No More Learning

He had one foot in the stirrup, and the- other on the soft
home-turf; with one hand caressing the long waving mane
of the steed, and the other clasped in the grasp of the
man from whom he was taking leave — they knew not for
how long, but yet felt it was not forever. Words were
pouring from the heart of the one into the heart of the
other. The elder, he who stood on the ground and was
to move on on foot, kept his gaze steadily fixed on the
rocks and forests lying beyond the smooth green turf.
The younger, with raised eyes, gazed into the sky, as if
absorbing its light in the lustrous pupils; and when he
spoke his voice was like the fresh breath of spring. The
elder spoke more slowly, almost sternly, as though ad-
vising, warning, beseeching, — as if he loved deeply, yet
doubted, feared; but the younger had no fear, no doubts,
— he pledged himself and vowed — threw himself first into
the arms of his friend, then leaped into his saddle. He
pushed his horse rapidly on, swift as the arrow skims the
plain, or the mountain stream plunges below. A cloud
of servants poured forth from the halls of the ancient
House, and followed their young Lord.

He who remained behind, knelt; and fragments of his
prayer were brought me by the wind. "O Heavenly

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Father! let not that' blooming soul wither away upon
this arid ear{h ! Lead it not into the tem])tation of
human servitude; remove from it all sinful stain! Let
it serve Thee alone! Thee and the many times murdered
Mother! "

He continued kneeling, although sunk in silence, as if
wrapped in deep meditation, scarcely knowing whether to
indulge in the dim prophecies then surging his soul, or to
prolong his prayers. Then I saW him start, clasp his
hands forcibly together — and again his words were borne
to me by the wind.

"O Heavenly Father! I ask Thee not to sweeten the
bitter cup of life for my friend; I know that all who live
must suffer; but, O merciful God, spare him the blush of
shame, the infamy of weakness! "

Then 1 saw the Wanderer rise from his knees, descend

the hill, and make his way on foot through the forest to

the distant rocks.

*******

About high noon of the same day they met again before
the gate of a great city. The young man was still on his
horse, his fair brow already darkened by the heat of the
sun ; the dew from the fresh home-turf was quite dry upon
his stirrups, and the glitter of the steel dimmed with rust.
The horse gladly stopped, as if wearied with his rapid
flight through the distant space, but the blue eye of the
youth still si)arklcd with its early fire.

The elder, gray from head to foot with the dust of the
road, seated himself on a stone by the wayside. The
youth jumped lightly to the earth, and threw himself into
the arms of his friend. I saw him give his horse in charge
to his servants, take the arm of his companion, enter the
gate of the great city, and lead him to the imperial Palace.
In one of the inner chambers they sat down together to
rest. They conversed, however, in whispers, as if they
feared the ear of the enemy even through the massive
stone walls. Stretching himself on the soft Persian carpet,
the younger raised the cup of wrought silver to his thirsty
lip. But when he handed it to the elder he refused to
taste the wine from the rich goblet. Nor would he look
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profusely scattered around the room, even when pointed
out to him by his young companion. At. hist he rose,
and, taking the hand of the youth, led him to a window,
from which the entire city was seen lying below, with the
moving crowds of the populous nation. The immense
city, wonderfully monotonous in its whitewashed walls!
the immense nation, wonderfully monotonous in its black
garments! The young man looked on curiously; the
Wanderer sighed, and said: "When they shall lead you
into cities without castles or temples, where the spirit of
freedom is chained, murmur ye: The Dead! "

But the younger continued to gaze with ever-growing
interest. Carriages filled witli women dressed in brilliant
hues were rapidly driving by, drawn by strong, fleet horses.
He saw one drive aside from the throng, the snowy veil
and white draperies of the fair one within fluttering and
floating far on the breeze, as if the flying chariot were
borne onward by the outspread sails. The Wanderer
sighed, and said: "When women in rich attire move
around you, and you feel that the faint fluttering of the
snowy robe is more spiritual than the life-breath of their
souls — murmur ye: The Dead! "

The young man seemed not to hear the words of his
friend. Heavy masses of lurid clouds gathered from every
direction, and obscured the face of the sky. How differ-
ent ths hour of the gloomy noon from that of the fresh,
transparent morning!

Tlie men before whom the People of the Black Nation
kneel and prostrate themselves, now began to move through
the streets. Their garments glittered with gold, and were
richly embroidered in gorgeous colors. Tiiey wore long
thin swords at their sides, and thick tufts of plumes on
their heads. Shouting with harsh voices, they passed on
in power, striking the children who were lingering in the
road as they moved forward. The children cried and
wept; the crowd drew back and fled; and they remained
alone upon the Great Square. More and more of them
were ever thronging there; more and more courteously
they ever bowed to one another, and lower and lower
grew their salutes, until at last One rode forward on a
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their faces upon the ground — as if he were the Lord of
Life and Death.

Then said the Wanderer: "He is already on the verge
of the abyss, on the slope of the steep and slippery de-
clivity; he, robed in the purple of power, must himself
descend into the coffin! "

But the young man riveted his gaze on the mngnifi-
cence of the rider, as if absorbing the diamond glitter
into the lustrous pupils of his eyes, as in the morning
they had absorbed and reflected the clear blue of the
skies. He seemed not to hear the words of his friend.
When they were earnestly repeated to him, he covered his
face with his hands, and tenderly uttered the holy name
of the murdered Mother, as if the love of childhood
were upon his heart. The Wanderer pressed him to his
breast, and said: "Look not upon them ! Look not upon
them! "

"Never! never! " he replied, as he again threw himself
down to rest upon the Persian carpet.

As the Wanderer rose to depart, I heard the prayer
again rising to God from his divining soul:

"O Heavenly Father ! even at the burning noon of
this bitter trial, I implore Thee for him whom I love! O
God ! I now entreat Thee to work a miracle in his behalf,
— to sweeten the bitter cup of life for this young, eager,
thirsting soul ! Deliver it from the temptations witli, which
Thou hast seen good to surround the strong on tliis earth,
led like him into these snares! Let him not fall, I beseech
Thee, as did even the mighty and beautiful angels round
Thy Throne, when the thirst for power was upon them.
Save him, O God! "

The young man remained alone, utterly alone, in the
midst of the great city, and was soon forced to seek com-
panionship with his fellow-beings. It was strange, mean-
while, how black the heavens grew, as if the whole sky
were sheeted with a curtain of lead. I saw him now
constantly in the streets, the rooms, and in the midst of
the people: he fascinated my gaze as if I saw only him.
Under the calm of a tranquil face, he concealed bitter
torment, intense suffering. Evil thoughts are winding
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while the good are also thronging near him like clouds of
bright fireflies. The worms crawl over his heart, boring
and bleeding it as they writhe; the fireflies would burn
out the black congested gore, and cure the festering
wounds, but new swarms of reptiles are forever sliming
into life, and ever deeper and more gangrened are the
wounds they make. Everywhere danger, everywhere tor-
ment; there is no human being whom he may trust! He
too must learn to deceive in turn, to betray even women
and children; must learn to lie as the masterpiece of art.
He attains skill in the profession, and can command looks,
smiles, tears, emotions; but alas! the light in his clear
eve, once rivaling the young beam of day, no longer
flashes from his pupils. Pity him, O God! his very gar-
ments become a lie; he throws aside the costume of his
nation, in which he once rode so freely over the boundless
steppe. He mounts on his head the tall tufts of plumes;
he girds the thin sword to his side; and I saw in my
dream that the people began to fall back before him, and
bow as he drew near.

But I saw that the steed of the desert refused to recog-
nize his master when he entered the courtyard of the
Palace. In vain he jjats, vi'ith his own hand, the wavy
silken mane: no neigh of joy now answers his caress; he
strives to leap upon him as in the morning of this event-
ful day, but the haughty charger rears, stands erect upon
his hind legs, and refuses to be mounted. Enraged be-
yond control, he thrusts iiis long sword into the glossy
flanks. The startled animal breaks away, spurns the
biootl-sprinkled soil, and flies thundering ai'iir, rattling
and clashing his iron hoofs on the pavement, marking his
track with a long line of glittering sparks, flashing but to
die in the dying light of evening !

The hour of twilight is already on the earth !

^: * * ^ * * *

Again, for the third time in that day of life, met the
Wanderer and his friend. They stood together in a
Church, which was without the gates, and the cross on
its towers was different from those on the Basilicas within
the walls of the city. 'I'he altar was without adornment,
and, as well as the walls and ceilings, was shrouded in the

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deepest mourning. Three tapers only were upon it, and
they struggled vainly with the surrounding gloom.

I saw the Wanderer take one of the lights, and gaze,
with a look of woe, ui)on the face of his friend. The young
man was silent, he found no utterance, he had lost the
secret of revealing, by honest words, the depths of the
soul. But the bitter truth was expressed in the long wild
cry which burst spasmodically from his lips. In it might
be read the seduction and destruction of a young spirit,
not consenting to its own shame and ruin !

He laid his head on the strong shoulder of his friend,
and closed his heavy eyelids, as if he dreamed, in this
trying moment, it would be possible for him thus to close
them forever. But the Wanderer, suddenly calling him
back to consciousness, said : " Follow me ! follow me, that
thou mayst remember forever the Form of the murdered
Mother! "

So saying, he led the young man to a low door which
opened behind the Great Altar. A whirlwind, as if from
plains of ice, blew upon them from the subterranean pas-
sages below, and the flame of the taper streamed upon the
blast, swaying and torn into a line of dying sparks. And
thus they commenced the plunge into the very bosom of
night, de. scending ever lower and lower, exploring depth
after depth, until at last they had worked their way
through the narrow and winding passages, and stood in
the sublime silence of the immensity of space.

Their taper had long ago gone out, but they needed
not its flickering light. The swamp-fires of the night,
the corpse-lights, the will-o'-the-wisps, sometimes fell like
falling stars ; sometimes rose like rising moons. Count-
less cemeteries seemed moving on in this weird light, one
solemnly following the other, and on the dark gate of
each glittered, as if graved in frosted silver, the name of
the Murdered Nation, and on the white crosses gleaming
within, the names of her martyreti children. Vast piles
of skeletons, of bones and skulls, lay in the path of the
young man, and as he advanced he read the glorious in-
scriptions.

It now seemed to him that the ghosts of the buried
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number, and all moaning as they sped on, until at last
they seemed to condense into a murky vapor like a trail-
ing storm-cloud, growing ever more and more pervading,
and murmuring with myriad voices sad, but spirit-stirring
national songs. The air gleamed with the flashing of
sabres and wild waving of standards; conflagrations and
flames filled the intervening spaces, like vivid flashes of
restless lightning, now gleaming, now sinking into the
bosom of the cloud. Faster and faster, farther and farther
whirled the cloud of spirits. Then in my dream I saw
them suddenly descend, driven over the earth like the
withered leaves of autumn, — beaten low upon the ground
and drifting on like the summer's dust, — while a strong
cry burst from the hunted shadows : " O God, have mercy
upon us ! "

The Wanderer stopped before the gate of an open sep-
ulchre, on which was graven the name of the many times
Murdered. The letters blazed with a soft, lambent flame,
and he fell reverently upon his knees. Penetrated with
mystic awe, he quivered from head to foot when he arose,
and wept tenderly as he crossed the threshold.

A soft light, like that of an evening late in autumn,
dimly illuniined the space within. I saw the holy Coffin
as it lay on the gentle slope of a hill ; a giant pine stood
at its head, in whose topmost branches perched an Eagle,
pierced to the heart and sleeping in its own blood.
Within the Coffin lay the sacred Form, with the cross on
her breast, the veil on her face, the fetters on her hands,
and the crown upon her head. I saw six such hills rising
one after the other, sejurated from one another by the
long grass, through which, in place of sunny brooks,
flowed crimson streams of human gore. Hilts and shiv-
ered fragments of broken swords, overgrown with weeds
and covered with rust, were lying scattered in every di-
rection through the rank grass. On each of the six hills
lay the same "Coffin ; the same Form. But always more
and more strongly surged the streams of human blood ;
heavier and heavier grew the chains on the hands of* the
Dead; and paler and i)aler the dim autumnal light. At
the foot of the last hill it was dark, and bitter cold ; the
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branches of the pine ; the Eagle lay in his congealed
gore; and in place of the veil, the face of the six times
murdered Mother was closely covered with a sheet of snow.

When the young man reached this spot of gloom, he
fell with his face upon the frozen earth, and cursed his
life ! In the distance sounded the moans of the shadows
left at the gate of the sepulchre ; he bowed his head and
wept. He heard them ask: "Is the six times Murdered
really dead? will she rise no more to deliver her faithful
children from mortal anguish? "

The Wanderer replied not, but looked with eyes of
melancholy love upon his friend who had thrown himself
upon the frozen earth, and gently raised him in his strong
arms.

Then rose the wail of all the armies of the grave; they
broke the silence of death with loud and fearful cries : " O
Heavenly Father, Thou hast betrayed us ! Thou hast de-
livered us up to Hell, for our Saint is really dead ! "

The Wanderer answered the cry, and his voice pealed
like distant thunder. " Blaspheme not ! Our Saint yet
breathes 1 I see her lying in her last coffin on the hill of
ice, — there is no seventh beyond it — from it comes the
Resurrection ! " The wails and sobs of the spirits suddenly
ceased, and a murmuring chant of the Mother's was'en-
toned, low and sweet as the first sigh of a germing hope.

The young man now perceived, for hitherto he had not
seen it, the illimitable space beyond the coffin. Afar
over the infinite blue gleamed the growing splendor of
the early dawn, — the clash and clamor of battles yet un-
born broke through the veil of Time, — ^and above it all he
heard the Mother's ancient hymn of victory !

The young dawn shone but for a moment, the clash of
battle ceased, the song of triumph died upon the ear, — the
gloomy silence of the twilight was again around them,
and frost and cold u])on the earth. The two friends rev-
erently pressed their lips upon the still feet of the fettered
Form; together listened to the faint breathing from the
icy lips, catching it even through tiie veil of snow shroud-
ing the sacred face; together tliey ascentled the frozen
hill, bowing their heads in their hands to hide their tears.

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road, and overheard them Vjinding themselves with fear-
ful oaths. 'J'he Wanderer took leave of the young man at
the entrance of the church, saying with wonderfully tender
and conjuring tones: "Be not deceived by those who
would fain ruin thy soul, and blot out thy name from the
number of honorable sounds on earth ! Remember, what-
soever the splendor of the things thou shalt this night see,
they are but deceptions from the lowest Hell! " Then
placing his hand on the heart of the young man, he
prayed: "O Heavenly Father! have mercy upon him
and upon me, for if he withstands not this terrible Temp-
tation, Thou knowest we shall both have lived in vain, and
our part on earth is done forever ! " After this they parted,
and went their way on different routes.

It was already night in the great city. Innumerable
throngs were crowding the streets, all moving in the same
direction, to the palace lighted with a thousand lamps,
sounding with music, and gay with the dance. Old and
young, men and women, thronged the brazen stairs
leading to the upper rooms; hurrying on as eagerly, as
unceasingly, as if ascending into Heaven !

The hours of the night passed slowly by, seeming longer
to me than the wdiole of the preceding day. It was
almost one o'clock before I again saw the young man,
and the traces of the oaths he had taken were cunningly
hidden under smiles. Groups of servants stood around
him ; he carelessly threw them his cloak, and climbed with
the rest the brazen stairs. He was richly dressed ; the
magnificent guest was worthy of the splendor of the wed-
ding feast. He entered gracefully, and gazed curiously
on the thousands who were dancing around him. His
eyes fell upon the rich and varied spoils overhanging the
Hall ; broken swords were wrought into the walls like
mosaics ; the flags of the conquered nations were draped
in their varied hues across the vaulted ceiling; but as he
looked on all these trophies of power, I saw him suddenly
turn pale with rage, and bite his lips until the blood fol-
lowed the pressure of his teeth ; but then the whirling
crowds caught him in their midst — violins, harps, flutes,
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clouds of incense intoxicated his senses — piled and mossy
carpets luxuriously yielded to the pressure of his feet —
rainbow hues shifted gayly before his dazzled eyes — until
giddy, fascinated, stimulated, he sank upon a pile of
cushions, resting his hot temples in his burning palms,
dreaming of snowy hands and tajjcr fingers, of azure eyes
and cheeks like rose-leaves.

As he thus rested, I heard the bell heavily toll one ; I
felt that tliis long night was in its darkest hour !

When he raised his eyes, he saw, through the long vista
of the illuminated apartments, the Throne of the Splendor
of the Sun. It stood above the moving sea of dancers;
upon it sat the Autocrat of Life and Death; and above
him waved the canopy of flags torn from the dying nations.
The young man started, for he saw one among them dyed
in gore, and tattered into rags, and from its torn stream-
ers, drop by drop, the blood was ever falling ; but no one
saw or heeded it save himself. When this sight fell upon
his reeling gaze, he determined to repel with all his force
the allurements of temptation ; and again his eye gleamed
blue and pure as it had done in the early morning.

A movement now began in the crowd. It dispersed,
divided and formed into long lines upon the right and
the left, leaving a wide, open pathway through the whole
length of the long vista of the apartments. The Lord of
the Palace descended from his Throne, and moved through
the living walls as if he were a God, while all prostrated
themselves as he passed along. He turned not aside, but
went directly to tlie spot where the young man was seated.
Nearer and nearer he approached, wondrously beautiful
and strong. The young man rose, and looked boldly into
his eyes. The Master of Life and Death did not frown
upon him, but said gently: "Come, let us take a stroll
together; I will show you the womlers of mv Palace ! "

The youth stood as if transfixed to the spot, but the Lord
of Life and Death drew closer to him, stooped and pressed
a kiss on his brow, and led him away with easy grace.

Although he seemed to see the coffin of the murdered
Mother ever winding on before him, the young man ac-
companied the Monarch. His arm trembled with the
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one of the Autocrat, who, thunder as he might to the bow-
ing throng prostrating themselves before him, continued
to sjjeak in soft tones and with a noble, courteous air to
his present companion. He spoke of the past, he uttered
without trembling even the name of the murdered Mother,
as if her assassination did not weigh upon his conscience.
He did not seem to have the least doubt that she was
really dead, vanished forever from the face of the earth.
He artfully pointed out to the young man another im-
mense future,* graven, as he said, in the Book of Fate.
He painted it in the most alluring colors, awakening his
young desires for its attainment; he spared no promises,
and as if he held himself to be one of God's prophets, he
parodied inspiration. The unhappy young man turned
his eyes toward the ground, away from the handsome face,
as though it had been that of Antichrist. Each word of
the Tempter fell like a drop of poison on his heart, en-
gendering and hatching the worms within. They walked
together through the long ranges of apartments, the close
ranks of men prostrating themselves as they passed, until
they struck with their foreheads the malachites wrought
into the tesselated floor.

When they arrived at the other end of the Palace, the
gates of bronze upon the order of the Master were sud-
denly thrown open, while the mass behind, lifting their
heads from the ground, looked enviously after them.

"Behold, this is my Treasury," said the Monarch.
" Look and have faith in the extent of my power ! "

The young man looked before him. He was standing
at the portals of deep mines of wealth, endlessly extended.
Alas ! the glowing splendor from the hills and valleys
burned into the blue eyes of the young man ; his pupils
rapidly absorbed the molten torrents of gold and silver;
circles of light from amethyst, opal, and emerald, bent
like rainbows round the azure orbs. The subterranean
flames roared and crackled ; the hills were shaken to their
centre ; the caves were heaving in their depths, and fresh,
glittering, golden, diamantine hmips came ever gushing
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But strange sounds were ever and anon heard amidst the
hissing and sputtering of the boiling metals. Long cries
came up as if from men in the agonies of death ; a clatter as
of chains sounded from tlie abyss ; muttered curses; and
bent and wretched human figures were seen moving over
swards of diamonds and precious stones, like the dark stains
passing athwart the bright face of the moon. The eye of
the Monarch then flamed with wrath. Sometimes clanging
their chains as they moved their fettered limbs, these
melancholy figures raised to him their suppliant hands,
begging with anguished cries for one drop of water, for
one moment of respite to breathe the free air of heaven.
He vouchsafed to them no answer, and with every mo-
ment the wretched and emaciated shadows fell from utter
exhaustion into the molten metals seething in the depths
of the mine. But what mattered that, since with every
instant, new bands of living shadows, equally fettered,
doomed, and wretched, arrived to fill the vacant places ?
The young man thought he had seen some of these
melancholy faces before in the high, places of the earth,
that the noble traits once had been dear to him ; but
the flashes of lightning blinded him, and the features
were rapidly lost in the depths of the succeeding gloom.
The roar of the seething, fusing metals, deafened the
sound of the groans from the chained and broken-hearted
miners. And as I gazed, an all-pervading splendor, like
the golden calm of the Desert, settled over all, covering
with glittering veil the anguish which had been revealed.

As this light overflowed the scene with its brilliant
haze, the gates of bronze swung to with heavy clang.
The Master of Life and Death took leave of the young
man, and as he departed, said : " When the great bell
again strikes, be in the Hall of the Throne; thy seat at
my Banquet is next my own. "

As the young man turned to move away, the throng
greeted him with shouts and cheers. Many knelt to kiss
his hand, because it had touched the hand of the Master.
They asked him what music he would hear, and when his
choice was made, the grand orchestra rolled it forth in
massive waves of sound. They bore him luscious wines
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veled, and at first scorned the homage, but again I saw
him look proudly round him, and assume an air of com-
mand.

In a recess of the most exquisite beauty, veiled by
groves of perfumed flowers, he meets resplendent groups
of married women, blooming clusters of budding maidens.
They surround him as he enters, greeting him with lovely
smiles, and scattering rose-leaves o'er him. His cheeks
flame as with fever; his blood boils in his veins ; he grows
giddy, faint : — alas, he feels at last that he might find hap-
jnness in the Palace of the mortal enemy of his Mother !
This feeling falls upon him like a thunderbolt, and scathes
his heart. He turns to fly, but they pursue, the perfumed
wind bearing onward and wafting around him the full
drapery of their floating trains of luxury. Their long
ringlets kiss his cheeks, and weave their nets around him.

Through two long hours of this fitful night I watched
him with the keenest interest. I saw him struggle, con-
fused, bewildered, reeling, giddy, dazzled; sometimes
almost yielding to temptation, sometimes earnestly im-
ploring the Heavenly Father for strength to resist delusion.
As if in despair, I saw him hurrying through the long suite
of apartments in search of a sword to pierce his weak,
vacillating heart ; but no arms were here to be found.
Sometimes I saw him rush to meet the alluring Circes of
the Palace, as if seeking their fascinations; then, suddenly
turning upon them, he would curse and insult the seductive
Sirens. I saw him tear from them their veils of snow, rend
them asunder, and trample the costly fragments under his
feet. They knelt, wept, and humiliated themselves before
him. They prayed for love, saying: " Once, only ohce,
we implore thee, confess that tliou lovest ! " Utter mad-
ness came upon him ; electric flashes fired his veins ; rap-
ture tingled through every fibre of his young frame ; and
in the voluptuous delirium of the moment he wildly cried :
"I love! I love! "

As he spake, he caught in his arms the Houri of the
foreign race ; he fastened his burning lips upon her rose-
bud mouth ; and by the magic of her breath she drew
him on to the Hall of the Throne!

There sat the Master of Life and Death, with tjie flags
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and standards of the conquered nations floating around
and above him. As the youth and maiden entered,
I again heard the great bell toll the hour. Throngs
of courtiers stood around the Throne. Slowly the cur-
tain of inwrought tapestry rose from the platina door.
Those who had been waiting beyond its threshold for
admittance, were summoned by the Heralds to appear.
Ambassadors from the Kings of the East and the Kings
of the West entered the Presence Chamber. On they
filed in long and solemn procession. They all bowed as
they passed the Throne, each one depositing an urn of
pure gold at the feet of the Monarch. The urns were
filled with the ashes of those who had fallen in battle,
heroes killed in holy causes, patriots and martyrs from
different parts of the world. The Grand Duke entered
last in the train ; he was clad in the ermine only worn by
Princes, and as he bowed his head, he placed the last urn
on the floor. The young man started, — the name of the
murdered Mother was deeply graven on the sculptured
swells. Then all grew dark before him ; he saw neither
the Throne of the Monarch nor the fair girl still cling-
ing to his arm. But his ear quickened as his eye grew
dim, and the question of the Monarch rang loudly-
through his brain: "Are they all really dead, and will
they rise from the grave no more? "

And as if with one voice answered the Ambassadors :
** They are all surely dead and will rise no more forever. "
At a sign from the Monarch, the courtiers approached,
took up the urns, and solemnly deposited them upon the
columns of black marble ranged on either side of the
Hall. Flaming torches were then handed by the attend-
ants, taken by those high in the favor of the court, and
held over the open crypt of the urn. The ashes within
kindled, and burned with a dim, bluish flame. The pale
smoke rose from the shrine, spread through the air, and
wafted the smell of Death to the nostrils of the Lord !

It now seemed to the young man as if all he had seen
at the hour of twilight was but a dream ; he looked
upon these throngs as the sole masters of the world, and
on their Monarch as omnipotent and eternal. At that
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surrounded by the blazing funereal urns. The maiden
begged the bridegroom to take his seat at tlie banquet ;
the Master, descending from his Throne, placed his arm
in his, and led him to the post of honor, at his side.
The great bell again tolled the hour. The guests also
took their places at the feast.

Directly in front of the young man stood the column
of black marble bearing the urn containing the ashes of
his Mother. And whenever he saw her holy name, his
long lashes veiled his sinking eyes; but his bride con-
stantly recalled his attention to the blue flames of the
crypt.

More and more madly, fiercely, fearfully, his reeling
and wretched soul struggled to regain its ancient faith, to
return to its early hopes ; but temptation was around
him ; his brain was bewildered ; his understanding dark-
ened ; and madness within.

Healths poisonous to his heart went round, and he was
forced to drain them in honor of the Master. An inward
shivering disjointed his members, unstrung his nerves;
heart and frame fainted into weakness, a dew cold as
death covered his temples, and his head fell wearily upon
his breast ; the walls, the floors, the ceilings, the men,
the burning urns, danced, reeled, and tottered in wild
confusion before him ! The murmuring voices, the buzz
of sound, the swell of the triumphant music, the strange
words of the foreign bride, mingled and boomed like the
roar of the sea in the ears of the swooning man, — and so
the last hours passed away !

He still lived, if life be measured by the wild throbs of
the heart. Like the clap of doom the last hour struck
upon his ear. He opened his heavy eyelids, the blue
flames from the urns were dying out. The Master of
Life and Death, graciously smiling and courteously in-
clining toward him, said: "Guest of my Banquet, the
hour has struck in which thou art to swear to serve me;
in which thou must abjure thine ancient faith and name. "

As he spake, he threw to him across the table jeweled
orders and diamond crosses, saying: "Wear these in
memory of me! " The Herald then drew near, and read
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agonizing and swooning man mechanically repeated the
words one by one after him, not even hearing the sound
of his own voice. His head had fallen on the bosom of
his bride, his lips still moved, but his eyes were glaring in
the whiteness of death, — and so he uttered all the pre-
scribed words until the very last was said !

Scarcely had he finished, when the Master of Life and
Death arose and said: "Servant of my servants art thou
now, — beware ! shouldst thou prove false to thy oath, the
rope of the hangman surely awaits thee. " Then he broke
into a loud, coarse laugh of triumph!

The unfortunate man raised his wretched head, and his
first look fell upon the urn of his murdered Mother. In
place of her name of glory another word was standing
now: "Infamy! " "Infamy," — he looked again; he
shrieked aloud, "Infamy;" and started from his seat with
the last effort of his failing strength. "Infamy! " shouted
the thousands from before, behind, from either side. " In-
famy! " sounded from the ceilings of the Palace, the Hall
of the Throne, the deep mines and limitless Treasury I
Some among the crowd hastened to greet him by his new
name, while others fastened to his garments the glittering
orders and diamond crosses. Some commanded him to
bow before them, while others ordered him to trample
underfoot the still smouldering ashes of his Mother!

That thought sends the blood back in hot torrents to
Ills heart. He breaks through the surrounding throng,
rushes on, flees from the Presence Chamber, eagerly look-
ing for his bride. He sees her leaning on the arm of
another, mocking and jeering with the rest. He glides
on behind the statues, steals along the recesses, is discov-
ered, and again flies before the enemy. The Palace winds
before him into countless labyrinths — nowhere is shelter
to be found — sneers, menaces, insults are everywhere
around him, — but, worse than all, the curse is now within
his owfi soul. '

Then he suddenly turns to meet his enemies; he baffles
them at first, but countless numbers are upon him. They
hurl him to the ground, trample him underfoot, and pass
on singing a song from the land of his Mother. As he
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all, struggles, advances, until foaming, bleeding, sinking,
he is again driven back, again forced to seek an outlet
from the Palace. Thus fighting, running, falling, fainting,
he makes his way until the first dim dawn of day, and, as
it breaks, he falls heavily down the brazen staircase, and
rolls below into the court of the Palace. There strong
arms seize him, and bear him rapidly away to the steps of
the church, — the same church which he had left in the
evening twilight.

It is the hour of the young dawn, but the sun of this
earth will never rise for him again ! Light will awake the
world, but it will shine into his blue eyes no more!

He awakes to consciousness on the steps of the church,
and finds himself face to face alone with the Wanderer.
He is mute in his despair. The Wanderer, regarding him
sternly, says: "In other times and scenes thou mightst
perchance have been a hero, but the Fates doomed thee to
heavy trial, and thou wert not strong enough to preserve
thy virtue! The visible reality prevailed with thee above
the invisible, holy, and eternal truth ! Alas, thou art lost ! ' '
"Give me back my horse! " cried the young man, as
life again began to flow>through his veins. "Give me the
free dress of the steppes, give me my arms, and thou shalt
see that I know how to revenge the wrongs inflicted on
my brethren, to redress my own infamy! "

He grasped the hand of his friend, and threw himself
into his arms, quivering with rage. Far more sadly than
before, the Wanderer replied:

"The hour for bold and open defiance is not yet near.
It is the time for silent sacrifice. But even shouldst thou
live until the Day of Judgment, the hour of Resurrection,
thy brethren will always number thee among those who
have renounced the Mother. Hark ! thy enemies are in
pursuit of thee, already near. Should they capture thee,
thou must be the slave of their wills, the partner of their
crimes, the sport and butt of all their bitter jests through-
out the remnant of thy wretched life. One only refuge
remains for thee ! " And, as he spoke, he drew his glitter-
ing sword.

The young man understood his meaning. With daunt-
less courage he tore aside the covering frou^ his breast.

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"Strike! " he exclaimed. "I die as a true son of the
many times murdered Mother, — honor to her holy name
for ever and ever! "

" The Wanderer groaned from the depths of his soul. He
plunged the sharp, cold steel into the young naked heart.
The unfortunate victim fell without a moan. He fell in
the first rays of the rising sun, and in the same hour in
which but yesterday, full of strength and hope, he had
mounted his swift horse from the green home-turf, urging
him down the hill to push eagerly over the broad steppe
of life.

He fell in silence, but his dying eye again flashed forth
a light rivaling the young beam of Day.

The Wanderer knelt beside him, and, lifting his clasped
hands to Heaven, said: "O Heavenly Father! Thou
knowest that I loved him better than aught else on earth !
As long as it was possible I shielded him from the Temp-
tation of Hell, and in the first moment of his fall, I tore
his soul from the grasp of the enemy, and sent it back to
Thee! Save it in eternity, merciful Father! Let the
crimson tide, poured out by me, be joined to that sea of
innocent blood which is ever wailing and moaning at the
foot of Thy Tlirone! Let it with that sea fall upon the
head of the Tempters! "

After these words I saw him, with the point of the same
sword, draw blood from under his own heart, and write
with the sharp, red blade on the stone above the head of
the dead : Sent home by the hand of a friend!

The echoing steps and voices of the pursuers fell loudly
on the ear; tiiey were close at hand. The Wanderer
arose, and rapidly disappeared from my eyes in the sanc-
tuary of the ancient church.

Thus passed and ended that one day of my vision !

O Mother, many times murdered ! When thou shalt
waken from sleep, and again rest on the long grass of the
home-turf, again hear the holy whispers of thy unhewn
forests green from sea to sea, again feel thy youth return-
ing upon thee, thou wilt remember thy long night of
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Weep not then, O Mother ! weep not for those who fell in
glorious battle, nor for those who perished on alien soil, —
although their flesh was torn by the vulture and devoured
by the wolf, they were still happy ! Neither weep for those
who died in the dark and silent dungeon underground by
the hand of the executioner, though the dismal prison-
lamp was their only star, and the harsh words of the op-
pressor the last farewell they heard on earth, — they too
were happy !

But drop a tear, O Mother ! one tear of tender pity
for those who were deceived by thy Murderers, misled by
their tissues of glittering falsehood, blinded by misty veils
woven of specious deceptions, when the command of the
tyrant had no power to tear their true hearts from thee !
Alas, Mother, these victims have suffered the most of all
thy martyred children ! Deceitful hopes, born but to die,
like blades of naked steel forever pierced their breasts !
Thousands of fierce combats, unknown to fame, were
waging in their souls ; combats fuller of bitter suffering
than the bloody battles thundering on in the broad light
of the sun, clashing with the gleam of steel, and booming
with the roar of artillery. No glory shone on the dim
paths of thy deceived sons; thy reproachful phantom
walked ever beside them, as part of their own shadow !
The glittering eye of the enemy lured them to the steep
slopes of ice, down into the abyss of eternal snow, and at
every step into the frozen depths, their tears fell f:\st for
thee! They waited until their hearts withered in the
misery of hope long deferred ; until their hands sank in
utter weariness ; until they could no longer move their
emaciated limbs in the fetters of their invisible chain;
still conscious of life, they moved as living corpses with
frozen hearts — alone amidst a hating People — alone even
in the sanctuary of their own homes — alone forever on
the face of the earth !

My Mother ! When thou shalt again live in thy olden
glory, shed a tear over their wretched fate, over the agony
of agonies ; and whisper upon their dark and silent graves,
the sublime word : Pardon.



RESURRECTURIS.



WRITTEN IN 1846.



Amid this slough kneaded with blood and tears,
This world where none his Golgotha avoids,
In vain the spirit struggles when the hand
Of sorrow strikes. Against the storms of life
No port of refuge here is ever found.

At every moment we are mocked by Fate ;
The brave engulfed within the dark abyss ;
The loved, the saintly, die, — the hated, live;
All eddies in a maze without a clue :
Pale Death is near, and far — so far — away
Across the loitering waves of future ages.
Yet scarcely breaks the Resurrection's dawn.

Must we then grow inert, insensible,

And still the voice of conscience? 'Mid the vile

Grow viler, murder with the murderers,

Lie, hate, blaspheme, and kill? . . . Unto this world

Return the evil it hath wrought on us?

At such price Poiver is ours, — else wield we none !

Then let us eat and drink, the body sate,

And, chasing from the brain each noble thought,

Swell high the list of fortunate, and fools!

Oh, no ! Pause ! Pause, my soul ! Not with such arms
Can those who guide humanity meet evil !
There is no force but that of sacrifice
Able to crush the fate that crushes us !
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It is the sole unconquerable power

In this world's history.

Servility and j^ride are idle straws

A passing breath may sweep to nothingness.

Oh, learn to know thyself! Seek not to grow
Omnipotent, like Him who is in Heaven I
Ne'er give consent to bend thee like a brute,
Knowing no good save some fat pasture-land !
This side the tomb, ere breaks the distant dawn
Of Resurrection, be thou constant Will,
Immovable though worlds should crash around !
Be tireless Patience which, amid misfortune,
Can slowly rear from naught the edifice,
And which, unshaken by defeat, prepares
The future, certain, final victory !
Be thou Tranquillity amid the storm;
Order in chaos; Harmony in discord;
Amid the eternal combat of this life.
Be thou the eternal Beauty !

For cowards and for Pharisees, be Wrath
And Menace, or the Silence of contempt I
Angelic Inspiration be for men ;
The Nourishment that nourishes the heart !
A Sister's Tear be for the suffering ;
A Manly Voice, when long-tried courage reels !
For wandering exiles be their Home of Birth ;
Be Hope for the despairing, Thunder to wake
The drowsy souls lulled in a corpse's sleep;
Always and everywhere be thou the Force
That reconciles, — the force of Self-devotion,
Stronger than death : and in the unending strife
Against the abyss of this mad world of Hate,
Be thou the Abyss of Love !

Ne'er cease to give
Thyself unto thy brethren under form
Of teaching and example. Still multiply
Thyself by //V'///§- acts ; and thus alone
Thou shalt outweigh thousands of other men !
Even in irons never cease to act !



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Learn to bear pain and bitterest agony ;
Be thy whole Nation living in thy breast !
Be thou the miracle joins Heaven to earth !
The holy Labarum in slavery !

Haste not toward death, till, like the buried seed,
Thy thought be sown and germing in the hearts
Of thy compatriots; till martyrdom
Shall be the pledge of certain victory !
The crown of false vainglory leave to fools I
The loftiest souls heed not the siren voice.

But when the tocsin of events shall ring

The signal for thy final holocaust

With sad, wild peal, — and from thy native land, —

Kneel down upon the threshold of Eternity !

When deep within thy soul, contrite and humble

Thou hear'st the voice that only comes from God, —

Rise like a strong athlete who wins the goal !

Shake off thy feet the clinging dust of earth !

With infinite love, stretch forth thine arms to Heaven!

Without complaint, wail, inward bitterness,

March forth to meet thine executioners,

Saluting them with inmost, pitying glance

Of immortality !

Thus for the future shall thy sacrifice

A fruitful witness be, and from thy death

Will spring the germ of life for other men !

Those hopes the world deems folly, idle dreams,

Incorporate in actuality,

In faith, in justice, something palpable.

Which, like a probe, shall sink in all men's hearts,

And dwell forever there, although it touch

Them lightly in a breath, a quivering sigh ! . . .

And then the world, thy murderer, will kneel

Before thee, and confess that brutal force

Is impotent to strike Country, or God,

From the conscience of the nations !

Behold ! the blood that floweth froiii thy wounds
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The dazzling light of God's sure judgment down
From highest heaven upon the impious throng !
And neither troops, nor bayonets, nor lies.
Corruption, kings, nor peoples shall prevail
Against that Thought.

And when the Third Day breaks, above the gulf
Of thy past agonies, and on the tomb
Of thine own martyrdom, shall spring at last
The boon thy Nation long has waited for :
Justice, — the child of God 1



IN MEMORIAAI.



This volume was prepared by the gifted translator as
an offering to departed worth and genius, in the person
of its author, Count Sigismund Krasinski, and also as
opening to her compatriots a glimpse into the rich and
peculiar literature of that most unfortunate of modern
nations, unhappy Poland.

The translation was with her a labor of love, and its
only reward, the pleasure of well-doing and the hope
that the work might bear fruit in the hearts of her coun-
trymen. She had been warned repeatedly that the chords
were too finely strung to awaken many echoes, but she
felt confident that there must be a considerable number
of Americans to whom the volume would speak in tones
readily understood and warmly welcomed.

She did not live to oversee the issuing of the work, and
hence there may remain imperfections which her taste
and judgment would finally have eliminated. It seems
fitting that we should in this place say a few words with
regard to one who labored so assiduously and conscien-
tiously in the cause of simple justice.