life. And on the contrary the other, who in this way and for this reason would worship the Lord, if
away Thy face from
me :
God's turning away from us, the greatest punishment. 203 those temporal advantages were at his hand, would not fear Ver.
8' 9'
For what doth he fear His anger? Lest He take
away that which he hath loved. What hath he loved ? Thy countenance. Therefore he deems this to be the anger of
the Lord, if He turn away His countenance from him.
(Ver. 9. ) Turn not aside in anger from Thy servant. He
might by chance be answered thus ; " Why fearest thou lest
He should turn aside from thee in anger? Rather if He should
turn aside from thee in anger, He will not avenge Himself
on thee: if thou meet Him in His anger, He will be avenged
on thee. Rather then desire that He may turn aside from
thee when in anger. " " No," says he ; for he knows what
he longs for; " His anger is nothing else than the turning
away of His countenance. " " What if He will make thee immortal in these delights, and in the"enjoyment of earthly gratifications ? " Such a lover answers, 1 would not have it; whatever I have beside Him has no charms for me : what
ever my Lord would give me, let Him take away all, give
me Himself. " Turn not aside in anger from Thy servant.
From some peradventure He doth turn aside, not in anger ;
as from certain who say to Him, Turn away Thy face from Ps. 51,9.
my sins. When He turneth away His face from thy sins, He doth not turn aside from thee in anger. Let Him then turn away His face from thy sins: but let Him not turn away His face from thee.
17. Be Thou my helper: leave me not. For, lo, I am in
the way, I have made the one petition of Thee, to dwell in
Thy house all the days of my life, to contemplate Thy delight, and be protected as Thy temple : this is my one petition : but that I may attain unto " am in the way. Peradventure Thou wilt say unto me, Strive, walk, have
given thee freewill; thou art master of thine own will, follow
on the way, seek peace, and ensue it; turn not aside from Ps. 34, the way, abide not therein, look not back persevere in walking, for he that shall persevere unto the end, the same Mat. 24, shall be saved. " Now that thou hast received freewill, thou
dost rely as were on the power of walking rely not ou
the anger of his Lord, unless lest He should take them away. This man feareth not His anger on this account;
since he hath said of his enemies, That they may eat my ver. 2.
