No More Learning

Now, whether I'm deep in some leafy refuge,

or in the sun of a second hemispheres' days,

the eternal swell swaying the ocean waves,

the view of endless           always re-born,

draw my heart to the dream divine, once more,

be it in heavy languor of burning summer,

or shivering idleness of early December,

beneath tobacco-smoke clouds, hiding the ceiling,

through the book's subtle mystery, always leafing,

a book so dear to those numb souls whose destiny

has, one and all, stamped them with that same malady,

in front of the mirror, I've perfected the cruelty

of the art that, at birth, some demon granted me,

- art of that pain that creates true voluptuousness, -

scratching the wound, to draw blood from my distress.