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If otherwise your wrath itself would sate,
It is deceived: and none will credit show;
To Love and to myself my thanks for this I owe.

Word:

If appeasing

Question:

Why does the speaker believe their wrath is deceived and credit is not shown to Love and themselves?

Answer (optional):

The speaker believes their wrath is deceived and credit is not shown to Love and themselves because they have realized that their own actions and emotions are the cause of their strife. They have decided to not blame Love or anyone else for their heartache, and instead take responsibility for their own feelings and actions.