I say, in
earnest, that I should probably have been able to discover even in that
a sort of enjoyment--the enjoyment, of course, of despair; but
in despair there are the most intense enjoyments, especially when one
is very acutely conscious of the hopelessness of one's position.
earnest, that I should probably have been able to discover even in that
a sort of enjoyment--the enjoyment, of course, of despair; but
in despair there are the most intense enjoyments, especially when one
is very acutely conscious of the hopelessness of one's position.
Dostoevsky - Notes from Underground