Elizabeth
had
already learned how to load her gun.
already learned how to load her gun.
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It was dreadful.
And what was more
dreadful than all, what hurt in his breast, was the utter gracelessness, the lowness of the
emotion beneath those entreaties. For in all this there was not a spark of love for him. If
she wept and grovelled it was only for the position she had once had as his mistress, the
idle life, the rich clothes and dominion over servants. There was something pitiful beyond
words in that. Had she loved him he could have driven her from his door with far less
compunction. No sorrows are so bitter as those that are without a trace of nobility. He
bent down and picked her up in his arms.
‘Listen, Ma Hla May,’ he said; ‘I do not hate you, you have done me no evil. It is I who
have wronged you. But there is no help for it now. You must go home, and later I will
send you money. If you like you shall start a shop in the bazaar. You are young. This will
not matter to you when you have money and can find yourself a husband. ’
‘I am ruined! ’ she wailed again. ‘I shall kill myself. I shall jump off the jetty into the
river. How can I live after this disgrace? ’
He was holding her in his arms, almost caressing her. She was clinging close to him, her
face hidden against his shirt, her body shaking with sobs. The scent of sandalwood
floated into his nostrils. Perhaps even now she thought that with her arms around him and
her body against his she could renew her power over him. He disentangled himself
gently, and then, seeing that she did not fall on her knees again, stood apart from her.
‘That is enough. You must go now. And look, I will give you the fifty rupees I promised
you. ’
He dragged his tin unifonn case from under the bed and took out five ten-rupee notes.
She stowed them silently in the bosom of her ingyi. Her tears had ceased flowing quite
suddenly. Without speaking she went into the bathroom for a moment, and came out with
her face washed to its natural brown, and her hair and dress rearranged. She looked
sullen, but not hysterical any longer.
‘For the last time, thakin: you will not take me back? That is your last word? ’
‘Yes. I cannot help it. ’
‘Then I am going, thakin. ’
‘Very well. God go with you. ’
Leaning against the wooden pillar of the veranda, he watched her walk down the path in
the strong sunlight. She walked very upright, with bitter offence in the carriage of her
back and head. It was true what she had said, he had robbed her of her youth. His knees
were trembling uncontrollably. Ko S’la came behind him, silent-footed. He gave a little
deprecating cough to attract Flory’s attention.
‘What’s the matter now? ’
‘The holy one’s breakfast is getting cold. ’
‘I don’t want any breakfast. Get me something to drink — gin. ’
Where is the life that late I led?
CHAPTER 14
Like long curved needles threading through embroidery, the two canoes that carried Flory
and Elizabeth threaded their way up the creek that led inland from the eastern bank of the
Irrawaddy. It was the day of the shooting trip — a short afternoon trip, for they could not
stay a night in the jungle together. They were to shoot for a couple of hours in the
comparative cool of the evening, and be back at Kyauktada in time for dinner.
The canoes, each hollowed out of a single tree-trunk, glided swiftly, hardly rippling the
dark brown water. Water hyacinth with profuse spongy foliage and blue flowers had
choked the stream so that the channel was only a winding ribbon four feet wide. The light
filtered, greenish, through interlacing boughs. Sometimes one could hear parrots scream
overhead, but no wild creatures showed themselves, except once a snake that swam
hurriedly away and disappeared among the water hyacinth.
‘How long before we get to the village? ’ Elizabeth called back to Flory. He was in a
larger canoe behind, together with Flo and Ko S’la, paddled by a wrinkly old woman
dressed in rags.
‘How far, grandmama? ’ Flory asked the canoe-woman.
The old woman took her cigar out of her mouth and rested her paddle on her knees to
think. ‘The distance a man can shout,’ she said after reflection.
‘About half a mile,’ Flory translated.
They had come two miles. Elizabeth’s back was aching. The canoes were liable to upset
at a careless moment, and you had to sit bolt upright on the narrow backless seat, keeping
your feet as well as possible out of the bilge, with dead prawns in it, that sagged to and
fro at the bottom. The Burman who paddled Elizabeth was sixty years old, half naked,
leaf-brown, with a body as perfect as that of a young man. His face was battered, gentle
and humorous. His black cloud of hair, finer than that of most Burmans, was knotted
loosely over one ear, with a wisp or two tumbling across his cheek. Elizabeth was nursing
her uncle’s gun across her knees. Flory had offered to take it, but she had refused; in
reality, the feel of it delighted her so much that she could not bring herself to give it up.
She had never had a gun in her hand until today. She was wearing a rough skirt with
brogue shoes and a silk shirt like a man’s, and she knew that with her Terai hat they
looked well on her. She was very happy, in spite of her aching back and the hot sweat
that tickled her face, and the large, speckled mosquitoes that hummed round her ankles.
The stream narrowed and the beds of water hyacinth gave place to steep banks of
glistening mud, like chocolate. Rickety thatched huts leaned far out over the stream, their
piles driven into its bed. A naked boy was standing between two of the huts, flying a
green beetle on a piece of thread like a kite. He yelled at the sight of the Europeans,
whereat more children appeared from nowhere. The old Burman guided the canoe to a
jetty made of a single palm- trunk laid in the mud — it was covered with barnacles and so
gave foothold — and sprang out and helped Elizabeth ashore. The others followed with the
bags and cartridges, and Flo, as she always did on these occasions, fell into the mud and
sank as deep as the shoulder. A skinny old gentleman wearing a magenta paso, with a
mole on his cheek from which four yard-long grey hairs sprouted, came forward shikoing
and cuffing the heads of the children who had gathered round the jetty.
‘The village headman,’ Flory said.
The old man led the way to his house, walking ahead with an extraordinary crouching
gait, like a letter L upside down — the result of rheumatism combined with the constant
shikoing needed in a minor Government official. A mob of children marched rapidly after
the Europeans, and more and more dogs, all yapping and causing Flo to shrink against
Flory’s heels. In the doorway of every hut clusters of moonlike, rustic faces gaped at the
‘Ingaleikma’. The village was darkish under the shade of broad leaves. In the rains the
creek would flood, turning the lower parts of the village into a squalid wooden Venice
where the villagers stepped from their front doors into their canoes.
The headman’s house was a little bigger than the others, and it had a corrugated iron roof,
which, in spite of the intolerable din it made during the rains, was the pride of the
headman’s life. He had foregone the building of a pagoda, and appreciably lessened his
chances of Nirvana, to pay for it. He hastened up the steps and gently kicked in the ribs a
youth who was lying asleep on the veranda. Then he turned and shikoed again to the
Europeans, asking them to come inside.
‘Shall we go in? ’ Flory said. ‘I expect we shall have to wait half an hour. ’
‘Couldn’t you tell him to bring some chairs out on the veranda? ’ Elizabeth said. After her
experience in Li Yeik’s house she had privately decided that she would never go inside a
native house again, if she could help it.
There was a fuss inside the house, and the headman, the youth and some women dragged
forth two chairs decorated in an extraordinary manner with red hibiscus flowers, and also
some begonias growing in kerosene tins. It was evident that a sort of double throne had
been prepared within for the Europeans. When Elizabeth had sat down the headman
reappeared with a teapot, a bunch of very long, bright green bananas, and six coal-black
cheroots. But when he had poured her out a cup of tea Elizabeth shook her head, for the
tea looked, if possible, worse even than Li Yeik’s.
The headman looked abashed and rubbed his nose. He turned to Flory and asked him
whether the young thakin-ma would like some milk in her tea. He had heard that
Europeans drank milk in their tea. The villages should, if it were desired, catch a cow and
milk it. However, Elizabeth still refused the tea; but she was thirsty, and she asked Flory
to send for one of the bottles of soda-water that Ko S’la had brought in his bag. Seeing
this, the headman retired, feeling guiltily that his preparations had been insufficient, and
left the veranda to the Europeans.
Elizabeth was still nursing her gun on her knees, while Flory leaned against the veranda
rail pretending to smoke one of the headman’s cheroots. Elizabeth was pining for the
shooting to begin. She plied Flory with innumerable questions.
‘How soon can we start out? Do you think we’ve got enough cartridges? How many
beaters shah we take? Oh, I do so hope we have some luck! You do think we’ll get
something, don’t you? ’
‘Nothing wonderful, probably. We’re bound to get a few pigeons, and perhaps jungle
fowl. They’re out of season, but it doesn’t matter shooting the cocks. They say there’s a
leopard round here, that killed a bullock almost in the village last week. ’
‘Oh, a leopard! How lovely if we could shoot it! ’
‘It’s very unlikely, I’m afraid. The only rule with this shooting in Burma is to hope for
nothing. It’s invariably disappointing. The jungles teem with game, but as often as not
you don’t even get a chance to fire your gun. ’
‘Why is that? ’
‘The jungle is so thick. An animal may be five yards away and quite invisible, and half
the time they manage to dodge back past the beaters. Even when you see them it’s only
for a flash of a second. And again, there’s water everywhere, so that no animal is tied
down to one particular spot. A tiger, for instance, will roam hundreds of miles if it suits
him. And with ah the game there is, they need never come back to a kill if there’s
anything suspicious about it. Night after night, when I was a boy, I’ve sat up over
horrible stinking dead cows, waiting for tigers that never came. ’
Elizabeth wriggled her shoulder-blades against the chair. It was a movement that she
made sometimes when she was deeply pleased. She loved Flory, really loved him, when
he talked like this. The most trivial scrap of information about shooting thrilled her. If
only he would always talk about shooting, instead of about books and Art and that mucky
poetry! In a sudden burst of admiration she decided that Flory was really quite a
handsome man, in his way. He looked so splendidly manly, with his pagri-cloth shirt
open at the throat, and his shorts and puttees and shooting boots! And his face, lined,
sunburned, like a soldier’s face. He was standing with his birthmarked cheek away from
her. She pressed him to go on talking.
‘DO tell me some more about tiger-shooting. It’s so awfully interesting! ’
He described the shooting, years ago, of a mangy old man-eater who had killed one of his
coolies. The wait in the mosquito-ridden machan; the tiger’s eyes approaching through
the dark jungle, like great green lanterns; the panting, slobbering noise as he devoured the
coolie’s body, tied to a stake below. Flory told it all perfunctorily enough — did not the
proverbial Anglo Indian bore always talk about tiger-shooting? — but Elizabeth wriggled
her shoulders delightedly once more. He did not realize how such talk as this reassured
her and made up for all the times when he had bored her and disquieted her. Six shock-
headed youths came down the path, carrying dahs over their shoulders, and headed by a
stringy but active old man with grey hair. They halted in front of the headman’s house,
and one of them uttered a hoarse whoop, whereat the headman appeared and explained
that these were the beaters. They were ready to start now, if the young thakin-ma did not
find it too hot.
They set out. The side of the village away from the creek was protected by a hedge of
cactus six feet high and twelve thick. One went up a narrow lane of cactus, then along a
rutted, dusty bullock-cart track, with bamboos as tall as flagstaffs growing densely on
either side. The beaters marched rapidly ahead in single file, each with his broad dah laid
along his forearm. The old hunter was marching just in front of Elizabeth. His longyi was
hitched up like a loin-cloth, and his meagre thighs were tattooed with dark blue patterns,
so intricate that he might have been wearing drawers of blue lace. A bamboo the
thickness of a man’s wrist had fallen and hung across the path. The leading beater
severed it with an upward flick of his dah; the prisoned water gushed out of it with a
diamond-flash. After half a mile they reached the open fields, and everyone was
sweating, for they had walked fast and the sun was savage.
‘That’s where we’re going to shoot, over there,’ Flory said.
He pointed across the stubble, a wide dust-coloured plain, cut up into patches of an acre
or two by mud boundaries. It was horribly flat, and lifeless save for the snowy egrets. At
the far edge a jungle of great trees rose abruptly, like a dark green cliff. The beaters had
gone across to a small tree like a hawthorn twenty yards away. One of them was on his
knees, shikoing to the tree and gabbling, while the old hunter poured a bottle of some
cloudy liquid on to the ground. The others stood looking on with serious, bored faces,
like men in church.
‘What ARE those men doing? ’ Elizabeth said.
‘Only sacrificing to the local gods. Nats, they call them — a kind of dryad. They’re
praying to him to bring us good luck. ’
The hunter came back and in a cracked voice explained that they were to beat a small
patch of scrub over to the right before proceeding to the main jungle. Apparently the Nat
had counselled this. The hunter directed Flory and Elizabeth where to stand, pointing
with his dah. The six beaters, plunged into the scrub; they would make a detour and beat
back towards the paddy-fields. There were some bushes of the wild rose thirty yards from
the jungle’s edge, and Flory and Elizabeth took cover behind one of these, while Ko S’la
squatted down behind another bush a little distance away, holding Flo’s collar and
stroking her to keep her quiet. Flory always sent Ko S’la to a distance when he was
shooting, for he had an irritating trick of clicking his tongue if a shot was missed.
Presently there was a far-off echoing sound — a sound of tapping and strange hollow
cries; the beat had started. Elizabeth at once began trembling so uncontrollably that she
could not keep her gun-barrel still. A wonderful bird, a little bigger than a thrush, with
grey wings and body of blazing scarlet, broke from the trees and came towards them with
a dipping flight. The tapping and the cries came nearer. One of the bushes at the jungle’s
edge waved violently — some large animal was emerging. Elizabeth raised her gun and
tried to steady it. But it was only a naked yellow beater, dah in hand. He saw that he had
emerged and shouted to the others to join him.
Elizabeth lowered her gun. ‘What’s happened? ’
‘Nothing. The beat’s over. ’
‘So there was nothing there! ’ she cried in bitter disappointment.
‘Never mind, one never gets anything the first beat. We’ll have better luck next time. ’
They crossed the lumpy stubble, climbing over the mud boundaries that divided the
fields, and took up their position opposite the high green wall of the jungle.
Elizabeth had
already learned how to load her gun. This time the beat had hardly started when Ko STa
whistled sharply.
‘Look out! ’ Flory cried. ‘Quick, here they come! ’
A flight of green pigeons were dashing towards them at incredible speed, forty yards up.
They were like a handful of catapulted stones whirling through the sky. Elizabeth was
helpless with excitement. For a moment she could not move, then she flung her barrel
into the air, somewhere in the direction of the birds, and tugged violently at the trigger.
Nothing happened — she was pulling at the trigger-guard. Just as the birds passed
overhead she found the triggers and pulled both of them simultaneously. There was a
deafening roar and she was thrown backwards a pace with her collar-bone almost broken.
She had fired thirty yards behind the birds. At the same moment she saw Flory turn and
level his gun. Two of the pigeons, suddenly checked in their flight, swirled over and
dropped to the ground like arrows. Ko STa yelled, and he and Flo raced after them.
‘Look out! ’ said Flory, ‘here’s an imperial pigeon. Let’s have him! ’
A large heavy bird, with flight much slower than the others, was flapping overhead.
Elizabeth did not care to fire after her previous failure. She watched Flory thrust a
cartridge into the breech and raise his gun, and the white plume of smoke leapt up from
the muzzle. The bird planed heavily down, his wing broken. Flo and Ko STa came
running excitedly up, Flo with the big imperial pigeon in her mouth, and Ko STa grinning
and producing two green pigeons from his Kachin bag.
Flory took one of the little green corpses to show to Elizabeth. ‘Look at it. Aren’t they
lovely things? The most beautiful bird in Asia. ’
Elizabeth touched its smooth feathers with her finger-tip. It filled her with bitter envy,
because she had not shot it. And yet it was curious, but she felt almost an adoration for
Flory now that she had seen how he could shoot.
‘Just look at its breast-feathers; like a jewel. It’s murder to shoot them. The Burmese say
that when you kill one of these birds they vomit, meaning to say, “Look, here is all I
possess, and I’ve taken nothing of yours. Why do you kill me? ” I’ve never seen one do it,
I must admit. ’
‘Are they good to eat? ’
‘Very. Even so, I always feel it’s a shame to kill them. ’
‘I wish I could do it like you do! ’ she said enviously.
‘It’s only a knack, you’ll soon pick it up. You know how to hold your gun, and that’s
more than most people do when they start. ’
However, at the next two beats, Elizabeth could hit nothing. She had learned not to fire
both barrels at once, but she was too paralysed with excitement ever to take aim. Flory
shot several more pigeons, and a small bronze-wing dove with back as green as verdigris.
The jungle fowl were too cunning to show themselves, though one could hear them
cluck-clucking all round, and once or twice the sharp trumpet-call of a cock. They were
getting deeper into the jungle now. The light was greyish, with dazzling patches of
sunlight. Whichever way one looked one’s view was shut in by the multitudinous ranks
of trees, and the tangled bushes and creepers that struggled round their bases like the sea
round the piles of a pier. It was so dense, like a bramble bush extending mile after mile,
that one’s eyes were oppressed by it. Some of the creepers were huge, like serpents. Flory
and Elizabeth struggled along narrow game-tracks, up slippery banks, thorns tearing at
their clothes. Both their shirts were drenched with sweat. It was stifling hot, with a scent
of crushed leaves. Sometimes for minutes together invisible cidadas would keep up a
shrill, metallic pinging like the twanging of a steel guitar, and then, by stopping, make a
silence that startled one.
As they were walking to the fifth beat they came to a great peepul tree in which, high up,
one could hear imperial pigeons cooing. It was a sound like the far-off lowing of cows.
One bird fluttered out and perched alone on the topmost bough, a small greyish shape.
‘Try a sitting shot,’ Flory said to Elizabeth. ‘Get your sight on him and pull off without
waiting. Don’t shut your left eye. ’
Elizabeth raised her gun, which had begun trembling as usual. The beaters halted in a
group to watch, and some of them could not refrain from clicking their tongues; they
thought it queer and rather shocking to see a woman handle a gun. With a violent effort
of will Elizabeth kept her gun still for a second, and pulled the trigger. She did not hear
the shot; one never does when it has gone home. The bird seemed to jump upwards from
the bough, then down it came, tumbling over and over, and stuck in a fork ten yards up.
One of the beaters laid down his dah and glanced appraisingly at the tree; then he walked
to a great creeper, thick as a man’s thigh and twisted like a stick of barley sugar, that
hung far out from a bough. He ran up the creeper as easily as though it had been a ladder,
walked upright along the broad bough, and brought the pigeon to the ground. He put it
limp and wann into Elizabeth’s hand.
She could hardly give it up, the feel of it so ravished her. She could have kissed it,
hugged it to her breast. All the men, Flory and Ko S’la and the beaters, smiled at one
another to see her fondling the dead bird. Reluctantly, she gave it to Ko S’la to put in the
bag. She was conscious of an extraordinary desire to fling her arms round Flory’s neck
and kiss him; and in some way it was the killing of the pigeon that made her feel this.
After the fifth beat the hunter explained to Flory that they must cross a clearing that was
used for growing pineapples, and would beat another patch of jungle beyond. They came
out into sunlight, dazzling after the jungle gloom. The clearing was an oblong of an acre
or two hacked out of the jungle like a patch mown in long grass, with the pineapples,
prickly cactus-like plants, growing in rows, almost smothered by weeds. A low hedge of
thorns divided the field in the middle. They had nearly crossed the field when there was a
sharp cock-a-doodle-doo from beyond the hedge.
‘Oh, listen! ’ said Elizabeth, stopping. ‘Was that a jungle cock? ’
‘Yes. They come out to feed about this time. ’
‘Couldn’t we go and shoot him? ’
‘We’ll have a try if you like. They’re cunning beggars. Look, we’ll stalk up the hedge
until we get opposite where he is. We’ll have to go without making a sound. ’
He sent Ko S’la and the beaters on, and the two of them skirted the field and crept along
the hedge. They had to bend double to keep themselves out of sight. Elizabeth was in
front. The hot sweat trickled down her face, tickling her upper lip, and her heart was
knocking violently. She felt Flory touch her heel from behind. Both of them stood upright
and looked over the hedge together.
Ten yards away a little cock the size of a bantam, was pecking vigorously at the ground.
He was beautiful, with his long silky neck-feathers, bunched comb and arching, laurel-
green tail. There were six hens with him, smaller brown birds, with diamond-shaped
feathers like snake-scales on their backs. All this Elizabeth and Flory saw in the space of
a second, then with a squawk and a whirr the birds were up and flying like bullets for the
jungle. Instantly, automatically as it seemed, Elizabeth raised her gun and fired. It was
one of those shots where there is no aiming, no consciousness of the gun in one’s hand,
when one’s mind seems to fly behind the charge and drive it to the mark. She knew the
bird was doomed even before she pulled the trigger. He tumbled, showered feathers thirty
yards away. ‘Good shot, good shot! ’ cried Flory. In their excitement both of them
dropped their guns, broke through the thorn hedge and raced side by side to where the
bird lay.
‘Good shot! ’ Flory repeated, as excited as she. ‘By Jove, I’ve never seen anyone kill a
flying bird their first day, never! You got your gun off like lightning. It’s marvellous! ’
They were kneeling face to face with the dead bird between them. With a shock they
discovered that their hands, his right and her left, were clasped tightly together. They had
run to the place hand-in-hand without noticing it.
A sudden stillness came on them both, a sense of something momentous that must
happen. Flory reached across and took her other hand. It came yieldingly, willingly. For a
moment they knelt with their hands clasped together. The sun blazed upon them and the
warmth breathed out of their bodies; they seemed to be floating upon clouds of heat and
joy. He took her by the upper arms to draw her towards him.
Then suddenly he turned his head away and stood up, pulling Elizabeth to her feet. He let
go of her arms. He had remembered his birthmark. He dared not do it. Not here, not in
daylight! The snub it invited was too terrible. To cover the awkwardness of the moment
he bent down and picked up the jungle cock.
‘It was splendid,’ he said. ‘You don’t need any teaching. You can shoot already. We’d
better get on to the next beat. ’
They had just crossed the hedge and picked up their guns when there was a series of
shouts from the edge of the jungle. Two of the beaters were running towards them with
enonnous leaps, waving their arms wildly in the air.
‘What is it? ’ Elizabeth said.
‘I don’t know. They’ve seen some animal or other. Something good, by the look of
them. ’
‘Oh, hurrah! Come on! ’
They broke into a run and hurried across the field, breaking through the pineapples and
the stiff prickly weeds. Ko S’la and five of the beaters were standing in a knot all talking
at once, and the other two were beckoning excitedly to Flory and Elizabeth. As they came
up they saw in the middle of the group an old woman who was holding up her ragged
longyi with one hand and gesticulating with a big cigar in the other. Elizabeth could hear
some word that sounded like ‘Char’ repeated over and over again.
‘What is it they’re saying? ’ she said.
The beaters came crowding round Flory, all talking eagerly and pointing into the jungle.
After a few questions he waved his hand to silence them and turned to Elizabeth:
‘I say, here’s a bit of luck! This old girl was coming through the jungle, and she says that
at the sound of the shot you fired just now, she saw a leopard run across the path. These
fellows know where he’s likely to hide. If we’re quick they may be able to surround him
before he sneaks away, and drive him out. Shall we try it? ’
‘Oh, do let’s! Oh, what awful fun! How lovely, how lovely if we could get that leopard! ’
‘You understand it’s dangerous? We’ll keep close together and it’ll probably be all right,
but it’s never absolutely safe on foot. Are you ready for that? ’
‘Oh, of course, of course! I’m not frightened. Oh, do let’s be quick and start! ’
‘One of you come with us, and show us the way,’ he said to the beaters. ‘Ko S’la, put Flo
on the leash and go with the others. She’ll never keep quiet with us. We’ll have to hurry,’
he added to Elizabeth.
Ko S’la and the beaters hurried off along the edge of the jungle. They would strike in and
begin beating farther up. The other beater, the same youth who had climbed the tree after
the pigeon, dived into the jungle, Flory and Elizabeth following. With short rapid steps,
almost running, he led them through a labyrinth of game -tracks. The bushes trailed so
low that sometimes one had almost to crawl, and creepers hung across the path like trip-
wires. The ground was dusty and silent underfoot. At some landmark in the jungle the
beater halted, pointed to the ground as a sign that this spot would do, and put his finger
on his lips to enjoin silence. Flory took four SG cartridges from his pockets and took
Elizabeth’s gun to load it silently.
There was a faint rustling behind them, and they all started. A nearly naked youth with a
pellet-bow, come goodness knows whence, had parted the bushes. He looked at the
beater, shook his head and pointed up the path. There was a dialogue of signs between the
two youths, then the beater seemed to agree. Without speaking all four stole forty yards
along the path, round a bend, and halted again. At the same moment a frightful
pandemonium of yells, punctuated by barks from Flo, broke out a few hundred yards
away.
Elizabeth felt the beater’s hand on her shoulder, pushing her downwards. They all four
squatted down under cover of a prickly bush, the Europeans in front, the Burmans
behind. In the distance there was such a tumult of yells and the rattle of dahs against tree-
trunks that one could hardly believe six men could make so much noise. The beaters were
taking good care that the leopard should not turn back upon them. Elizabeth watched
some large, pale yellow ants marching like soldiers over the thorns of the bush. One fell
on to her hand and crawled up her forearm. She dared not move to brush it away. She was
praying silently, ‘Please God, let the leopard come! Oh please, God, let the leopard
come! ’
There was a sudden loud pattering on the leaves. Elizabeth raised her gun, but Flory
shook his head sharply and pushed the barrel down again. A jungle fowl scuttled across
the path with long noisy strides.
The yells of the beaters seemed hardly to come any closer, and this end of the jungle the
silence was like a pall. The ant on Elizabeth’s arm bit her painfully and dropped to the
ground. A dreadful despair had begun to form in her heart; the leopard was not coming,
he had slipped away somewhere, they had lost him. She almost wished they had never
heard of the leopard, the disappointment was so agonizing. Then she felt the beater pinch
her elbow. He was craning his face forward, his smooth, dull yellow cheek only a few
inches from her own; she could smell the coco-nut oil in his hair. His coarse lips were
puckered as in a whistle; he had heard something. Then Flory and Elizabeth heard it too,
the faintest whisper, as though some creature of air were gliding through the jungle, just
brushing the ground with its foot. At the same moment the leopard’s head and shoulders
emerged from the undergrowth, fifteen yards down the path.
dreadful than all, what hurt in his breast, was the utter gracelessness, the lowness of the
emotion beneath those entreaties. For in all this there was not a spark of love for him. If
she wept and grovelled it was only for the position she had once had as his mistress, the
idle life, the rich clothes and dominion over servants. There was something pitiful beyond
words in that. Had she loved him he could have driven her from his door with far less
compunction. No sorrows are so bitter as those that are without a trace of nobility. He
bent down and picked her up in his arms.
‘Listen, Ma Hla May,’ he said; ‘I do not hate you, you have done me no evil. It is I who
have wronged you. But there is no help for it now. You must go home, and later I will
send you money. If you like you shall start a shop in the bazaar. You are young. This will
not matter to you when you have money and can find yourself a husband. ’
‘I am ruined! ’ she wailed again. ‘I shall kill myself. I shall jump off the jetty into the
river. How can I live after this disgrace? ’
He was holding her in his arms, almost caressing her. She was clinging close to him, her
face hidden against his shirt, her body shaking with sobs. The scent of sandalwood
floated into his nostrils. Perhaps even now she thought that with her arms around him and
her body against his she could renew her power over him. He disentangled himself
gently, and then, seeing that she did not fall on her knees again, stood apart from her.
‘That is enough. You must go now. And look, I will give you the fifty rupees I promised
you. ’
He dragged his tin unifonn case from under the bed and took out five ten-rupee notes.
She stowed them silently in the bosom of her ingyi. Her tears had ceased flowing quite
suddenly. Without speaking she went into the bathroom for a moment, and came out with
her face washed to its natural brown, and her hair and dress rearranged. She looked
sullen, but not hysterical any longer.
‘For the last time, thakin: you will not take me back? That is your last word? ’
‘Yes. I cannot help it. ’
‘Then I am going, thakin. ’
‘Very well. God go with you. ’
Leaning against the wooden pillar of the veranda, he watched her walk down the path in
the strong sunlight. She walked very upright, with bitter offence in the carriage of her
back and head. It was true what she had said, he had robbed her of her youth. His knees
were trembling uncontrollably. Ko S’la came behind him, silent-footed. He gave a little
deprecating cough to attract Flory’s attention.
‘What’s the matter now? ’
‘The holy one’s breakfast is getting cold. ’
‘I don’t want any breakfast. Get me something to drink — gin. ’
Where is the life that late I led?
CHAPTER 14
Like long curved needles threading through embroidery, the two canoes that carried Flory
and Elizabeth threaded their way up the creek that led inland from the eastern bank of the
Irrawaddy. It was the day of the shooting trip — a short afternoon trip, for they could not
stay a night in the jungle together. They were to shoot for a couple of hours in the
comparative cool of the evening, and be back at Kyauktada in time for dinner.
The canoes, each hollowed out of a single tree-trunk, glided swiftly, hardly rippling the
dark brown water. Water hyacinth with profuse spongy foliage and blue flowers had
choked the stream so that the channel was only a winding ribbon four feet wide. The light
filtered, greenish, through interlacing boughs. Sometimes one could hear parrots scream
overhead, but no wild creatures showed themselves, except once a snake that swam
hurriedly away and disappeared among the water hyacinth.
‘How long before we get to the village? ’ Elizabeth called back to Flory. He was in a
larger canoe behind, together with Flo and Ko S’la, paddled by a wrinkly old woman
dressed in rags.
‘How far, grandmama? ’ Flory asked the canoe-woman.
The old woman took her cigar out of her mouth and rested her paddle on her knees to
think. ‘The distance a man can shout,’ she said after reflection.
‘About half a mile,’ Flory translated.
They had come two miles. Elizabeth’s back was aching. The canoes were liable to upset
at a careless moment, and you had to sit bolt upright on the narrow backless seat, keeping
your feet as well as possible out of the bilge, with dead prawns in it, that sagged to and
fro at the bottom. The Burman who paddled Elizabeth was sixty years old, half naked,
leaf-brown, with a body as perfect as that of a young man. His face was battered, gentle
and humorous. His black cloud of hair, finer than that of most Burmans, was knotted
loosely over one ear, with a wisp or two tumbling across his cheek. Elizabeth was nursing
her uncle’s gun across her knees. Flory had offered to take it, but she had refused; in
reality, the feel of it delighted her so much that she could not bring herself to give it up.
She had never had a gun in her hand until today. She was wearing a rough skirt with
brogue shoes and a silk shirt like a man’s, and she knew that with her Terai hat they
looked well on her. She was very happy, in spite of her aching back and the hot sweat
that tickled her face, and the large, speckled mosquitoes that hummed round her ankles.
The stream narrowed and the beds of water hyacinth gave place to steep banks of
glistening mud, like chocolate. Rickety thatched huts leaned far out over the stream, their
piles driven into its bed. A naked boy was standing between two of the huts, flying a
green beetle on a piece of thread like a kite. He yelled at the sight of the Europeans,
whereat more children appeared from nowhere. The old Burman guided the canoe to a
jetty made of a single palm- trunk laid in the mud — it was covered with barnacles and so
gave foothold — and sprang out and helped Elizabeth ashore. The others followed with the
bags and cartridges, and Flo, as she always did on these occasions, fell into the mud and
sank as deep as the shoulder. A skinny old gentleman wearing a magenta paso, with a
mole on his cheek from which four yard-long grey hairs sprouted, came forward shikoing
and cuffing the heads of the children who had gathered round the jetty.
‘The village headman,’ Flory said.
The old man led the way to his house, walking ahead with an extraordinary crouching
gait, like a letter L upside down — the result of rheumatism combined with the constant
shikoing needed in a minor Government official. A mob of children marched rapidly after
the Europeans, and more and more dogs, all yapping and causing Flo to shrink against
Flory’s heels. In the doorway of every hut clusters of moonlike, rustic faces gaped at the
‘Ingaleikma’. The village was darkish under the shade of broad leaves. In the rains the
creek would flood, turning the lower parts of the village into a squalid wooden Venice
where the villagers stepped from their front doors into their canoes.
The headman’s house was a little bigger than the others, and it had a corrugated iron roof,
which, in spite of the intolerable din it made during the rains, was the pride of the
headman’s life. He had foregone the building of a pagoda, and appreciably lessened his
chances of Nirvana, to pay for it. He hastened up the steps and gently kicked in the ribs a
youth who was lying asleep on the veranda. Then he turned and shikoed again to the
Europeans, asking them to come inside.
‘Shall we go in? ’ Flory said. ‘I expect we shall have to wait half an hour. ’
‘Couldn’t you tell him to bring some chairs out on the veranda? ’ Elizabeth said. After her
experience in Li Yeik’s house she had privately decided that she would never go inside a
native house again, if she could help it.
There was a fuss inside the house, and the headman, the youth and some women dragged
forth two chairs decorated in an extraordinary manner with red hibiscus flowers, and also
some begonias growing in kerosene tins. It was evident that a sort of double throne had
been prepared within for the Europeans. When Elizabeth had sat down the headman
reappeared with a teapot, a bunch of very long, bright green bananas, and six coal-black
cheroots. But when he had poured her out a cup of tea Elizabeth shook her head, for the
tea looked, if possible, worse even than Li Yeik’s.
The headman looked abashed and rubbed his nose. He turned to Flory and asked him
whether the young thakin-ma would like some milk in her tea. He had heard that
Europeans drank milk in their tea. The villages should, if it were desired, catch a cow and
milk it. However, Elizabeth still refused the tea; but she was thirsty, and she asked Flory
to send for one of the bottles of soda-water that Ko S’la had brought in his bag. Seeing
this, the headman retired, feeling guiltily that his preparations had been insufficient, and
left the veranda to the Europeans.
Elizabeth was still nursing her gun on her knees, while Flory leaned against the veranda
rail pretending to smoke one of the headman’s cheroots. Elizabeth was pining for the
shooting to begin. She plied Flory with innumerable questions.
‘How soon can we start out? Do you think we’ve got enough cartridges? How many
beaters shah we take? Oh, I do so hope we have some luck! You do think we’ll get
something, don’t you? ’
‘Nothing wonderful, probably. We’re bound to get a few pigeons, and perhaps jungle
fowl. They’re out of season, but it doesn’t matter shooting the cocks. They say there’s a
leopard round here, that killed a bullock almost in the village last week. ’
‘Oh, a leopard! How lovely if we could shoot it! ’
‘It’s very unlikely, I’m afraid. The only rule with this shooting in Burma is to hope for
nothing. It’s invariably disappointing. The jungles teem with game, but as often as not
you don’t even get a chance to fire your gun. ’
‘Why is that? ’
‘The jungle is so thick. An animal may be five yards away and quite invisible, and half
the time they manage to dodge back past the beaters. Even when you see them it’s only
for a flash of a second. And again, there’s water everywhere, so that no animal is tied
down to one particular spot. A tiger, for instance, will roam hundreds of miles if it suits
him. And with ah the game there is, they need never come back to a kill if there’s
anything suspicious about it. Night after night, when I was a boy, I’ve sat up over
horrible stinking dead cows, waiting for tigers that never came. ’
Elizabeth wriggled her shoulder-blades against the chair. It was a movement that she
made sometimes when she was deeply pleased. She loved Flory, really loved him, when
he talked like this. The most trivial scrap of information about shooting thrilled her. If
only he would always talk about shooting, instead of about books and Art and that mucky
poetry! In a sudden burst of admiration she decided that Flory was really quite a
handsome man, in his way. He looked so splendidly manly, with his pagri-cloth shirt
open at the throat, and his shorts and puttees and shooting boots! And his face, lined,
sunburned, like a soldier’s face. He was standing with his birthmarked cheek away from
her. She pressed him to go on talking.
‘DO tell me some more about tiger-shooting. It’s so awfully interesting! ’
He described the shooting, years ago, of a mangy old man-eater who had killed one of his
coolies. The wait in the mosquito-ridden machan; the tiger’s eyes approaching through
the dark jungle, like great green lanterns; the panting, slobbering noise as he devoured the
coolie’s body, tied to a stake below. Flory told it all perfunctorily enough — did not the
proverbial Anglo Indian bore always talk about tiger-shooting? — but Elizabeth wriggled
her shoulders delightedly once more. He did not realize how such talk as this reassured
her and made up for all the times when he had bored her and disquieted her. Six shock-
headed youths came down the path, carrying dahs over their shoulders, and headed by a
stringy but active old man with grey hair. They halted in front of the headman’s house,
and one of them uttered a hoarse whoop, whereat the headman appeared and explained
that these were the beaters. They were ready to start now, if the young thakin-ma did not
find it too hot.
They set out. The side of the village away from the creek was protected by a hedge of
cactus six feet high and twelve thick. One went up a narrow lane of cactus, then along a
rutted, dusty bullock-cart track, with bamboos as tall as flagstaffs growing densely on
either side. The beaters marched rapidly ahead in single file, each with his broad dah laid
along his forearm. The old hunter was marching just in front of Elizabeth. His longyi was
hitched up like a loin-cloth, and his meagre thighs were tattooed with dark blue patterns,
so intricate that he might have been wearing drawers of blue lace. A bamboo the
thickness of a man’s wrist had fallen and hung across the path. The leading beater
severed it with an upward flick of his dah; the prisoned water gushed out of it with a
diamond-flash. After half a mile they reached the open fields, and everyone was
sweating, for they had walked fast and the sun was savage.
‘That’s where we’re going to shoot, over there,’ Flory said.
He pointed across the stubble, a wide dust-coloured plain, cut up into patches of an acre
or two by mud boundaries. It was horribly flat, and lifeless save for the snowy egrets. At
the far edge a jungle of great trees rose abruptly, like a dark green cliff. The beaters had
gone across to a small tree like a hawthorn twenty yards away. One of them was on his
knees, shikoing to the tree and gabbling, while the old hunter poured a bottle of some
cloudy liquid on to the ground. The others stood looking on with serious, bored faces,
like men in church.
‘What ARE those men doing? ’ Elizabeth said.
‘Only sacrificing to the local gods. Nats, they call them — a kind of dryad. They’re
praying to him to bring us good luck. ’
The hunter came back and in a cracked voice explained that they were to beat a small
patch of scrub over to the right before proceeding to the main jungle. Apparently the Nat
had counselled this. The hunter directed Flory and Elizabeth where to stand, pointing
with his dah. The six beaters, plunged into the scrub; they would make a detour and beat
back towards the paddy-fields. There were some bushes of the wild rose thirty yards from
the jungle’s edge, and Flory and Elizabeth took cover behind one of these, while Ko S’la
squatted down behind another bush a little distance away, holding Flo’s collar and
stroking her to keep her quiet. Flory always sent Ko S’la to a distance when he was
shooting, for he had an irritating trick of clicking his tongue if a shot was missed.
Presently there was a far-off echoing sound — a sound of tapping and strange hollow
cries; the beat had started. Elizabeth at once began trembling so uncontrollably that she
could not keep her gun-barrel still. A wonderful bird, a little bigger than a thrush, with
grey wings and body of blazing scarlet, broke from the trees and came towards them with
a dipping flight. The tapping and the cries came nearer. One of the bushes at the jungle’s
edge waved violently — some large animal was emerging. Elizabeth raised her gun and
tried to steady it. But it was only a naked yellow beater, dah in hand. He saw that he had
emerged and shouted to the others to join him.
Elizabeth lowered her gun. ‘What’s happened? ’
‘Nothing. The beat’s over. ’
‘So there was nothing there! ’ she cried in bitter disappointment.
‘Never mind, one never gets anything the first beat. We’ll have better luck next time. ’
They crossed the lumpy stubble, climbing over the mud boundaries that divided the
fields, and took up their position opposite the high green wall of the jungle.
Elizabeth had
already learned how to load her gun. This time the beat had hardly started when Ko STa
whistled sharply.
‘Look out! ’ Flory cried. ‘Quick, here they come! ’
A flight of green pigeons were dashing towards them at incredible speed, forty yards up.
They were like a handful of catapulted stones whirling through the sky. Elizabeth was
helpless with excitement. For a moment she could not move, then she flung her barrel
into the air, somewhere in the direction of the birds, and tugged violently at the trigger.
Nothing happened — she was pulling at the trigger-guard. Just as the birds passed
overhead she found the triggers and pulled both of them simultaneously. There was a
deafening roar and she was thrown backwards a pace with her collar-bone almost broken.
She had fired thirty yards behind the birds. At the same moment she saw Flory turn and
level his gun. Two of the pigeons, suddenly checked in their flight, swirled over and
dropped to the ground like arrows. Ko STa yelled, and he and Flo raced after them.
‘Look out! ’ said Flory, ‘here’s an imperial pigeon. Let’s have him! ’
A large heavy bird, with flight much slower than the others, was flapping overhead.
Elizabeth did not care to fire after her previous failure. She watched Flory thrust a
cartridge into the breech and raise his gun, and the white plume of smoke leapt up from
the muzzle. The bird planed heavily down, his wing broken. Flo and Ko STa came
running excitedly up, Flo with the big imperial pigeon in her mouth, and Ko STa grinning
and producing two green pigeons from his Kachin bag.
Flory took one of the little green corpses to show to Elizabeth. ‘Look at it. Aren’t they
lovely things? The most beautiful bird in Asia. ’
Elizabeth touched its smooth feathers with her finger-tip. It filled her with bitter envy,
because she had not shot it. And yet it was curious, but she felt almost an adoration for
Flory now that she had seen how he could shoot.
‘Just look at its breast-feathers; like a jewel. It’s murder to shoot them. The Burmese say
that when you kill one of these birds they vomit, meaning to say, “Look, here is all I
possess, and I’ve taken nothing of yours. Why do you kill me? ” I’ve never seen one do it,
I must admit. ’
‘Are they good to eat? ’
‘Very. Even so, I always feel it’s a shame to kill them. ’
‘I wish I could do it like you do! ’ she said enviously.
‘It’s only a knack, you’ll soon pick it up. You know how to hold your gun, and that’s
more than most people do when they start. ’
However, at the next two beats, Elizabeth could hit nothing. She had learned not to fire
both barrels at once, but she was too paralysed with excitement ever to take aim. Flory
shot several more pigeons, and a small bronze-wing dove with back as green as verdigris.
The jungle fowl were too cunning to show themselves, though one could hear them
cluck-clucking all round, and once or twice the sharp trumpet-call of a cock. They were
getting deeper into the jungle now. The light was greyish, with dazzling patches of
sunlight. Whichever way one looked one’s view was shut in by the multitudinous ranks
of trees, and the tangled bushes and creepers that struggled round their bases like the sea
round the piles of a pier. It was so dense, like a bramble bush extending mile after mile,
that one’s eyes were oppressed by it. Some of the creepers were huge, like serpents. Flory
and Elizabeth struggled along narrow game-tracks, up slippery banks, thorns tearing at
their clothes. Both their shirts were drenched with sweat. It was stifling hot, with a scent
of crushed leaves. Sometimes for minutes together invisible cidadas would keep up a
shrill, metallic pinging like the twanging of a steel guitar, and then, by stopping, make a
silence that startled one.
As they were walking to the fifth beat they came to a great peepul tree in which, high up,
one could hear imperial pigeons cooing. It was a sound like the far-off lowing of cows.
One bird fluttered out and perched alone on the topmost bough, a small greyish shape.
‘Try a sitting shot,’ Flory said to Elizabeth. ‘Get your sight on him and pull off without
waiting. Don’t shut your left eye. ’
Elizabeth raised her gun, which had begun trembling as usual. The beaters halted in a
group to watch, and some of them could not refrain from clicking their tongues; they
thought it queer and rather shocking to see a woman handle a gun. With a violent effort
of will Elizabeth kept her gun still for a second, and pulled the trigger. She did not hear
the shot; one never does when it has gone home. The bird seemed to jump upwards from
the bough, then down it came, tumbling over and over, and stuck in a fork ten yards up.
One of the beaters laid down his dah and glanced appraisingly at the tree; then he walked
to a great creeper, thick as a man’s thigh and twisted like a stick of barley sugar, that
hung far out from a bough. He ran up the creeper as easily as though it had been a ladder,
walked upright along the broad bough, and brought the pigeon to the ground. He put it
limp and wann into Elizabeth’s hand.
She could hardly give it up, the feel of it so ravished her. She could have kissed it,
hugged it to her breast. All the men, Flory and Ko S’la and the beaters, smiled at one
another to see her fondling the dead bird. Reluctantly, she gave it to Ko S’la to put in the
bag. She was conscious of an extraordinary desire to fling her arms round Flory’s neck
and kiss him; and in some way it was the killing of the pigeon that made her feel this.
After the fifth beat the hunter explained to Flory that they must cross a clearing that was
used for growing pineapples, and would beat another patch of jungle beyond. They came
out into sunlight, dazzling after the jungle gloom. The clearing was an oblong of an acre
or two hacked out of the jungle like a patch mown in long grass, with the pineapples,
prickly cactus-like plants, growing in rows, almost smothered by weeds. A low hedge of
thorns divided the field in the middle. They had nearly crossed the field when there was a
sharp cock-a-doodle-doo from beyond the hedge.
‘Oh, listen! ’ said Elizabeth, stopping. ‘Was that a jungle cock? ’
‘Yes. They come out to feed about this time. ’
‘Couldn’t we go and shoot him? ’
‘We’ll have a try if you like. They’re cunning beggars. Look, we’ll stalk up the hedge
until we get opposite where he is. We’ll have to go without making a sound. ’
He sent Ko S’la and the beaters on, and the two of them skirted the field and crept along
the hedge. They had to bend double to keep themselves out of sight. Elizabeth was in
front. The hot sweat trickled down her face, tickling her upper lip, and her heart was
knocking violently. She felt Flory touch her heel from behind. Both of them stood upright
and looked over the hedge together.
Ten yards away a little cock the size of a bantam, was pecking vigorously at the ground.
He was beautiful, with his long silky neck-feathers, bunched comb and arching, laurel-
green tail. There were six hens with him, smaller brown birds, with diamond-shaped
feathers like snake-scales on their backs. All this Elizabeth and Flory saw in the space of
a second, then with a squawk and a whirr the birds were up and flying like bullets for the
jungle. Instantly, automatically as it seemed, Elizabeth raised her gun and fired. It was
one of those shots where there is no aiming, no consciousness of the gun in one’s hand,
when one’s mind seems to fly behind the charge and drive it to the mark. She knew the
bird was doomed even before she pulled the trigger. He tumbled, showered feathers thirty
yards away. ‘Good shot, good shot! ’ cried Flory. In their excitement both of them
dropped their guns, broke through the thorn hedge and raced side by side to where the
bird lay.
‘Good shot! ’ Flory repeated, as excited as she. ‘By Jove, I’ve never seen anyone kill a
flying bird their first day, never! You got your gun off like lightning. It’s marvellous! ’
They were kneeling face to face with the dead bird between them. With a shock they
discovered that their hands, his right and her left, were clasped tightly together. They had
run to the place hand-in-hand without noticing it.
A sudden stillness came on them both, a sense of something momentous that must
happen. Flory reached across and took her other hand. It came yieldingly, willingly. For a
moment they knelt with their hands clasped together. The sun blazed upon them and the
warmth breathed out of their bodies; they seemed to be floating upon clouds of heat and
joy. He took her by the upper arms to draw her towards him.
Then suddenly he turned his head away and stood up, pulling Elizabeth to her feet. He let
go of her arms. He had remembered his birthmark. He dared not do it. Not here, not in
daylight! The snub it invited was too terrible. To cover the awkwardness of the moment
he bent down and picked up the jungle cock.
‘It was splendid,’ he said. ‘You don’t need any teaching. You can shoot already. We’d
better get on to the next beat. ’
They had just crossed the hedge and picked up their guns when there was a series of
shouts from the edge of the jungle. Two of the beaters were running towards them with
enonnous leaps, waving their arms wildly in the air.
‘What is it? ’ Elizabeth said.
‘I don’t know. They’ve seen some animal or other. Something good, by the look of
them. ’
‘Oh, hurrah! Come on! ’
They broke into a run and hurried across the field, breaking through the pineapples and
the stiff prickly weeds. Ko S’la and five of the beaters were standing in a knot all talking
at once, and the other two were beckoning excitedly to Flory and Elizabeth. As they came
up they saw in the middle of the group an old woman who was holding up her ragged
longyi with one hand and gesticulating with a big cigar in the other. Elizabeth could hear
some word that sounded like ‘Char’ repeated over and over again.
‘What is it they’re saying? ’ she said.
The beaters came crowding round Flory, all talking eagerly and pointing into the jungle.
After a few questions he waved his hand to silence them and turned to Elizabeth:
‘I say, here’s a bit of luck! This old girl was coming through the jungle, and she says that
at the sound of the shot you fired just now, she saw a leopard run across the path. These
fellows know where he’s likely to hide. If we’re quick they may be able to surround him
before he sneaks away, and drive him out. Shall we try it? ’
‘Oh, do let’s! Oh, what awful fun! How lovely, how lovely if we could get that leopard! ’
‘You understand it’s dangerous? We’ll keep close together and it’ll probably be all right,
but it’s never absolutely safe on foot. Are you ready for that? ’
‘Oh, of course, of course! I’m not frightened. Oh, do let’s be quick and start! ’
‘One of you come with us, and show us the way,’ he said to the beaters. ‘Ko S’la, put Flo
on the leash and go with the others. She’ll never keep quiet with us. We’ll have to hurry,’
he added to Elizabeth.
Ko S’la and the beaters hurried off along the edge of the jungle. They would strike in and
begin beating farther up. The other beater, the same youth who had climbed the tree after
the pigeon, dived into the jungle, Flory and Elizabeth following. With short rapid steps,
almost running, he led them through a labyrinth of game -tracks. The bushes trailed so
low that sometimes one had almost to crawl, and creepers hung across the path like trip-
wires. The ground was dusty and silent underfoot. At some landmark in the jungle the
beater halted, pointed to the ground as a sign that this spot would do, and put his finger
on his lips to enjoin silence. Flory took four SG cartridges from his pockets and took
Elizabeth’s gun to load it silently.
There was a faint rustling behind them, and they all started. A nearly naked youth with a
pellet-bow, come goodness knows whence, had parted the bushes. He looked at the
beater, shook his head and pointed up the path. There was a dialogue of signs between the
two youths, then the beater seemed to agree. Without speaking all four stole forty yards
along the path, round a bend, and halted again. At the same moment a frightful
pandemonium of yells, punctuated by barks from Flo, broke out a few hundred yards
away.
Elizabeth felt the beater’s hand on her shoulder, pushing her downwards. They all four
squatted down under cover of a prickly bush, the Europeans in front, the Burmans
behind. In the distance there was such a tumult of yells and the rattle of dahs against tree-
trunks that one could hardly believe six men could make so much noise. The beaters were
taking good care that the leopard should not turn back upon them. Elizabeth watched
some large, pale yellow ants marching like soldiers over the thorns of the bush. One fell
on to her hand and crawled up her forearm. She dared not move to brush it away. She was
praying silently, ‘Please God, let the leopard come! Oh please, God, let the leopard
come! ’
There was a sudden loud pattering on the leaves. Elizabeth raised her gun, but Flory
shook his head sharply and pushed the barrel down again. A jungle fowl scuttled across
the path with long noisy strides.
The yells of the beaters seemed hardly to come any closer, and this end of the jungle the
silence was like a pall. The ant on Elizabeth’s arm bit her painfully and dropped to the
ground. A dreadful despair had begun to form in her heart; the leopard was not coming,
he had slipped away somewhere, they had lost him. She almost wished they had never
heard of the leopard, the disappointment was so agonizing. Then she felt the beater pinch
her elbow. He was craning his face forward, his smooth, dull yellow cheek only a few
inches from her own; she could smell the coco-nut oil in his hair. His coarse lips were
puckered as in a whistle; he had heard something. Then Flory and Elizabeth heard it too,
the faintest whisper, as though some creature of air were gliding through the jungle, just
brushing the ground with its foot. At the same moment the leopard’s head and shoulders
emerged from the undergrowth, fifteen yards down the path.