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futilis andfutuo) overcoming the present.
But beneath the intercourse ofthe past with the
futurewefindALPwithadifferentvisionoftime,evolvingoutofherself: "I'veaboodle fiall of maimeries in me buzzim and medears runs sloze. " "Maimeries" (breasts and memories) fill the gap between past and future. These memories are maimed into sullage. Sullage is the postleadeny past translated into ALP and so maimed (a mangled phallic post), held within her buzzim, and then remembered in the world as the sound of the river. This sound coming after the "woid" introjects itself in the present, "in the muddle is the sound dance" (378. 29), a potent version o f Eliot's failing "reverberations o f Spring" .
In this then we return to ALP's and HCE's "sollemn nupitalism" (599. 12) and their sexual conjugation: "On to bed! (577. 36). The religious seriousness invoked by "Sollemn", must ride through not only sex, but the conflation o f the foul ("soil") and the sublime("sol")asourconstantcondition. Connectedwith"soli"issullage,which,whileit is sewage, is also the fertile silt deposited by a river. Thus the word contains all that is needed for a seed, the fertilized ovum, to grow ("the seeds of light to the cowld old sowls"593. 20). Withintheworditselfthereisanintegrationofthecreativeprincipleof the light, o f consciousness and its differentiations, associated with HCE, and the dynamic processofbecomingassociatedwithALP. Thelightcomponentofthewordrefersthe dawn of Book IV, the light streaming from God and HCE: "Calling all downs to dayne. . . A hand from the cloud emerges, holding a chart expanded. The eversower of seeds of light to the cowld ole sowls" (593. 02; 19-20). When this light (hce, hce, a repetition approaching identity, and maybe f. haec, this) hits the litters (litter, letters) of the Wake,
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The decayed being o f the past exists concurrently within the river. Thus, we are in a much more dynamic creative reality than in The Waste Land, where being and change function in seemingly different ontological worlds:
The river sweats
Oil and tar
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Wide
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In The Waste Land, the river, the creative force, is relatively impervious to being, as between oil and water, and as such cannot overcome the stasis o f identity, while in the Wake being (HCE) and change (ALP) interpenetrate each other. In Eliot's poem, it is an
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? abstract aesthetic reverberation ofsound, the voices oftradition and authority, completely without substance, logic, or essential force, which move from the past into the future through the present. In the Wake, however, the gap between the postleadeny past and the "aplombervious fiitules" consists of a "boodle" of deformed and maimed memories ("maimeries"). (Compare this to the bats with baby faces in The Waste Land).
Joyce is trying to reconstruct substance in order to expose how our ontological commitments proceed through collapsing both the world and ourselves into the deontic (obligation and entitlement) and alethic (necessity and possibility) dimensions o f our language. These maimed memories are contained within the sound itself, which is the word o f the river. Memory exists itself as an expression marking a moment o f time. But for whom? These memories are within the "buzzim" of ALP, which is herself (her bosom) and the sound of the river. ALP exists as sound within the domain of grammar, not within what passes for psychology. Her memories work within this grammar not on herself, the sourceandendofthesound,butonherson,Butt,orShemthepenman, whoishere transformed into ALP: "me awlghul omegrims" (348. 05). or me (Butt) ALP [alpha omega], O Mega: 0 Big; O me grims: 0 me grin/ grim; megrim: migraine: head; Grim as God: o my God! With this call we all, as Christ did when he accused God o f forsaking him, lose ourselves, and a moment is marked by that loss, by that cry. Butt cries out (about) not only his transformation into ALP, not only to "omegrims" with his judgment on himself and his mother "me awlphul", but cries: "and medears run sloze". The waters of the river, of ALP, is made up of others, her children (me dears), her beauties. This sets up a pattern of creation that is simultaneously a collapse of identities (Butt:Shaun:ALP)
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? and a manifestation o f identity in others. These tears as they leave ALP form defined identities, drops ofwater:
It was so duusk that the tears o f night began to fall, first by ones and twos, then by threes and fours, at last by fives and sixes and sevens, for the tired ones were wecking, as we weep no with them. (158. 20-24)
"[A]s we weep no with them"? This disconnection "with them" means in weeping these tears ALP (k)no(ws) them as we might 'no' things at night, as negative spaces, what will later be called "trancitive spaces", so that we are not with them, but they constitute our own loss of ourselves (to sleep or time or death). This is a way of symbolizing what is not there, of seeming to say what cannot be said. While we cannot articulate ourselves as nothing, as dead, as not, and in this sense cannot get outside o f language, we can articulate 'nothing', 'death', 'not'. This articulation, however, cannot work through reference or identity (we cannot answer "what is it? " with "nothing" and mean this "nothing" ontologically). Nothing" emerges at a higher level of abstraction, at the level of meaning within the sentence, at the level o f grammar at which Wakecm nonsense functions. Ourexpressionsoflossbecomebecomingsofform. Butwhathasbecomeofsubstance and our relation to it?
ALP's breasts are maimed into "maimeries" by the children (medears) pulling her into themselves as they run into the future. Her dear tears are formed out o f herself and thrown into the procession "A and aa ab ad abu abiad. A babbel men dub gulch o f tears" ( 254. 17). This is another creation myth, another version of the Bible in two 'sentences'.
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? The 'facts' in this new world are letters and numbers, and thus we must read these sentences at that level.
The initial indefinite article is doubled by the succeeding command o f "and" into "aa". These three terms when contracted form "a an' aa", or a stuttered An(n)a. Indeed, in Swedish A and in Danish and Norwegian aa means river. The first and second term in thisserieseachconsistofoneandthreelettersrespectively. Thesecondtermina standard numerical progression of whole numbers, or of moments, or of identities would
consist of two letters. If we read this series numerically, therefore, the elided middle term between one and three arises as the third term as if called forth by its absence. Thus the beginning, "A" (one) and the end, "and" (three), generate the between "aa" (two). The two letter structure is repeated in the fourth term, the two letter "ab". This term does not replicate the doubling o f the initial "A", the origin, but introduces the second letter o f the alphabet and thus redefines the numerical series into an alphabetical series. This series, however, is interrupted, as was the numerical series, by the elision o f the expected "ac" and its replacement with the Latin ad, to, toward. The inclusion of "to" further conflates the alphabetic series with the numerical by repeating the third terms count (two) in the Latin semantic pun (to). This "disconnection ofthe succeeding" ( 228. 17) introduces a preposition o f movement, and thus serves to define the proceeding series by its looking forward. And if this end is not the identity of the mathematical and the alphabetical it might turn us back toward the source o f their mutual generation.
We have read only half-way through the first sentence: "A and aa ab . . The alphabetical numerical series o f this first eight letters is answered, mimicked, copied in the
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? last eight letters, and thus emerges as a picture, or rather a schematic o f how we become in our counting in our language. This is the picture:
A and aa ab/ ad /abu abiad.
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The indefinite singularity o f the "a" repeated, sung or strung as a series emerges as a pattern in which the "and" is translated into the mathematical operator "ad(d)". One might imagine our stuttering in sound, as an expression o f a will to speak, to configure ourselves within the world, abstracted into a reflection o f this stuttering into a representation, that is, into a symbolic operator. "Ad" creates an expectation ofan end, a movement toward objective space, seemingly satisfied with the inclusion of the father (Arabic, abu) into the series. Theeightlettersonthissideofthecentral"ad"coalesceintoonlytwoterms: "abu abiad". The second word, "abiad"(white), continues to sound in Arabic. HCE is invoked as the "White Father", the European God, the white imperialist entering Africa,
conquering those countries where Arabic is spoken. The polyphonic confusion o f terms and principles o f progression in the first eight letters is pushed toward an end where the father "abiad[s]", awaits, continues, abides, in tautology. This parody of Christ's claim to
be "the Alpha and the Omega" does not rest on the replication and leveling o f the beginning and end; but describes a beginning moving toward an end: a between.
The eight letter bookends, the past (ALP) and the future (HCE), isolate the toward (ad)asadescriptionofthepresentasakindofsubjunctive. Thesignificanceofthe number eight in the movement from nothingness to creation is described by Augustine in his Confessions. In his dissection of how time gets measured through sound and
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? language, Augustine invokes Ambrose's evening hymn, "God, Creator o f all things" , and then analyzes how this phrase describes God's creation from nothing:
'God, Creator o f all things'--Deus Creator omnium--the line consists o f eight syllables,inwhichshortandlongsyllablesalternate. Sothefourwhichareshort (the first, third, fifth, and seventh) are single in relation to the four long syllables (the second, fourth, sixth and eighth). . . . But when one syllable sounds after another, the short first, the long after it, how shall I keep my hold n the short, and how use it to measure the longs, so as to verify that the long is twice as much? . . . They do not exist. . . Therefore it is not the syllables which I am measuring, but something in my memory which stays fixed there. (Xl. xxvii [35])
The logic describing the relationship between the short and "single in relation to the four long" syllables recalls Joyce's "odd's without ends", and links this syllable interaction, in Joyce's case letter interactions, with this Creator o f all things: on one side o f "ad" ALP and on the other "HCE". The measuring of time in words, for Augustine, is measuring ourselves, our memory, and therefore a measuring of nothing in relation to the Ideality of God. ThemeaningofJoyce'sversionof"God,Creatorofallthings",inhishymntothe night, forces this Creator both into the missing substance, used by Augustine to describe
time, and into language. Joyce is making time language, and forcing God into grammar. This 18 letter description o f the Wake writes the ABC's as a modulation o f the
tautologically repetitive 'a and a a a' defining itselfas marking a succession of moments(? ) or minds(? ) or generations(? ) that in the marking separate out into noise (or poetry). This returns us to the Biblical story of continual separation, and, therefore, to the
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? fall of language from its ontological connection with God into Babel: "A babbel men dub gulchoftears. " Thisalphabet,however,remainsa"mamafesta[tion]"ofALP'sweeping and is thus a "babbel men dub", from the Arabic "Bab-el-Mandeb" ("the gate o f tears"), "gulch o f tears. " This doubled "gate/gulch o f tears" replicates the different perspectives o f conqueror and vanquished. The Arabic, o f course, is the repressed language o f the
natives, who understand the "White Father" as forcibly opening, as if raping their mother tongue, the "gate of tears". The "White Father", however, speaking in English sees only the manifestation of his crime, the eroded ravine filled with a torrent oftears that he gulps (from M E. gulchen, to gulp) into his "mawn" (91. 24).
These tears are ALP's children ("medears"). We must, however, distinguish betweentwoaspectsoftearsandcrying. Masculinetearsformthemselvesoutofa question: "And, Cod, says he with mugger's tears: Would you care to know the prise of a laird? " (54. 20). This question asked o f God the Cod can be translated "would you care to know the price/praise of a coin (F. laird), or the price/praise of a lord? " How can we separate the coin with its image of a lord from the lord himself? the king from divinity? This coinage is smelted out ofthe fiction that a piece of metal, a symbol, can be identified with actions, things, and people. This kind o f exchange is based on what Adorno calls a principle of identification, what in theological terms we could call the naming and the creation of man in God's image (Negative Dialectics, 146). The principle of identification is a symbolic economy that sets up equivalencies between goods and coins, between coins and lords, between lords and god(s). This economy, however, can function as a system of exchange only because these equivalencies do not describe identities, but rather serve to
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? hide fundamental inequalities. Thus the price of a coin is simultaneously the necessary loss and sacrifice people must pay in such an economy and the transubstantiation o f work and goods into coin.
In this picture o f patriarchy, God selling and God creating are the same. Thus it is the masculine voice that asks o f itself: "If I sell whose, dears? Was I sold here' tears? " In the first question, Shaun the spaceman looks to the future and considers becoming a father and selling ALP's dear tears. Then the Oedipal identification with the father devolves into memory, into an identification with the children, asking whether he too was one of "her" tears sold here.
Themaleiscastontwosidesofthecoin: theenslavingpatriarchandthe victimized (spent) child. So ask him: "Did a weep get past the gate ofyour pride? " (
145. 12-13). The Pride ("prise o f a laird") that ties one to coins and to God represses the weeping that is ALP which exists prior to patriarchal selling. It is this weeping the father (abu in Arabic and a rune written in the procession o f letters in ALP) makes into coins and sells. Withoutcryingthemaleisleftwithonlyonewaytowatertheworld: he,asthe Wakesays,"Pee[s]forPride"(296. 05)fromhismale"prise"(prize). Onemightcallthis watering with an identity, with one, 1,1.
ALP's "feminine" weeping, however, is the movement o f the present as a continuous becoming (ALP) into the potential o f the future; and any weeping is a remembrance o f the past becoming into the present (maimeries in me buzzin). The conjunction between creating and losing generates a "why". A "why" uttered in the face o f such change is an expression o f the collapse o f what one could characterize as the
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? Augstinian self-directed and the Thomist world-directed theologies. In Augustine we find an allegorical distension o f the everyday into himself and towards God, a collapse o f metaphysics into confession. Aquinas inverts the implosive force o f Augustine's formulation o f the relation between the human and the divine into a hierarchy o f shifting sets of ontological relations and identities moving toward Absolute Actuality. Finnegans Wakewritesoutourordinaryexperienceofthenightasbetweenthesetwopoints: "Isthis space of our couple o f hours too dimensional for you, temporiser? " (154. 25-26).
Our expression of confusion forms a kind of statement, a mark of particularity that acts as an "ad" in our Babelling "gulch of tears". 12 The tears arise as a continual "Why" (the why we ask ourselves as we read the Wake):
But the river tripped on her by and by, lapping as though her heart was brook: "Why, why, why! Weh, 0 weh! I'se so silly to be flowing but I cana stay"! (159. 17-19)
These whys do not function as, what S. Bromberger calls, "normal form" why-questions. Normal form why-questions begin with a "why" and are followed by "an interrogative question designed to ask a whether-question-i. e. , a question whose right answer in English, if any, must be either 'yes' or 'no'" (86). 13ALP's "why" is not about anything that can be asserted. It has no intentional target. Once this intentionality is disengaged 'meaning' becomes the expression of a grammatical distinction or shift between what, withintheWake,looksliketheologicallanguagegames. Thisshiftingdescribesakindof time. The brook is broke into the tears that "for a thousand of tears had gone eon her and come on her" (159. 11). The "medears", the "by ones and twos, then by threes and fours .
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express themselves through "why, why, why? " This is the story o f asking "why" forming itself as a "whim" within language.
"[S]eeheeing the gheist" (299. 14) of Wakean nonsense, we can still make sense of the question "Why is this an answer? " We continually ask 'why read? ', 'why this? '. Our continual "why", a "weh" (way; why) through which we are conscious and measure our time in relation to the text, is itself a door between two incommensurable language systems, the "nat language" that generates this continual "why? ", and thus our asking o f it as well, and the indicative language of predication that can be evaluated as true or false, answered by a 'yes' or a 'no'. Thus ALP's "why, why . . . weh" asks 'why way? '; her "streamsbecoming" asks not "what way? ". The ontological instability o f the Wake generates why-questions not what-questions: "Was liffe worth leaving? "
10. 6 Masculinetautology
This feminine process of becoming is opposed to the masculine creative, sexual process o f repetitious identity, the continuous imprint o f man's own image and being on the supine woman:
while the man to be is in a worse case after than before since she on the supine satisfies the verg to him! Toughtough, tootoological. Thou the first person shingeller. Art, the imperfect subjunctive. (468. 16-09)
"Toughtough" suggests the German taufen, which means "baptism", a male baptism o f the female maybe, or the repetitious HCE expressing himselfthrough and as ALP, or ALP
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? becoming this repetition, the why returning to counting. The male creative act is also tautological repetition, which is too logical.
Logic is the rational process of relating defined symbolic quantities or qualities; it is the process o f transforming identities into rationally equivalent and, hence, related series o f concepts. In this tautological creative process the man is worse off than before, since the verge (his penis) is satisfied only to the verge (the shore of the river, of ALP), and thus the woman remains outside o f his tautological equation. The man's movement through eros toward thanatos leads toward self-annihilation without the renewing transformation into the other, which is to break beyond the solipsistic limits o f Kantian metaphysics: the verge. The meta-sexual symbolism here traces the logic o f our metaphors as they construct the logic o f relations defining substance. This tautological process is opposed to the fluidity of the relations within the flux of the river, of which art is an imperfect imitation o f the streams "subjunctive", underlying connective, quality (226. 14-17). The result of the male creative process is a loss of creative energy, where he is worse off than before. In other words, his creative process is one-directional and not one of renewal.
This too is a part o f the principle o f identification, where, as Adorno asserts, "non- identity is the secret telos of identification" (Negative Dialectics, 149). Self-annihilation in theotherisneverrealized. YetJoycegoesbeyondthelimitsofidentityandcreatesakind of dialectic between "Thou the first person shingeller" and "Art, the imperfect subjective. " Structurally the "Thou" functions within a subject/object grammar. The "Thou" is both object (identified as a 2nd person) and simultaneously a subject (1st person): such would be "man's" definition o f YHWH as the first cause o f creation. The voice that identifies the
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? "Thou" does not recognize itself nor claim the authority o f 1st person. This voice gains its identity in the succeeding sentence: "Art, an imperfect subjunctive. " This voice is both "Art", the Wake and its created consciousness, and an archaic form of "are", the verb associated with the second person "Thou". This verb, however, as an "imperfect subjunctive" functions as a continuous movement o f what we call our past. Whatever our motivations or desires, they remain incomplete, and thus create a future for us out o f our investment in our being ("Art": are) these possibilities we desire. This is a form of not-
being-toward-an-object. The dialectic moves between the 2nd person verb and pronoun, and yet neither the "Thou" nor the voice speaking through the verb can create themselves as objects. They exist as subjects who never translate themselves into an other, for such a translation is self-annihilation and tautological. This voice, therefore, stands outside of the creative power generated by the principle o f identification and differentiation that we associate with YHWH and HCE.
The feminine creative process constructs itselfas ALP, who contains hyperbolicallyallchange,alltime,inacontinualrenewal: "Mammywas,Mimmyis, Minuscolinie's to be. . . The same renew" (226. 14-17). This well known passage, unlike the earlier assertion that "Anna was, Livia is, Plurabelle's to be" ( 215. 24), begins to explain the mechanism o f time embedded within ALP's identity. The vowels in "Mammy" and"Mimmy"mimicthevowelsineachrespectiveandsucceedingverb. "Alphabetty
verbage" is introjected into the consonant world ofMMMY as if verbal tense were pulling being behind it. This pattern is foregone in the future tense. Identity begins to dwindle into the Italian minuscoline (feminine plural), very tiny "plurabilities". The future as a
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? final goal is ahead of being and thus contains a vmmis-cailin (Gaelic, a young girl, a maiden, and one would suspect a virgin). The future then becomes a negative feminine space, but also a looking forward to a time when ALP's youth will be subtracted from her. Such a dwindling old woman recalls the Sibyl that Eliot invokes in the epigraph to "The Waste Land", with, however, the inclusion of what both the Sibyl and Eliot could not remember: "the same renew. " In the Wake constant renewal creates an eternal now of "tocoming", of self-transformation and movement toward the forever mysterious space of the "minuscoline". This is the present missing in Genesis: "all in the tocoming o f the semperetemal apeel spry with it" (508. 29).
ALP contains all time, as does Christ, but she herself is not an identity o f being as Christ is. "In the becoming was the weared, wontnat! " ( 487. 20-21). The Word has become Old English wyrd, time, change, becoming, but also destiny and fate, the space of the future created through the becoming that was, is, and will be, as a description of ourselves within our grammatical distinctions. This "weared" is apparently "wontnat. " A complex word that sandwiches a phallic "t" between "won" (victoiy and one) and "nat" (night and not, null, zero). Thus are Christ, HCE, and all dreamers and readers o f the Wake (whatever their gender) crucified and linked with the world o f identity (God) and theworldoftime(loss). Simultaneouslywithinthiscosmologyonefinds"wantnot"and "wont (dwell, abide) not". The interpenetration of the command to not desire (to abide) and to not abide creates an unsettled tension, a disruption that undercuts itselfjust as it attemptstocompleteitself(likefindingan"a"in'abide',"abiad"). "Wontnat"becomesa compressed but inverted version of "A and aa ab ad abu abiad", inverted because the
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? "won" is crucified into "nat" and the "to" replaced with a "t". And what is most important in this inverted logos is the replacement o f desire with unspecified movement, and thus the failure to create an objective space toward which one can move.
This "weared" can never be resolved into the relatively static categories of language, and therefore not into any Word: "In the beginning was the gest he joustly says, fortheendiswithwomen,flesh-without-word"(468. 05-06). Thebeginningisnotthe sameastheend. Inthebeginningwasajest,anadventure,astory,agesture,andan "enterruption" (332. 36), the change ofthe established pattern ofrelations, a mutation that sprung from "he war", the jousting spear slung horizontal from desire for a damsel that cannot be named, captured, nor held within identity or tautology.
We must be careful not to repress the "with" and read this as "the end is women. " Rather this end must be read as either a masculine movement toward and into a relationship "with women", and/or an expression o f masculine fear o f women, who possess the end and therefore must be avoided or killed. The first reading asserts that the existential reality grounded in flesh and in the present possesses the identities which frame it. It inverts the dynamics o f possession and identity by creating a new sense o f possession. Ifwe look back a page we find: "thinking himselfinto the fourth dimension and place the ocean between his and ours" ( 467. 22-3). Within the Wake the sleeper's and the characters' possession o f themselves is impossible, as it is in time, within the "fourth dimension," where our selves unravel before the constant intrusion o f change. "His" and "our", therefore, represent the faith in identity, in possession, that holds our conscious selveswithintheontologyofdifferencedefinedbyYHWH. Theyarenot,however,the
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? ground o f our being, if one can call it that, which lies, instead, within the ocean between "I" ("our"), first person plural, and "he" or "it" ("his"), third person singular: "Thou art" --
"It wham"?
The relationship between subject ("I") and object ("it") is explored in Joyce's
characterizationof"women,flesh-without-word". Thetransformationofthe"word"into flesh is analogous to the transformation o f an "it" into a "thou" discussed by Buber in I and Thou. This transformation redefines the relationship between subject and object by establishing a verbal consciousness created out o f the instantiating equation o f an "I" with the speaking self and the animation of "things", or of an "it", through its recognition as a "thou". ForJoycetheend,whatinthelanguageofconsciousnessisunderstoodasan identity or an object, becomes the actualization of a relationship "with women. " Women here are categorically defined, reduced to the existential condition o f mortal flesh, as opposed to the conceptual objectification o f words. While such a reduction is certainly a violent limitation on women, it does transform "women" into a "thou" and not an object, an"it". Fleshbecomesthecommonrealityofbeingforboththeselfandtheother;andas
the ground o f being becomes actualized as a presence which can define itself and interact with the "I" as an equivalent "I", that is, as a "you" within the grammar of this recognition.
10. 6 The limits of 'why"
The over 800 river names in Book I, chapter 8 cannot name this flesh, this "polycarppool"oftheunconscious. Althoughinsleepyouarenolongeryourself,you stillstreamalong,untired,throughthesubjunctivetiesofcreation: "Theuntiretiesof
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? liveslivingbeingtheonesubstranceofstreamsbecoming"(597. 07-08). Beingis transformed into an active becoming ("livesliving") which cannot be totalized within an identity, but remains unentire, incomplete. Both Faust's "In the beginning was the Deed", and Yeats' "How can we know the dancer from the dance? " totalize the action o f being within an equation identifying the subject with the object, the beginning with the end. For Joyce, the incompleteness that moves through "livesliving being" is united within a single "substrance". Substanceispunnedintoasubstratethatisaperspective,aviewing,a tranceratherthanabeing. "Trancitivespace"(594. 03)isfilledwith"substrance",which isnotsubstanceatallbutsubjectivityreflectingitselfasitbecomesitself: "everybally being is becoming in its owntown eyeballs" ( 523. 12).
In Book IV, the feminine dynamic o f becoming begins to hide behind the coming light of day, or rather it fades into the gap between the developing identities of consciousness. The a Wakening sleeper must re-constitute being as identity. The father (abu) in ALP must be identified, differentiated, and established as a final end:
Or, but, now and airing out her mirgery margery watersheads and, to change that subjunct from the traumaturgid for once in a while and darting back to stuff, if so beyoumayidentifyyourself withhiminyou. . . sincethenourtoomanyofher, Abha na Life, and gettin on to dadaddy.
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One must clear one's head o f the waters o f Anna Livia, for a moment and alter the subjunctive flow o f becoming into an identity that is you. This is the transformation from "pluralities" of "Abha na Life" into the male creative process of "dadaddy. " The last line of
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? the book moves as close to the world o f identities and nouns as possible without stepping out of the immanent "river of lives": "A way a lone a last a loved a long the"( 628. 15-16). The word is no longer "aplomb" (vertical), rather it moves like the spirit of God, in the second verse o f Genesis, across the surface o f chaos not yet ready to transform the unknown into the known.
Within the fluidity o f change the source o f creation is known, but the manifestation, the identity ofthis creation remains a mystery: "Ofcause so! And in effect, as? (615. 11). If the sleeper is to wake up he must jump from the 'the' to an identity. This re-beginning is the renewal o f the creative flux o f the "riverrun, past Eve and Adam's" withwhichthebookopens. Withinthis"streamsbecoming"onelosesone'sselftothe flowing totality o f the eternal now. It is only when the world is fragmented into a complex o f non-becoming identities that reality gains a definable substance o f being: "The untireties o f livesliving being the one substrance o f a streamsbecoming" (597. 07-08). "Untireties" are not entire; they are incomplete. When one is asleep one is no longer entire, or in complete control of oneself. Where does one look for oneself? In other peoplemaybe,callingitlove. Yetwithinthe"streamsbecoming"onecontinuestostream along,untired,throughthesubjunctivetiesofcreation. "[Ljiveslivingbeing"represents the transformation of identity and being into the action of living. The "untireties of livesliving" are equated with "the one substrance of a streamsbecoming". We remain
withinthe"hauntingcrevices"betweenidentities: "Verbumprincipiantthroughthe trancitive spaces! " (594. 02-03). The dynamic creative process is equated to the underlying, all inclusive, trancitive space o f incompleteness.
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? The Bible tries to reduce why-questions to what-questions, to confuse meaning for substance as a way o f excluding the kind o f ontological instability creation myths explicitly domesticate. The process o f creation, as it is understood in Genesis, and as it is a return to consciousness and identity, hypostatizes creative power (transformation, becoming, making) into static forms that undermine this very creative power. God destroys himself. Thus, it is God who must be reborn. His rebirth flows through an equivalency between the created, the act of creation, and the creator. Yet this rebirth remains within an ontology o f identity, and thus it generates, in the image o f itself, a fragmented world o f identities. Joyce, however, recreates reality by defining creation within the "chaosmos" of the present, playing between the residual forms of identity associated with HCE and the dynamic becoming of ALP. Finnegans Wake continually follows and conflates being as becoming (ALP as "riverrun") as it leads to the discorded identity of HCE (Howth Castle and Environs). This is the movement of the first sentence. Joyce has reintegrated the present into a creative ontology by defining creation as a becoming o f potential, grounded in both the doer (ALP) and the doing (HCE). For Joyce, however, it is ALP who
ultimately becomes Christ, who drowns herself as did Phlebas, and loses her identity, but gains the eternal ability, the "Plurabilities," to become, to renew, and to always be a becoming o f herself.
But is ALP as this becoming only a figure o f speech? a transcribed desire for god reconfigured at the edge of a syntax associated for Joyce with the strange interaction between identity and being, internal consciousness and expression, which describes Augustine's exploration o f the Trinity, as much as Freud's articulation o f identity
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? determined by desire and fear? In De Trinitate Augustine discovers the Trinitarian relations and identities embedded in our actual thinking, practices, and being, or rather he derives out of our experience the shifting set of relations leading to and expressing the Triune God. Joyce pursues a similar theological goal, but one grounded in the ordinariness o f our nocturnal life and one that rewrites Trinitarian Identities into flux, but a flux out o f which a consciousness may emerge. Self-reflexively dynamic ALP replaces through her "corrosive sublimation" the world of identities naming HCE. This process of replacement mimics Augustine's replacement in De Trinitate of how mind, knowledge,
and love determine our knowing of the world with how memory, understanding, and will redefine these Trinitarian images in self-knowledge: in knowing what we already know as ourselves. The complex relation between knowing and self-knowing rewrites the absolute nature of mind into the "notion of love as a 'search"'(72). 14 In other words, Augustine follows the "certainties with regard to the nature of mind", defined by mind, knowledge and love, into a study of our sensory awareness of becoming in time, within ourselves, and
towards God. Finnegans Wake embodies such a study in the "finnecies of [its] poetry wed music" (377. 17).
Music can seem an "A and aa ab ad abu abiad. A babbel men dub gulch o f tears" (254. 17), and in this approach mathematics. A mathematics o f this sort articulates an order, a pattern, a logic of forms: a syntax pretending to generate out of this logic a content (even if only at the limits of sense). Poetry asserts that its essence lies not in its parts so much as in its organization. At this level of abstraction Peter Caws' description of poetry makes sense of such a mathematics: "words that belong together, to be
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futurewefindALPwithadifferentvisionoftime,evolvingoutofherself: "I'veaboodle fiall of maimeries in me buzzim and medears runs sloze. " "Maimeries" (breasts and memories) fill the gap between past and future. These memories are maimed into sullage. Sullage is the postleadeny past translated into ALP and so maimed (a mangled phallic post), held within her buzzim, and then remembered in the world as the sound of the river. This sound coming after the "woid" introjects itself in the present, "in the muddle is the sound dance" (378. 29), a potent version o f Eliot's failing "reverberations o f Spring" .
In this then we return to ALP's and HCE's "sollemn nupitalism" (599. 12) and their sexual conjugation: "On to bed! (577. 36). The religious seriousness invoked by "Sollemn", must ride through not only sex, but the conflation o f the foul ("soil") and the sublime("sol")asourconstantcondition. Connectedwith"soli"issullage,which,whileit is sewage, is also the fertile silt deposited by a river. Thus the word contains all that is needed for a seed, the fertilized ovum, to grow ("the seeds of light to the cowld old sowls"593. 20). Withintheworditselfthereisanintegrationofthecreativeprincipleof the light, o f consciousness and its differentiations, associated with HCE, and the dynamic processofbecomingassociatedwithALP. Thelightcomponentofthewordrefersthe dawn of Book IV, the light streaming from God and HCE: "Calling all downs to dayne. . . A hand from the cloud emerges, holding a chart expanded. The eversower of seeds of light to the cowld ole sowls" (593. 02; 19-20). When this light (hce, hce, a repetition approaching identity, and maybe f. haec, this) hits the litters (litter, letters) of the Wake,
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? we get a description o f ALP as "sollemn" containing as she does, in one o f Joyce's earlier notebook entries,
seaweed on walls
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The decayed being o f the past exists concurrently within the river. Thus, we are in a much more dynamic creative reality than in The Waste Land, where being and change function in seemingly different ontological worlds:
The river sweats
Oil and tar
The barges drift With the turning tide Red sails
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In The Waste Land, the river, the creative force, is relatively impervious to being, as between oil and water, and as such cannot overcome the stasis o f identity, while in the Wake being (HCE) and change (ALP) interpenetrate each other. In Eliot's poem, it is an
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? abstract aesthetic reverberation ofsound, the voices oftradition and authority, completely without substance, logic, or essential force, which move from the past into the future through the present. In the Wake, however, the gap between the postleadeny past and the "aplombervious fiitules" consists of a "boodle" of deformed and maimed memories ("maimeries"). (Compare this to the bats with baby faces in The Waste Land).
Joyce is trying to reconstruct substance in order to expose how our ontological commitments proceed through collapsing both the world and ourselves into the deontic (obligation and entitlement) and alethic (necessity and possibility) dimensions o f our language. These maimed memories are contained within the sound itself, which is the word o f the river. Memory exists itself as an expression marking a moment o f time. But for whom? These memories are within the "buzzim" of ALP, which is herself (her bosom) and the sound of the river. ALP exists as sound within the domain of grammar, not within what passes for psychology. Her memories work within this grammar not on herself, the sourceandendofthesound,butonherson,Butt,orShemthepenman, whoishere transformed into ALP: "me awlghul omegrims" (348. 05). or me (Butt) ALP [alpha omega], O Mega: 0 Big; O me grims: 0 me grin/ grim; megrim: migraine: head; Grim as God: o my God! With this call we all, as Christ did when he accused God o f forsaking him, lose ourselves, and a moment is marked by that loss, by that cry. Butt cries out (about) not only his transformation into ALP, not only to "omegrims" with his judgment on himself and his mother "me awlphul", but cries: "and medears run sloze". The waters of the river, of ALP, is made up of others, her children (me dears), her beauties. This sets up a pattern of creation that is simultaneously a collapse of identities (Butt:Shaun:ALP)
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? and a manifestation o f identity in others. These tears as they leave ALP form defined identities, drops ofwater:
It was so duusk that the tears o f night began to fall, first by ones and twos, then by threes and fours, at last by fives and sixes and sevens, for the tired ones were wecking, as we weep no with them. (158. 20-24)
"[A]s we weep no with them"? This disconnection "with them" means in weeping these tears ALP (k)no(ws) them as we might 'no' things at night, as negative spaces, what will later be called "trancitive spaces", so that we are not with them, but they constitute our own loss of ourselves (to sleep or time or death). This is a way of symbolizing what is not there, of seeming to say what cannot be said. While we cannot articulate ourselves as nothing, as dead, as not, and in this sense cannot get outside o f language, we can articulate 'nothing', 'death', 'not'. This articulation, however, cannot work through reference or identity (we cannot answer "what is it? " with "nothing" and mean this "nothing" ontologically). Nothing" emerges at a higher level of abstraction, at the level of meaning within the sentence, at the level o f grammar at which Wakecm nonsense functions. Ourexpressionsoflossbecomebecomingsofform. Butwhathasbecomeofsubstance and our relation to it?
ALP's breasts are maimed into "maimeries" by the children (medears) pulling her into themselves as they run into the future. Her dear tears are formed out o f herself and thrown into the procession "A and aa ab ad abu abiad. A babbel men dub gulch o f tears" ( 254. 17). This is another creation myth, another version of the Bible in two 'sentences'.
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? The 'facts' in this new world are letters and numbers, and thus we must read these sentences at that level.
The initial indefinite article is doubled by the succeeding command o f "and" into "aa". These three terms when contracted form "a an' aa", or a stuttered An(n)a. Indeed, in Swedish A and in Danish and Norwegian aa means river. The first and second term in thisserieseachconsistofoneandthreelettersrespectively. Thesecondtermina standard numerical progression of whole numbers, or of moments, or of identities would
consist of two letters. If we read this series numerically, therefore, the elided middle term between one and three arises as the third term as if called forth by its absence. Thus the beginning, "A" (one) and the end, "and" (three), generate the between "aa" (two). The two letter structure is repeated in the fourth term, the two letter "ab". This term does not replicate the doubling o f the initial "A", the origin, but introduces the second letter o f the alphabet and thus redefines the numerical series into an alphabetical series. This series, however, is interrupted, as was the numerical series, by the elision o f the expected "ac" and its replacement with the Latin ad, to, toward. The inclusion of "to" further conflates the alphabetic series with the numerical by repeating the third terms count (two) in the Latin semantic pun (to). This "disconnection ofthe succeeding" ( 228. 17) introduces a preposition o f movement, and thus serves to define the proceeding series by its looking forward. And if this end is not the identity of the mathematical and the alphabetical it might turn us back toward the source o f their mutual generation.
We have read only half-way through the first sentence: "A and aa ab . . The alphabetical numerical series o f this first eight letters is answered, mimicked, copied in the
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? last eight letters, and thus emerges as a picture, or rather a schematic o f how we become in our counting in our language. This is the picture:
A and aa ab/ ad /abu abiad.
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The indefinite singularity o f the "a" repeated, sung or strung as a series emerges as a pattern in which the "and" is translated into the mathematical operator "ad(d)". One might imagine our stuttering in sound, as an expression o f a will to speak, to configure ourselves within the world, abstracted into a reflection o f this stuttering into a representation, that is, into a symbolic operator. "Ad" creates an expectation ofan end, a movement toward objective space, seemingly satisfied with the inclusion of the father (Arabic, abu) into the series. Theeightlettersonthissideofthecentral"ad"coalesceintoonlytwoterms: "abu abiad". The second word, "abiad"(white), continues to sound in Arabic. HCE is invoked as the "White Father", the European God, the white imperialist entering Africa,
conquering those countries where Arabic is spoken. The polyphonic confusion o f terms and principles o f progression in the first eight letters is pushed toward an end where the father "abiad[s]", awaits, continues, abides, in tautology. This parody of Christ's claim to
be "the Alpha and the Omega" does not rest on the replication and leveling o f the beginning and end; but describes a beginning moving toward an end: a between.
The eight letter bookends, the past (ALP) and the future (HCE), isolate the toward (ad)asadescriptionofthepresentasakindofsubjunctive. Thesignificanceofthe number eight in the movement from nothingness to creation is described by Augustine in his Confessions. In his dissection of how time gets measured through sound and
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? language, Augustine invokes Ambrose's evening hymn, "God, Creator o f all things" , and then analyzes how this phrase describes God's creation from nothing:
'God, Creator o f all things'--Deus Creator omnium--the line consists o f eight syllables,inwhichshortandlongsyllablesalternate. Sothefourwhichareshort (the first, third, fifth, and seventh) are single in relation to the four long syllables (the second, fourth, sixth and eighth). . . . But when one syllable sounds after another, the short first, the long after it, how shall I keep my hold n the short, and how use it to measure the longs, so as to verify that the long is twice as much? . . . They do not exist. . . Therefore it is not the syllables which I am measuring, but something in my memory which stays fixed there. (Xl. xxvii [35])
The logic describing the relationship between the short and "single in relation to the four long" syllables recalls Joyce's "odd's without ends", and links this syllable interaction, in Joyce's case letter interactions, with this Creator o f all things: on one side o f "ad" ALP and on the other "HCE". The measuring of time in words, for Augustine, is measuring ourselves, our memory, and therefore a measuring of nothing in relation to the Ideality of God. ThemeaningofJoyce'sversionof"God,Creatorofallthings",inhishymntothe night, forces this Creator both into the missing substance, used by Augustine to describe
time, and into language. Joyce is making time language, and forcing God into grammar. This 18 letter description o f the Wake writes the ABC's as a modulation o f the
tautologically repetitive 'a and a a a' defining itselfas marking a succession of moments(? ) or minds(? ) or generations(? ) that in the marking separate out into noise (or poetry). This returns us to the Biblical story of continual separation, and, therefore, to the
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? fall of language from its ontological connection with God into Babel: "A babbel men dub gulchoftears. " Thisalphabet,however,remainsa"mamafesta[tion]"ofALP'sweeping and is thus a "babbel men dub", from the Arabic "Bab-el-Mandeb" ("the gate o f tears"), "gulch o f tears. " This doubled "gate/gulch o f tears" replicates the different perspectives o f conqueror and vanquished. The Arabic, o f course, is the repressed language o f the
natives, who understand the "White Father" as forcibly opening, as if raping their mother tongue, the "gate of tears". The "White Father", however, speaking in English sees only the manifestation of his crime, the eroded ravine filled with a torrent oftears that he gulps (from M E. gulchen, to gulp) into his "mawn" (91. 24).
These tears are ALP's children ("medears"). We must, however, distinguish betweentwoaspectsoftearsandcrying. Masculinetearsformthemselvesoutofa question: "And, Cod, says he with mugger's tears: Would you care to know the prise of a laird? " (54. 20). This question asked o f God the Cod can be translated "would you care to know the price/praise of a coin (F. laird), or the price/praise of a lord? " How can we separate the coin with its image of a lord from the lord himself? the king from divinity? This coinage is smelted out ofthe fiction that a piece of metal, a symbol, can be identified with actions, things, and people. This kind o f exchange is based on what Adorno calls a principle of identification, what in theological terms we could call the naming and the creation of man in God's image (Negative Dialectics, 146). The principle of identification is a symbolic economy that sets up equivalencies between goods and coins, between coins and lords, between lords and god(s). This economy, however, can function as a system of exchange only because these equivalencies do not describe identities, but rather serve to
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In this picture o f patriarchy, God selling and God creating are the same. Thus it is the masculine voice that asks o f itself: "If I sell whose, dears? Was I sold here' tears? " In the first question, Shaun the spaceman looks to the future and considers becoming a father and selling ALP's dear tears. Then the Oedipal identification with the father devolves into memory, into an identification with the children, asking whether he too was one of "her" tears sold here.
Themaleiscastontwosidesofthecoin: theenslavingpatriarchandthe victimized (spent) child. So ask him: "Did a weep get past the gate ofyour pride? " (
145. 12-13). The Pride ("prise o f a laird") that ties one to coins and to God represses the weeping that is ALP which exists prior to patriarchal selling. It is this weeping the father (abu in Arabic and a rune written in the procession o f letters in ALP) makes into coins and sells. Withoutcryingthemaleisleftwithonlyonewaytowatertheworld: he,asthe Wakesays,"Pee[s]forPride"(296. 05)fromhismale"prise"(prize). Onemightcallthis watering with an identity, with one, 1,1.
ALP's "feminine" weeping, however, is the movement o f the present as a continuous becoming (ALP) into the potential o f the future; and any weeping is a remembrance o f the past becoming into the present (maimeries in me buzzin). The conjunction between creating and losing generates a "why". A "why" uttered in the face o f such change is an expression o f the collapse o f what one could characterize as the
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? Augstinian self-directed and the Thomist world-directed theologies. In Augustine we find an allegorical distension o f the everyday into himself and towards God, a collapse o f metaphysics into confession. Aquinas inverts the implosive force o f Augustine's formulation o f the relation between the human and the divine into a hierarchy o f shifting sets of ontological relations and identities moving toward Absolute Actuality. Finnegans Wakewritesoutourordinaryexperienceofthenightasbetweenthesetwopoints: "Isthis space of our couple o f hours too dimensional for you, temporiser? " (154. 25-26).
Our expression of confusion forms a kind of statement, a mark of particularity that acts as an "ad" in our Babelling "gulch of tears". 12 The tears arise as a continual "Why" (the why we ask ourselves as we read the Wake):
But the river tripped on her by and by, lapping as though her heart was brook: "Why, why, why! Weh, 0 weh! I'se so silly to be flowing but I cana stay"! (159. 17-19)
These whys do not function as, what S. Bromberger calls, "normal form" why-questions. Normal form why-questions begin with a "why" and are followed by "an interrogative question designed to ask a whether-question-i. e. , a question whose right answer in English, if any, must be either 'yes' or 'no'" (86). 13ALP's "why" is not about anything that can be asserted. It has no intentional target. Once this intentionality is disengaged 'meaning' becomes the expression of a grammatical distinction or shift between what, withintheWake,looksliketheologicallanguagegames. Thisshiftingdescribesakindof time. The brook is broke into the tears that "for a thousand of tears had gone eon her and come on her" (159. 11). The "medears", the "by ones and twos, then by threes and fours .
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express themselves through "why, why, why? " This is the story o f asking "why" forming itself as a "whim" within language.
"[S]eeheeing the gheist" (299. 14) of Wakean nonsense, we can still make sense of the question "Why is this an answer? " We continually ask 'why read? ', 'why this? '. Our continual "why", a "weh" (way; why) through which we are conscious and measure our time in relation to the text, is itself a door between two incommensurable language systems, the "nat language" that generates this continual "why? ", and thus our asking o f it as well, and the indicative language of predication that can be evaluated as true or false, answered by a 'yes' or a 'no'. Thus ALP's "why, why . . . weh" asks 'why way? '; her "streamsbecoming" asks not "what way? ". The ontological instability o f the Wake generates why-questions not what-questions: "Was liffe worth leaving? "
10. 6 Masculinetautology
This feminine process of becoming is opposed to the masculine creative, sexual process o f repetitious identity, the continuous imprint o f man's own image and being on the supine woman:
while the man to be is in a worse case after than before since she on the supine satisfies the verg to him! Toughtough, tootoological. Thou the first person shingeller. Art, the imperfect subjunctive. (468. 16-09)
"Toughtough" suggests the German taufen, which means "baptism", a male baptism o f the female maybe, or the repetitious HCE expressing himselfthrough and as ALP, or ALP
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? becoming this repetition, the why returning to counting. The male creative act is also tautological repetition, which is too logical.
Logic is the rational process of relating defined symbolic quantities or qualities; it is the process o f transforming identities into rationally equivalent and, hence, related series o f concepts. In this tautological creative process the man is worse off than before, since the verge (his penis) is satisfied only to the verge (the shore of the river, of ALP), and thus the woman remains outside o f his tautological equation. The man's movement through eros toward thanatos leads toward self-annihilation without the renewing transformation into the other, which is to break beyond the solipsistic limits o f Kantian metaphysics: the verge. The meta-sexual symbolism here traces the logic o f our metaphors as they construct the logic o f relations defining substance. This tautological process is opposed to the fluidity of the relations within the flux of the river, of which art is an imperfect imitation o f the streams "subjunctive", underlying connective, quality (226. 14-17). The result of the male creative process is a loss of creative energy, where he is worse off than before. In other words, his creative process is one-directional and not one of renewal.
This too is a part o f the principle o f identification, where, as Adorno asserts, "non- identity is the secret telos of identification" (Negative Dialectics, 149). Self-annihilation in theotherisneverrealized. YetJoycegoesbeyondthelimitsofidentityandcreatesakind of dialectic between "Thou the first person shingeller" and "Art, the imperfect subjective. " Structurally the "Thou" functions within a subject/object grammar. The "Thou" is both object (identified as a 2nd person) and simultaneously a subject (1st person): such would be "man's" definition o f YHWH as the first cause o f creation. The voice that identifies the
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? "Thou" does not recognize itself nor claim the authority o f 1st person. This voice gains its identity in the succeeding sentence: "Art, an imperfect subjunctive. " This voice is both "Art", the Wake and its created consciousness, and an archaic form of "are", the verb associated with the second person "Thou". This verb, however, as an "imperfect subjunctive" functions as a continuous movement o f what we call our past. Whatever our motivations or desires, they remain incomplete, and thus create a future for us out o f our investment in our being ("Art": are) these possibilities we desire. This is a form of not-
being-toward-an-object. The dialectic moves between the 2nd person verb and pronoun, and yet neither the "Thou" nor the voice speaking through the verb can create themselves as objects. They exist as subjects who never translate themselves into an other, for such a translation is self-annihilation and tautological. This voice, therefore, stands outside of the creative power generated by the principle o f identification and differentiation that we associate with YHWH and HCE.
The feminine creative process constructs itselfas ALP, who contains hyperbolicallyallchange,alltime,inacontinualrenewal: "Mammywas,Mimmyis, Minuscolinie's to be. . . The same renew" (226. 14-17). This well known passage, unlike the earlier assertion that "Anna was, Livia is, Plurabelle's to be" ( 215. 24), begins to explain the mechanism o f time embedded within ALP's identity. The vowels in "Mammy" and"Mimmy"mimicthevowelsineachrespectiveandsucceedingverb. "Alphabetty
verbage" is introjected into the consonant world ofMMMY as if verbal tense were pulling being behind it. This pattern is foregone in the future tense. Identity begins to dwindle into the Italian minuscoline (feminine plural), very tiny "plurabilities". The future as a
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? final goal is ahead of being and thus contains a vmmis-cailin (Gaelic, a young girl, a maiden, and one would suspect a virgin). The future then becomes a negative feminine space, but also a looking forward to a time when ALP's youth will be subtracted from her. Such a dwindling old woman recalls the Sibyl that Eliot invokes in the epigraph to "The Waste Land", with, however, the inclusion of what both the Sibyl and Eliot could not remember: "the same renew. " In the Wake constant renewal creates an eternal now of "tocoming", of self-transformation and movement toward the forever mysterious space of the "minuscoline". This is the present missing in Genesis: "all in the tocoming o f the semperetemal apeel spry with it" (508. 29).
ALP contains all time, as does Christ, but she herself is not an identity o f being as Christ is. "In the becoming was the weared, wontnat! " ( 487. 20-21). The Word has become Old English wyrd, time, change, becoming, but also destiny and fate, the space of the future created through the becoming that was, is, and will be, as a description of ourselves within our grammatical distinctions. This "weared" is apparently "wontnat. " A complex word that sandwiches a phallic "t" between "won" (victoiy and one) and "nat" (night and not, null, zero). Thus are Christ, HCE, and all dreamers and readers o f the Wake (whatever their gender) crucified and linked with the world o f identity (God) and theworldoftime(loss). Simultaneouslywithinthiscosmologyonefinds"wantnot"and "wont (dwell, abide) not". The interpenetration of the command to not desire (to abide) and to not abide creates an unsettled tension, a disruption that undercuts itselfjust as it attemptstocompleteitself(likefindingan"a"in'abide',"abiad"). "Wontnat"becomesa compressed but inverted version of "A and aa ab ad abu abiad", inverted because the
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? "won" is crucified into "nat" and the "to" replaced with a "t". And what is most important in this inverted logos is the replacement o f desire with unspecified movement, and thus the failure to create an objective space toward which one can move.
This "weared" can never be resolved into the relatively static categories of language, and therefore not into any Word: "In the beginning was the gest he joustly says, fortheendiswithwomen,flesh-without-word"(468. 05-06). Thebeginningisnotthe sameastheend. Inthebeginningwasajest,anadventure,astory,agesture,andan "enterruption" (332. 36), the change ofthe established pattern ofrelations, a mutation that sprung from "he war", the jousting spear slung horizontal from desire for a damsel that cannot be named, captured, nor held within identity or tautology.
We must be careful not to repress the "with" and read this as "the end is women. " Rather this end must be read as either a masculine movement toward and into a relationship "with women", and/or an expression o f masculine fear o f women, who possess the end and therefore must be avoided or killed. The first reading asserts that the existential reality grounded in flesh and in the present possesses the identities which frame it. It inverts the dynamics o f possession and identity by creating a new sense o f possession. Ifwe look back a page we find: "thinking himselfinto the fourth dimension and place the ocean between his and ours" ( 467. 22-3). Within the Wake the sleeper's and the characters' possession o f themselves is impossible, as it is in time, within the "fourth dimension," where our selves unravel before the constant intrusion o f change. "His" and "our", therefore, represent the faith in identity, in possession, that holds our conscious selveswithintheontologyofdifferencedefinedbyYHWH. Theyarenot,however,the
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? ground o f our being, if one can call it that, which lies, instead, within the ocean between "I" ("our"), first person plural, and "he" or "it" ("his"), third person singular: "Thou art" --
"It wham"?
The relationship between subject ("I") and object ("it") is explored in Joyce's
characterizationof"women,flesh-without-word". Thetransformationofthe"word"into flesh is analogous to the transformation o f an "it" into a "thou" discussed by Buber in I and Thou. This transformation redefines the relationship between subject and object by establishing a verbal consciousness created out o f the instantiating equation o f an "I" with the speaking self and the animation of "things", or of an "it", through its recognition as a "thou". ForJoycetheend,whatinthelanguageofconsciousnessisunderstoodasan identity or an object, becomes the actualization of a relationship "with women. " Women here are categorically defined, reduced to the existential condition o f mortal flesh, as opposed to the conceptual objectification o f words. While such a reduction is certainly a violent limitation on women, it does transform "women" into a "thou" and not an object, an"it". Fleshbecomesthecommonrealityofbeingforboththeselfandtheother;andas
the ground o f being becomes actualized as a presence which can define itself and interact with the "I" as an equivalent "I", that is, as a "you" within the grammar of this recognition.
10. 6 The limits of 'why"
The over 800 river names in Book I, chapter 8 cannot name this flesh, this "polycarppool"oftheunconscious. Althoughinsleepyouarenolongeryourself,you stillstreamalong,untired,throughthesubjunctivetiesofcreation: "Theuntiretiesof
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? liveslivingbeingtheonesubstranceofstreamsbecoming"(597. 07-08). Beingis transformed into an active becoming ("livesliving") which cannot be totalized within an identity, but remains unentire, incomplete. Both Faust's "In the beginning was the Deed", and Yeats' "How can we know the dancer from the dance? " totalize the action o f being within an equation identifying the subject with the object, the beginning with the end. For Joyce, the incompleteness that moves through "livesliving being" is united within a single "substrance". Substanceispunnedintoasubstratethatisaperspective,aviewing,a tranceratherthanabeing. "Trancitivespace"(594. 03)isfilledwith"substrance",which isnotsubstanceatallbutsubjectivityreflectingitselfasitbecomesitself: "everybally being is becoming in its owntown eyeballs" ( 523. 12).
In Book IV, the feminine dynamic o f becoming begins to hide behind the coming light of day, or rather it fades into the gap between the developing identities of consciousness. The a Wakening sleeper must re-constitute being as identity. The father (abu) in ALP must be identified, differentiated, and established as a final end:
Or, but, now and airing out her mirgery margery watersheads and, to change that subjunct from the traumaturgid for once in a while and darting back to stuff, if so beyoumayidentifyyourself withhiminyou. . . sincethenourtoomanyofher, Abha na Life, and gettin on to dadaddy.
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One must clear one's head o f the waters o f Anna Livia, for a moment and alter the subjunctive flow o f becoming into an identity that is you. This is the transformation from "pluralities" of "Abha na Life" into the male creative process of "dadaddy. " The last line of
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? the book moves as close to the world o f identities and nouns as possible without stepping out of the immanent "river of lives": "A way a lone a last a loved a long the"( 628. 15-16). The word is no longer "aplomb" (vertical), rather it moves like the spirit of God, in the second verse o f Genesis, across the surface o f chaos not yet ready to transform the unknown into the known.
Within the fluidity o f change the source o f creation is known, but the manifestation, the identity ofthis creation remains a mystery: "Ofcause so! And in effect, as? (615. 11). If the sleeper is to wake up he must jump from the 'the' to an identity. This re-beginning is the renewal o f the creative flux o f the "riverrun, past Eve and Adam's" withwhichthebookopens. Withinthis"streamsbecoming"onelosesone'sselftothe flowing totality o f the eternal now. It is only when the world is fragmented into a complex o f non-becoming identities that reality gains a definable substance o f being: "The untireties o f livesliving being the one substrance o f a streamsbecoming" (597. 07-08). "Untireties" are not entire; they are incomplete. When one is asleep one is no longer entire, or in complete control of oneself. Where does one look for oneself? In other peoplemaybe,callingitlove. Yetwithinthe"streamsbecoming"onecontinuestostream along,untired,throughthesubjunctivetiesofcreation. "[Ljiveslivingbeing"represents the transformation of identity and being into the action of living. The "untireties of livesliving" are equated with "the one substrance of a streamsbecoming". We remain
withinthe"hauntingcrevices"betweenidentities: "Verbumprincipiantthroughthe trancitive spaces! " (594. 02-03). The dynamic creative process is equated to the underlying, all inclusive, trancitive space o f incompleteness.
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? The Bible tries to reduce why-questions to what-questions, to confuse meaning for substance as a way o f excluding the kind o f ontological instability creation myths explicitly domesticate. The process o f creation, as it is understood in Genesis, and as it is a return to consciousness and identity, hypostatizes creative power (transformation, becoming, making) into static forms that undermine this very creative power. God destroys himself. Thus, it is God who must be reborn. His rebirth flows through an equivalency between the created, the act of creation, and the creator. Yet this rebirth remains within an ontology o f identity, and thus it generates, in the image o f itself, a fragmented world o f identities. Joyce, however, recreates reality by defining creation within the "chaosmos" of the present, playing between the residual forms of identity associated with HCE and the dynamic becoming of ALP. Finnegans Wake continually follows and conflates being as becoming (ALP as "riverrun") as it leads to the discorded identity of HCE (Howth Castle and Environs). This is the movement of the first sentence. Joyce has reintegrated the present into a creative ontology by defining creation as a becoming o f potential, grounded in both the doer (ALP) and the doing (HCE). For Joyce, however, it is ALP who
ultimately becomes Christ, who drowns herself as did Phlebas, and loses her identity, but gains the eternal ability, the "Plurabilities," to become, to renew, and to always be a becoming o f herself.
But is ALP as this becoming only a figure o f speech? a transcribed desire for god reconfigured at the edge of a syntax associated for Joyce with the strange interaction between identity and being, internal consciousness and expression, which describes Augustine's exploration o f the Trinity, as much as Freud's articulation o f identity
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? determined by desire and fear? In De Trinitate Augustine discovers the Trinitarian relations and identities embedded in our actual thinking, practices, and being, or rather he derives out of our experience the shifting set of relations leading to and expressing the Triune God. Joyce pursues a similar theological goal, but one grounded in the ordinariness o f our nocturnal life and one that rewrites Trinitarian Identities into flux, but a flux out o f which a consciousness may emerge. Self-reflexively dynamic ALP replaces through her "corrosive sublimation" the world of identities naming HCE. This process of replacement mimics Augustine's replacement in De Trinitate of how mind, knowledge,
and love determine our knowing of the world with how memory, understanding, and will redefine these Trinitarian images in self-knowledge: in knowing what we already know as ourselves. The complex relation between knowing and self-knowing rewrites the absolute nature of mind into the "notion of love as a 'search"'(72). 14 In other words, Augustine follows the "certainties with regard to the nature of mind", defined by mind, knowledge and love, into a study of our sensory awareness of becoming in time, within ourselves, and
towards God. Finnegans Wake embodies such a study in the "finnecies of [its] poetry wed music" (377. 17).
Music can seem an "A and aa ab ad abu abiad. A babbel men dub gulch o f tears" (254. 17), and in this approach mathematics. A mathematics o f this sort articulates an order, a pattern, a logic of forms: a syntax pretending to generate out of this logic a content (even if only at the limits of sense). Poetry asserts that its essence lies not in its parts so much as in its organization. At this level of abstraction Peter Caws' description of poetry makes sense of such a mathematics: "words that belong together, to be
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? remembered and recited in a given but not intuitively obvious order" (241). 15 From this he makes the important observation that the first and in many ways most significant poems we leam are the alphabet and the ordinal numbers. This belonging together functions like syntax does for Quine, which determines what strings count as legitimate within a language. Poetry can, therefore, be understood as syntax. But a syntax for what?
