No More Learning

Voyage to Cythera

My heart soared with joy, like a bird in flight,

haunting the rigging sliding by:

the ship swayed under a cloudless sky,

like an angel, dazed by radiant light.

What island is that, dark and sad? - Cythera,

in verse, it's famous you understand,

every aged child's golden land.

Look, after all, there's nothing here.

- Isle of sweet secrets and the heart's delight!

Ancient Venus's marvellous shadow,

like perfume, covers the sea, around you,

fills the mind with love, and the languorous night.

Isle of green myrtle and flowers, wide open,

beautiful, revered by every nation,

where the sighs, of the heart's adoration,

glide like incense, over a rose garden,

or are cooing, like doves, in scented air!

- Cythera, now a desert, to mock,

full of piercing calls, a barren rock.

But I saw a strange thing there!

It was not a temple, shaded by trees,

where the young priestess, with flower-like desires,

her body alight with secret fires,

goes, opening her robes to the passing breeze.

But a shore where our white sails moving by

disturbed the birds, and we saw, like jet,

the black of a cypress tree's silhouette,

a three-branched gibbet, against the sky.

A fierce bird, perching, on the head

of a hanged man, rent him, surely,

planting its impure beak, in fury,

in the bloody corners of the dead.

The eyes were two holes: from the cavernous belly

the weight of his guts poured down his sides,

and his torturers, gorged on hideous delights,

had castrated him, most efficiently.

Beneath his feet, circling, spun a jealous pack

their muzzles lifted, of whirling beasts,

one large one, leaping in their midst,

an executioner, with cohorts at his back.

Inhabitant of Cythera, son, of that lovely sky,

you suffered their insults, silently,

to expiate your infamy,

lacking the tomb your crimes deny.

Hanged man, grotesque sufferer, your pain is mine!

I felt at the sight of your dangling limbs,

the long stream of gall, old sufferings,

rise to my teeth like acid bile.

Before you, poor devil, of dear memory,

I felt all the beaks, and ravening claws,

of swooping ravens, dark panthers' jaws,

that were once so fond of tearing at me.

- The sky was entrancing, so calm the sea,

but, to me, all was dark, and smeared with blood.

Alas! My heart was buried, for good,

in the depths, the winding sheet, of an allegory.

O Venus, what I found, in your island, was just

a symbolic gallows, with my image, in suspense.

O God! Give me the courage, and the strength,

to contemplate my heart, and body, without disgust!

Note: The island of Cythera in the Aegean Sea is the symbolic isle of Venus Aphrodite, who was born from the sea-foam, near the island.

Evening Twilight

Here's the criminal's friend, delightful evening:

come like an accomplice, with a wolf's loping:

slowly the sky's vast vault hides each feature,

and restless man becomes a savage creature.

Evening, sweet evening, desired by him who can say

without his arms proving him a liar: 'Today

we've worked! ' - It refreshes, this evening hour,

those spirits that savage miseries devour,

the dedicated scholar with heavy head,

the bowed workman stumbling home to bed.

Yet now unhealthy demons rise again

clumsily, in the air, like busy men,

beat against sheds and arches in their flight.

And among the wind-tormented gas-lights

Prostitution switches on through the streets

opening her passageways like an ant-heap:

weaving her secret tunnels everywhere,

like an enemy planning a coup, she's there

burrowing into the wombs of the city's mires,

like a worm stealing from Man what it desires.

Here, there, you catch the kitchens' whistles,

the orchestras' droning, the theatres' yells,

low dives where gambling's all the pleasure,

filling with whores, and crooks, their partners,

and the thieves who show no respite or mercy,

will soon be setting to work, as they tenderly,

they too, toil at forcing safes and doorways,

to live, clothe their girls, for a few more days.

Collect yourself, my soul, at this grave hour,

and close your ears to the rising howl.

It's now that the pains of the sick increase!

Dark Night clasps them by the throat: they reach

their journey's end, the common pit's abandon:

the hospital fills with their sighs. - Many a one,

will never return to their warm soup by the fire,

by the hearth, at evening, next to their heart's desire.

And besides the majority have never known

never having lived, the gentleness of home!

Morning Twilight

Reveille was sounding on barrack-squares,

and the wind of dawn blew on lighted stairs.

It was the hour when a swarm of evil visions

torments swarthy adolescents, when pillows hum:

when, a bloodshot eye, throbbing and quivering,

the lamp makes a reddened stain on the morning:

when the soul, by dull sour body, bowed down,

enacts the struggle between lamp and dawn.

Like a tearful face that the breeze wipes dry,

the air's filled with the frisson of things that fly,

and man is tired of writing, woman with loving.

The chimneys, here and there, began smoking.

The women of pleasure, with their bleary eyes,

and gaping mouths, were sleeping stupefied:

poor old women, with chilled and meagre breasts,

blew the embers, then fingers, roused from rest.

It was the hour, when frozen, with money scarcer,

the pains of women in childbirth grew fiercer:

and like a sob cut short by a surge of blood

a cock-crow far away broke through the fog:

a sea of mist bathed the buildings, dying men,

in the depths of the workhouse, groaned again

emitting their death-rattles in ragged breaths.

Debauchees, tired by their efforts, headed for rest.

Shivering dawn in a robe of pink and green

made her way slowly along the deserted Seine,

and sombre Paris, eyes rubbed and watering,

groped for its tools, an old man, labouring.

The Invitation to the Voyage

My sister, my child

imagine, exiled,

The sweetness, of being there, we two!

To live and to sigh,

to love and to die,

In the land that mirrors you!

The misted haze

of its clouded days

Has the same charm to my mind,

as mysterious,

as your traitorous

Eyes, behind glittering blinds.

There everything's order and beauty,

calm, voluptuousness, and luxury.

The surface gleams

are polished it seems,

Through the years, to grace our room.

The rarest flowers

mix, with fragrant showers,

The vague, amber perfume.

The dark, painted halls,

the deep mirrored walls,

With Eastern splendour hung,

all secretly speak,

to the soul, its discrete,

Sweet, native tongue.

There, everything's order and beauty,

calm, voluptuousness and luxury.

See, down the canals,

the sleeping vessels,

Those nomads, their white sails furled:

Now, to accomplish

your every wish,

They come from the ends of the world.

- The deep sunsets

surround the west,

The canals, the city, entire,

with blue-violet and gold;

and the Earth grows cold

In an incandescent fire.

There, everything's order and beauty,

calm, voluptuousness and luxury.

The Invitation to the Voyage (Prose Poem)

There's a magnificent land, a land of Cockaigne, they say,

that I've dreamed of visiting with a dear mistress. A unique land, drowned in our Northern mists, that you might call the Orient of the West, the China of Europe, so freely is warm and capricious Fantasy expressed there, so patiently and thoroughly has she adorned it with learned and luxuriant plants.

A true land of Cockaigne, where all is lovely, rich, tranquil, honest: where luxury delights in reflecting itself as order: where life is full and sweet to breathe: from which disorder, turbulence, the unforeseen are banished: where happiness is married to silence: where the cooking itself is poetic, both rich and exciting: where everything resembles you, my sweet angel.

Do you know that fevered malady that seizes us in our cold misery, that nostalgia for an unknown land, that anguish of curiosity? There's a country you resemble, where everything is lovely, tranquil and honest, where Fantasy has built and adorned a western China, where life is sweet to breathe, where happiness is married to silence. There we must go and live, there we must go to die!

Yes, there we must go to breathe, dream, prolong the hours with an infinity of sensations. Some musician has composed The Invitation to the Waltz: who shall compose The Invitation to the Voyage, one can offer to the beloved, the sister of their choice?

Yes, it would be good to be alive in that atmosphere, - there where the hours that pass more slowly contain more thought, where the clocks chime happiness with a deeper, more significant solemnity.

On shining wall-panels, on walls lined with gilded leather, of sombre richness, blissful paintings live discreetly, calm and deep as the souls of the artists who created them. The sunsets that colour the dining-room, the salon, so richly, are softened by fine fabrics, or those high latticed windows divided in sections by leading. The furniture, vast, curious, bizarre, is armed with locks and secrets like refined souls. The mirrors, metals, fabrics, plate and ceramics play a mute, mysterious symphony for the eyes: and from every object, every corner, the gaps in the drawers, the folds of fabric, a unique perfume escapes: the call of Sumatra, that is like the soul of the apartment.

A true land of Cockaigne, I tell you, where all is rich, clean and bright like a clear conscience, like a splendid battery of kitchenware, like magnificent jewellery, like a multi-coloured gem! The treasures of the world enrich it, as in the home of some hard-working man, who's deserved well of the whole world. A unique land, superior to others, as art is to Nature, re-shaped here by dream, corrected, adorned, remade.

Let them search and search again, tirelessly extending the frontiers of their happiness, those alchemists of the gardener's art! Let them offer sixty, a hundred thousand florins reward to whoever realises their ambitious projects! I though, have found my black tulip, my blue dahlia!

Incomparable bloom, tulip re-found, allegorical dahlia, it is there, is it not, to that beautiful land so calm and full of dreams, that you must go to live and flower? Would you not be surrounded by your own analogue, could you not mirror yourself, to speak as the mystics do, in your own correspondence?

Dreams! Always dreams! And the more aspiring and fastidious the soul, the more its dreams exceed the possible. Every man has within him his does of natural opium, endlessly secreted and renewed, and how many hours do we count, from birth to death, that are filled with positive pleasure, by successful deliberate action? Shall we ever truly live, ever enter this picture my mind has painted, this picture that resembles you?

Those treasures, items of furniture, that luxury, order, those perfumes, miraculous flowers, are you. They are you also, those great rivers and tranquil canals. Those huge ships they carry charged with riches, from which rise monotonous sailors chants, those are my thoughts that sleep or glide over your breast. You conduct them gently towards that sea, the Infinite, while reflecting the depths of the sky in your sweet soul's clarity: - and when, wearied by the swell, gorged with Oriental wares, they re-enter their home port, they are my thoughts still, enriched, returning from the Infinite to you.

The Irreparable

Can we stifle the old, long-lived Remorse,

that lives, writhes, heaves,

feeds on us, like a worm on a corpse,

like oak-gall on the oak-trees?

Can we stifle the old, long-lived Remorse?

In what potion, in what wine, in what brew,

shall we drown this old enemy.

greedy, destructive as a prostitute,

ant-like always filled with tenacity?

In what potion? - In what wine? - In what brew?

Tell us, lovely witch, oh, tell us, if you know,

tell the spirit filled with anguish

as if dying crushed by the wounded, oh,

crumpled beneath the horses,

tell us, lovely witch, oh, tell us, if you know,

tell the one in agony the wolf's already scented

whom the raven now surveys,

tell the shattered soldier! Say, if he's intended

to despair of cross and grave:

poor soul in agony the wolf's already scented!

Can we illuminate a black and muddied sky?

can we pierce the shadowy evening,

denser than pitch, with neither day or night,

star-less, with no funereal lightning?

Can we illuminate a black and muddied sky?

The Hope that shone in the Tavern window

is quenched, is dead forever!

How to find without sunlight, without moon-glow,

for the foul road's martyrs, ah, shelter!

The Devil's quenched all in the Tavern window!

Adorable witch, do you love the damned?

Say, do you know the unforgivable?

Do you understand Remorse, its poisoned hand,

for which our heart serves as target?

Adorable witch, do you love the damned?

The Irreparable, with its accursed tooth bites

at our soul, this pitiful monument,

and often gnaws away like a termite,

below the foundations of the battlement.

The Irreparable, with its accursed tooth, bites!

- Sometimes on the boards of a cheap stage

lit up by the sonorous orchestra,

I've seen a fairy kindling miraculous day,

in the infernal sky above her:

sometimes on the boards of a cheap stage,

a being, who is nothing but light, gold, gauze,

flooring the enormous Satan:

but my heart, that no ecstasy ever saw,

is a stage where ever and again

one awaits in vain the Being with wings of gauze!

The Poison

Wine can clothe the most sordid hole

in miraculous luxury,

and let many a fabulous portico float free

in the gold of its red glow,

like a setting sun in the sky's cloudy sea.

Opium expands things without boundaries,

extends the limitless,

makes time profounder, deepens voluptuousness,

fills the soul beyond its capacities,

with the pleasures of gloom and of darkness.

None of that equals the poison that flows

from your eyes, your eyes of green,

lakes where, mirrored, my trembling soul is seen. . .

my dreams come flocking, a host,

to quench their thirst in the bitter stream.

None of that equals the dreadful marvel though

of your saliva's venom,

that plunges my soul, remorseless, into oblivion,

and causing vertigo,

rolls it swooning towards the shores of doom!

Clouded Sky

One would say your gaze was a misted screen:

your strange eyes (are they blue, grey or green? )

changeable, tender, dreamy, cruel, and again

echoing the indolence and pallor of heaven.

You bring me those blank days, mild and hazy,

that melt bewitched hearts into weeping,

when twisted, stirred by some unknown hurt,

our over-stretched nerves mock the numbed spirit.

Often you resemble the loveliest horizons

lit by the suns of foggy seasons. . . .

how splendid you are, a dew-wet country,

inflamed by the rays of a misted sky!

O dangerous woman, o seductive glow,

will I someday adore your frost and snow,

and learn to draw, from implacable winter

sharp-edged as steel or ice, new pleasure?

The Cat

I

A fine cat prowls about in my brain,

as if in his own apartment,

he's charming, gentle, confident,

when he mews you have to strain

to hear the discreet and tender tone:

whether it soothes or scolds its sound

is always rich, always profound.

It's his secret charm, and his alone.

This voice which purls and filters

to the darkest depths of my being

swells in me like verse multiplying

and delights me like a magic philtre.

It comprehends all ecstasy,

calms my cruellest suffering:

and has no need of words to sing

the longest sentences to me.

No, there's no bow that gliding

over my heart's pure instrument,

could make its most sensitive string

deliver more noble tidings,

than your voice, which as

in an angel, cat of mystery,

seraphic, extraordinary,

is as subtle as it's harmonious!

II

From its light-brownish fur, such

a sweet perfume gathers,

I was scented by it after

stroking it once, one touch.

It's the room's familiar spirit:

it judges, presides, inspires,

all things within its empire:

a god perhaps, a faery is it?

When my eyes are obediently

drawn to this cat I love,

like a magnet, and I look

into myself profoundly,

I see with pure amazement

the fire of his pale pupils,

bright lamps, living opals,

fixed on me, in contemplation.

Monologue

You are a lovely autumn sky, rose-clear!

But sadness is flowing in me like the sea,

And leaves on my sullen lip, as it disappears,

of its bitter slime the painful memory.

- Your hand glides over my numb breast in vain:

what it seeks, dear friend, is a place made raw

by woman's ferocious fang and claw, refrain:

seek this heart, the wild beasts tear, no more.

My heart is a palace defiled by the rabble,

they drink, and murder, and clutch each other's hair!

- About your naked throat a perfume hovers! . . .

O Beauty, harsh scourge of souls, this is your care!

With your eyes of fire, dazzling as at our feasts,

Burn these scraps to ashes, spared by the beasts!

Autumn Song

I

Soon we'll plunge into the bitter shadows:

Goodbye bright sunlit summers, all too short!

Already I can hear the gloomy blows:

the wood reverberates in some paved court.

Winter once more will enter in my being: anger,

shuddering, horror, hate, forced labour's shock,

like the sun in its deep hell, northern, polar,

my heart no more than a red, frozen block.

Trembling, I hear every log that falls:

building a scaffold makes no duller echoes.

My spirit's like a shattered tower, its walls

split by the battering ram's slow tireless blows.

Rocked by monotonous thuds, I feel it's done,

a coffin's being nailed in haste somewhere.

For whom? - Yesterday summer, now it's autumn!

The mysterious noise rings of departure there.

II

I love the greenish light of your almond eyes,

gentle beauty, but all's bitter to me today,

and nothing, your love, the boudoir, your fire,

matches the sun, for me, glittering on the waves.

Yet tender heart, love me still! Be like a mother

however ungrateful, however unworthy I am:

be the short-lived sweetness, sister or lover,

of a glorious autumn or the setting sun.

Short task! The grave waits: it is greedy!

Ah, let me rest my forehead on your knees,

regretting summer, white and torrid, let me

enjoy the late season's gentle yellow rays!

Autumn Sonnet

Your eyes, clear as crystal, ask me: 'Strange lover,

what do I mean to you? '- Hush, and be charming!

My heart, irritated by all but the one thing,

the primitive creature's absolute candour,

is unwilling to show its infernal secret to you,

cradler whose hand invites to deep slumber,

and its black inscription written in fire,

I hate passion, the spirit sickens me too!

Let us love gently. Love in hiding, discreet,

in shadowy ambush, bends his fatal bow.

The weapons of his ancient arsenal I know:

Crime, horror, madness! - My pale marguerite!

are you not, as I am, an autumn sun though,

O my so white, my so cold Marguerite?

To She Who Is Too Light-hearted

Your head, your gesture, your air,

are lovely, like a lovely landscape:

laughter's alive, in your face,

a fresh breeze in a clear atmosphere.

The dour passer-by you brush past there,

is dazzled by health in flight,

flashing like a brilliant light

from your arms and shoulders.

The resounding colours

with which you sprinkle your dress,

inspire the spirits of poets

with thoughts of dancing flowers.

Those wild clothes are the emblem

of your brightly-hued mind:

madcap by whom I'm terrified,

I hate you, and love you, the same!

Sometimes in a lovely garden

where I trailed my listlessness,

I've felt the sunlight sear my breast

like some ironic weapon:

and Spring's green presence

brought such humiliation

I've levied retribution on

a flower, for Nature's insolence.

So through some night, when the hour

of sensual pleasure sounds,

I'd like to slink, mute coward, bound

for your body's treasure,

to bruise your sorry breast,

to punish your joyful flesh,

form in your startled side, a fresh

wound's yawning depth,

and - breath-taking rapture! -

through those lips, new and full

more vivid and more beautiful

infuse my venom, my sister!

Reversibility

Angel of joyfulness, do you know anguish,

shame, remorse, sobbing, despondency,

those dreadful nights of vague anxiety,

when, like crumpled paper, the heart's crushed?

Angel of joyfulness, do you know anguish,

Angel of goodness, do you know hatred,

fists clenched in the darkness, tears of gall,

when vengeance taps out its infernal call,

and takes control of thoughts in the head?

Angel of goodness, do you know hatred?

Angel of health, do you know the fevers,

that the length of the dingy workhouse wall,

like exiles, dragging their feet along, all

moving their lips, seek absent summers?

Angel of health, do you know the fevers?

Angel of beauty, do you know those furrows,

and fears of old-age, and the hideous torture

of reading devotion's intimate horror,

in eyes where for years our greedy eyes burrowed?

Angel of beauty, do you know those furrows?

Angel of happiness, of joy's bright flares,

King David would have found life, near the tomb,

in your enchanted body's perfume:

but, angel, all I ask of you is your prayers,

Angel of happiness, of joy's bright flares!

Note: The servants of King David sought for a young virgin to warm him in his old age, because he could get no heat. See The First Book of Kings 1-4.

Confession

Once, once only, sweet and lovable woman,

you leant your smooth arm on mine

(that memory has never faded a moment

from the shadowy depths of my mind):

it was late: the full moon spread its light

like a freshly minted disc,

and like a river, the solemnity of night

flowed over sleeping Paris.

Along the houses, under carriage gates,

cats crept past furtively,

ears pricked, or else like familiar shades,

accompanied us slowly.

Suddenly, in our easy intimacy,

that flower of the pale light,

from you, rich, sonorous instrument, eternally

quivering gaily, bright,

from you, clear and joyous as a fanfare

in the glittering dawn

a strange, plaintive sigh escaped

a faltering tone

as from some stunted child, detestable, sullen, foul,

whose family in shame

hide it for years, to conceal it from the world

in the cellar's dark cave.

My poor angel, that harsh voice of yours cried:

'That nothing on earth is certain,

and however carefully it's disguised,

human selfishness rips the curtain:

it's a hard life being a lovely woman,

it's the banal occupation

of a cold, crazed dancer who summons

the mechanical smile's occasion:

it's stupid to build on the mortal heart:

everything shatters, love and beauty,

till Oblivion hurls them into its cart,

and returns them to Eternity! '

I've often recalled that enchanted silence,

its moon, and its languor: all

of that dreadful whispered confidence

in the heart's confessional.

For Madame Sabatier

What will you say tonight, poor soul in solitude,

what will you say my heart, withered till now,

to the so beautiful, so sweet, so dear one,

whose divine gaze recreated the flower?

- We will set Pride now to singing her praises:

nothing outdoes her sweet air of authority.

Her spiritual flesh has the perfume of angels,

and her eye surrounds us in robes of infinity.

Whether in the night, and alone, and in solitude,

whether in the street, and among the multitude,

her phantom dances in air, like a flame.

Sometimes it speaks and it says 'I am beautiful.

You, for the love of me, must love beauty alone:

for I am your Madonna, Muse, Guardian Angel.

The Living Torch

They go before me, those Eyes full of light

that some wise Angel has magnetised,

those divine brothers, my brothers, go, bright,

flashing their diamond fires in my eyes.

Leading my steps on Beauty's way,

saving me from snares, from grievous crime,

they are my servants and I am their slave:

all my being obeys that living flame.

Charmed Eyes, you shine with the mystic glow

of candles lighted in broad day, the sun

reddens, fails to quench, their eerie flow:

they celebrate Death: you sing the Resurrection:

you sing the resurrection of my soul,

Stars whose fires no sun can ever cool!

Hymn

To the too-dear, to the too-beautiful,

who fills my heart with clarity,

to the angel, to the immortal idol,

All hail, in immortality!

She flows through my reality,

air, mixed with the salt sea-swell:

into my soul's ecstasy,

pours the essence of the eternal;

Ever-fresh sachet, that scents

the dear corner's atmospheric light,

hidden smoke, of the burning censer,

in the secret paths of night.

How, incorruptible love,

to express your endless verities?

Grain of musk, unseen, above,

in the depths of my infinities!

To the too-dear, to the too-beautiful,

who is my joy and sanity,

to the angel, to the immortal idol,

All hail in immortality!
Moesta et Errabunda

Tell me, does your heart sometimes soar, Agathe,

far from the dark sea of the sordid city,

towards another sea, a blaze of splendour that

is blue, bright, deep as virginity?

Tell me, does your heart sometimes soar, Agathe?

The sea, the vast sea, consoles us for our efforts!

What demon entrusted the sea, that hoarse singer

that accompanies the immense roar of tempests,

with being the sublime sleep-bringer?

The sea, the vast sea, consoles us for our efforts!

Carry me wagons! Take me, frigate!

Far, far! Here the city slime is made of our weeping!

Is it true that your sad heart, Agathe,

cries: 'Far from remorse, from crime, from suffering,

carry me wagons, take me frigate!

How far perfumed paradise, you are removed

from us, where the clear blue is all love and happiness,

where what one loves is worthy of being loved,

where the heart drowns in pure voluptuousness!

How far, perfumed paradise, you are removed!

But the green paradise of childhood's thrill,

the games, the songs, the kisses, and the flowers,

the violin making music behind the hill,

and the wine glass, under the trees, in twilight hours,

- But the green paradise of childhood's thrill,

the innocent paradise full of secret yearning,

is it already further than India or China?

Can we call it back, with cries of longing,

and re-create it, with its voice of silver,

the innocent paradise full of secret yearning?

Note: Moesta et Errabunda: Sad and Restless. 'Agathe' is pronounced as 'Agat', to rhyme with 'that'.

Harmony of Evening

Now those days arrive when, stem throbbing,

each flower sheds its fragrance like a censer:

sounds and scents twine in the evening air:

languorous dizziness, Melancholy dancing!

Each flower sheds its fragrance like a censer:

the violin quivers, a heart that's suffering:

languorous dizziness, Melancholy dancing!

the sky is lovely, sad like a huge altar.

The violin quivers, a heart that's suffering:

a heart, hating the vast black void, so tender!

the sky is lovely, sad like a huge altar:

the sun is drowned, in its own blood congealing.

A heart, hating the vast black void, so tender:

each trace of the luminous past it's gathering!

The sun is drowned, in its own blood congealing. . .

A vessel of the host, your memory shines there.


Semper Eadem

'Where does it come from,' you ask, 'this strange sadness,

that climbs, like the sea, over black, bare stone? '

- When our heart has once reaped the harvest,

life is an evil. That's known,

as the simplest of miseries, and nothing mysterious,

and seen by everyone, like your ecstasy.

Stop searching, you, beauty, so curious!

And, though your voice is sweet, sit, silently!

Be quiet, fool! Ever-ravished soul!

Lips of childish laughter! Often, more than the whole

of Life, Death grips us, with subtle ties we have made.

Let me, let my heart, then, be drunk on its lies,

plunge as into a beautiful dream, into your eyes,

and, forever, sleep, in your eyelids' shade.

To the Reader

Stupidity and error, avarice and vice,

possess our spirits, batten on our flesh,

we feed that fond remorse, our guest,

like ragged beggars nourishing their lice.

Our sins are mulish, our repentance vain:

we make certain our confessions pay,

we'll happily retrace the muddied way,

thinking vile tears will wash away the stain.

Satan Trismegistes rocks the bewitched

Mind, endlessly, on evil's pillow, till,

all the precious metal of our will's

vaporised by that knowing alchemist.

The Devil pulls the strings that make us move!

We take delight in such disgusting things:

one step nearer Hell each new day brings

us, void of horror, to the stinking gloom.

We clutch at furtive pleasure as we pass,

like the debauchee whose lips are pressed

to some antique whore's battered breast,

squeezing the rotten orange that we grasp.

Packed, and seething like a million worms,

a host of Demons riot in our brains,

and when we breathe, invisibly, Death drains

into our lungs, stream full of silent groans.

If poison, arson, knives, base desire,

haven't yet embroidered deft designs

on the dull canvas of our pitiful lives

it's only, alas, because our souls lack fire.

Among the jackals, bitches, panthers,

monkeys, scorpions, serpents, vultures,

that screech, howl, grunt, and crawl, ogres,

in the vile menagerie of our errors,

there's one of uglier, nastier, fouler birth!

Without one wild gesture, one savage yell,

it would willingly send this world to hell,

and in one great yawn swallow up the earth:

it's Boredom! - in its eye's an involuntary tear,

dreaming of scaffolds, as it smokes its hookah,

you know it, Reader, that fastidious monster,

hypocrite, Reader, - my brother, - and my peer!

Note: Trismegistes. Baudelaire here fuses the persons of Satan and Hermes Trismegistes (or Trismegistus). The works of Hermes Trismegistes (The Thrice Great), known as the Corpus Hermeticum were believed during the Renaissance to be Egyptian but were later attributed to Hellenistic writers of the second century A. D, writing in the style of Plotinus. The Corpus Hermeticum takes the form of dialogues between Trismegistus, Thoth, and several other Egyptian deities, including Isis. Little in the text is original. Much of the Hermetic world view is grounded in the philosophy of Plato. Hermetics saw the universe in terms of light and dark, good and evil, spirit and matter. Like their Gnostic contemporaries, practitioners preached mind-body dualism and salvation through the possession of true and divine knowledge.

The Enemy

My youth was only a threatening storm,

pierced here and there by glowing heat:

my garden scarcely let a ripe fruit form,

the thunderous rain's destruction is complete.

Now I've reached the autumn of ideas,

I must needs labour with rake and spade,

to reclaim afresh the inundated meres,

where pits were scooped as deep as graves.

Who knows whether the flowers I dream

will find in soil, washed by the salt-stream,

the mystic manna that will give them vigour?

- O Sadness! Sadness! Time eats at our lives,

the unseen Enemy drinks, that gnaws our

heart, our wasted blood, digs in, and thrives!

Mist and Rain

Late autumns, winters, spring-times steeped in mud,

anaesthetizing seasons! You I praise, and love

for so enveloping my heart and brain

in vaporous shrouds, in sepulchres of rain.

In this vast landscape where chill south winds play,

where long nights hoarsen the shrill weather-vane,

it opens wide its raven's wings, my soul,

freer than in times of mild renewal.

Nothing's sweeter to my heart, full of sorrows,

on which the hoar-frost fell in some past time,

O pallid seasons, queens of our clime,

than the changeless look of your pale shadows,

- except, two by two, to lay our grief to rest

in some moonless night, on a perilous bed.

Lover's Wine

Today Space is fine!

Like a horse mount this wine,

without bridle, spurs, bit,

for a heaven divine!

We, two angels they torture

with merciless fever,

will this mirage pursue

in the day's crystal blue!

Sweetly balanced, fly higher

through the whirlwind's wise air

in our mirrored desire,

my sister, swim there

without rest or respite

to my dream paradise!

The Solitary's Wine

A flirtatious woman's singular gaze

as she slithers towards you, like the white rays

the vibrant moon throws on the trembling sea

where she wishes to bathe her casual beauty,

the last heap of chips in the gambler's grasp,

skinny Adeline's licentious kiss,

a fragment of music's unnerving caress,

resembling a distant human gasp,

none of these equal, O profound bottle,

the powerful balm of your fecund vessel,

kept for the pious poet's thirsting heart:

you pour out youth, and hope, and life,

and the deepest poverty's treasure - pride,

filling us with triumph, and the Gods' divine art!

The Pipe

I am the pipe of an author:

from my complexion you can see,

like an Abyssinian girl's ebony,

that my owner's a heavy smoker.

When he's overcome by pain

I'm like the cottage chimney smoking,

where the evening supper's cooking,

for the ploughman home again.

I entwine his soul, and soothe it,

in the blue and swirling veil,

that floats from my mouth, pale

rings of powerful balm around it,

that charm his heart, and bless

his spirit freed from weariness.

The Game

Old courtesans in washed-out armchairs,

pale, eyebrows blacked, eyes 'tender', 'fatal',

simpering still, and from their skinny ears

loosing their waterfalls of stone and metal:

Round the green baize, faces without lips,

lips without blood, jaws without the rest,

clawed fingers that the hellish fever grips,

fumbling an empty pocket, heaving breast:

below soiled ceilings, rows of pallid lights,

and huge candelabras shed their glimmer,

across the brooding brows of famous poets:

here it's their blood and sweat they squander:

this the dark tableau of nocturnal dream

my clairvoyant eye once watched unfold.

In an angle of that silent lair, I leaned

hard on my elbows, envious, mute, and cold,

yes, envying that crew's tenacious passion,

the graveyard gaiety of those old whores,

all bravely trafficking to my face, this one

her looks, that one his family honour,

heart scared of envying many a character

fervently rushing at the wide abyss,

drunk on their own blood, who'd still prefer

torment to death, and hell to nothingness!

Spleen

I'm like the king of a rain-soaked country,

rich but impotent, young in senility,

who despises his tutors' servile features,

as bored with his dogs as with other creatures.

Nothing enlivens him, hunting or falconry,

or his people dying beside the balcony.

His favourite fool's most grotesque antic

won't calm this brow so cruelly sick:

his fleur-de-lys bed has become a tomb,

his ladies, who give all princes room,

can't invent new dresses so totally wanton

as to raise a smile from this young skeleton.

The alchemist, making him gold, has never

banished from his being the corrupted matter,

or in baths of blood that the Romans gave,

that men of power recall near the grave,

been able to warm that living cadaver,

where instead of blood, runs Lethe's water.

The Voyage

A Maxime du Camp

I

For the child, in love with globe, and stamps,

the universe equals his vast appetite.

Ah! How great the world is in the light of the lamps!

In the eyes of memory, how small and slight!

One morning we set out, minds filled with fire,

travel, following the rhythm of the seas,

hearts swollen with resentment, and bitter desire,

soothing, in the finite waves, our infinities:

Some happy to leave a land of infamies,

some the horrors of childhood, others whose doom,

is to drown in a woman's eyes, their astrologies

the tyrannous Circe's dangerous perfumes.

In order not to become wild beasts, they stun

themselves, with space and light, and skies of fire:

The ice that stings them, and the scorching sun,

slowly erase the marks of their desire.

But the true voyagers are those who leave

only to move: hearts like balloons, as light,

they never swerve from their destinies,

and, without knowing why, say, always: 'Flight! '

Those whose desires take on cloud-likenesses,

who dream of vast sensualities, the same

way a conscript dreams of the guns, shifting vaguenesses,

that the human spirit cannot name.

II

We imitate, oh horror, tops and bowls,

in their leaps and bounds, and even in dreams, dumb

curiosity torments us, and we are rolled,

as if by a cruel Angel that whips the sun!

Strange fate, where the goal never stays the same,

and, belonging nowhere, perhaps it's no matter where

Man, whose hope never tires, as if insane,

rushes on, in search of rest, through the air.

Our soul, a three-master, heads for the isle, of Icarus.

A voice booms, from the bridge 'Skin your eyes! '

A voice, from aloft, eager and maddened, calls to us:

'Love. . . Fame. . . Happiness! Hell, it's a rock! ' it cries.

On every island, that the lookouts sight,

destiny promises its Eldorado:

Imagination conjuring an orgiastic rite,

finds only a barren reef, in the afterglow.

O, the poor lover of chimeric sands!

Clap him in irons, toss him in the sea,

this drunken sailor, inventing New Found Lands,

whose mirage fills the abyss, with fresh misery?

Like an old tramp, trudging through the mire,

dreaming, head up, of dazzling paradise,

his gaze, bewitched, discovering Capua's fire,

wherever a candlelit hovel meets his eyes.

III

Astounding travellers! What histories

we read in your eyes, deeper than the ocean there!

Show us the treasures of your rich memories,

marvellous jewels made of stars and air.

We wish to voyage without steam or sails!

Project on our spirits, stretched out, like the sheets,

lightening the tedium of our prison tales,

your past, the horizon's furthest reach completes.

Tell us, what did you see?

IV

'We saw the sand,

and waves, we also saw the stars:

despite the shocks, disasters, the unplanned,

we were often just as bored as before.

The sunlight's glory on the violet shoals,

the cities' glory as the sunlight wanes,

kindled that restless longing in our souls,

to plunge into the sky's reflected flames.

The richest cities, the greatest scenes, we found

never contained the magnetic lures,

of those that chance fashioned, in the clouds.

Always desire rent us, on distant shores!

Enjoyment adds strength to our desire.

Desire, old tree, for whom, pleasure is the ground,

while your bark thickens, as you grow higher,

your branches long to touch the sky you sound!

Will you grow forever, mighty tree

more alive than cypress? Though, we have brought, with care,

a few specimens, for your album leaves,

brothers, who find beauty, in objects, from out there!

We have saluted gods of ivory,

thrones, jewelled with constellated gleams,

sculpted palaces, whose walls of faery,

to your bankers, would be ruinous dreams.

Clothes that, to your vision, bring drunkenness,

women with painted teeth and breasts,

juggling savants gliding snakes caress. '

V

And then, what then?

VI

'O, Childishness!

Not to forget the main thing, everywhere,

effortlessly, through this world, we've seen,

from top to bottom of the fatal stair,

the tedious spectacle of eternal sin.

Woman, vile slave, full of pride and foolishness,

adoring herself without laughing, loving without disgust:

Man, greedy tyrant, harsh, lewd, merciless,

slave of that slave, a sewer in the dust.

The torturer who plays; the martyr who sobs;

the feast, perfumed and moist, from the bloody drip;

the poison of power, corrupting the despot;

the crowd, in love with the stupefying whip:

Several religions just like our own,

all climbing heaven. Sanctity,

like an invalid, under the eiderdown,

finding in nails, and hair-shirts, ecstasy:

Drunk with its genius, chattering Humanity,

as mad today as ever, or even worse,

crying to God, in furious agony:

" O, my likeness, my master, take my curse!

And, the least stupid, harsh lovers of Delirium,

fleeing the great herd, guarded by Destiny,

taking refuge in the depths of opium!

- That is the news, from the whole world's country. '

VII

Bitter the knowledge we get from travelling!

Today, tomorrow, yesterday, the world shows what we see,

monotonous and mean, our image beckoning,

an oasis of horror, in a desert of ennui!

Shall we go, or stay? Stay, if you can stay:

Go, if you must. One runs, another crouches, to elude

Time, that vigilant, shadow enemy.

Alas! There are runners for whom nothing is any good,

like Apostles, or wandering Jews,

nothing, no vessel or railway car, they assume,

can flee this vile slave driver; others whose

minds can kill him, without leaving their room.

When, at last he places his foot on our spine, a

hope still stirs, and we can shout: 'Forward! '

Just as when we left for China,

the wind in our hair and our eyes fixed to starboard,

sailing over the Shadowy sea,

with a young traveller's joyous mind.

Do you hear those voices, sadly, seductively,

chanting: 'Over here, if you would find,

the perfumed Lotus! It's here we press

miraculous fruits on which your hopes depend:

Come and be drunk, on the strange sweetness,

of the afternoons, that never end. '

Behind a familiar tongue we see the spectre:

Our Pylades stretches his arms towards our face.

'To renew your heart, swim towards your Electra! '

she calls, whose knees we once embraced.

VIII

O Death, old captain, it is time! Weigh anchor.

This land wearies us, O Death! Take flight!

If the sky and sea are dark as ink's black rancour,

our hearts, as you must know, are filled with light!

Pour out your poison, and dissolve our fears!

Its fire so burns our minds, we yearn, it's true,

to plunge to the Void's depths, Heaven or Hell, who cares?

Into the Unknown's depths, to find the new.

Notes: Circe was the sea-nymph of Aeaea, who bewitched the followers of Ulysses, and delayed him on her island (See Homer, Odyssey X). Icarus fell into the Icarian Sea, and gave his name to the Sea and the island of Icaria in the Aegean, after his waxen wings had melted when he flew too near the sun. The wings had been made for the two of them by his father Daedalus, who buried him on the island (See Ovid, Metamorphoses VIII 195). Eldorado was the mythical golden man of Inca Peru, hunted for by the Spaniards, synonymous with an unattainable treasure. Capua was the royal capital of ancient Campania, at the time of the Wars in Latium, described in Virgil's Aeneid. The Lotus was the mythical drug of the Lotus Eaters, whom Ulysses visited (See Homer, Odyssey IX), their land a synonym for the world of languor outside time. Pylades was the friend of Orestes, who helped Orestes in his journey to avenge Agamemnon and return to his sister Electra (See Aeschylus, The Oresteian Trilogy: The Choephori).

The Seven Old Men

A Victor Hugo

Ant-like city, city full of dreams,

where the passer-by, at dawn, meets the spectre!

Mysteries everywhere are the sap that streams

through the narrow veins of this great ogre.

One morning, when, on the dreary street,

the buildings all seemed heightened, cold

a swollen river's banks carved out to greet,

(their stage-set mirroring an actor's soul),

the dirty yellow fog that flooded space,

arguing with my already weary soul,

steeling my nerves like a hero, I paced

suburbs shaken by the carts' drum-roll.

Suddenly, an old man in rags, their yellow

mirroring the colour of the rain-filled sky,

whose looks alone prompted alms to flow,

except for the evil glittering of his eye,

appeared. You'd have thought his eyeballs

steeped in gall: his gaze intensified the cold,

and his long beard, as rigid as a sword,

was jutting out like Judas's of old.

He was not bent but broken, his spine

made a sharp right angle with his legs,

so that the stick, perfecting his line,

gave him the awkward shape and step

of three-legged usurer, or sick quadruped.

Wading through snow and mud he went

as if, under his feet, he crushed the dead,

hostile to the world, not just indifferent.

Then his double: beard, eyes, rags, stick, back,

no trait distinguished his centenarian twin:

they marched in step, two ghosts of the Baroque,

sprung from one hell, towards some unknown end.

Was I the butt of some infamous game,

some evil chance, aimed at humiliation?

Since minute by minute, I counted seven,

of that sinister old man's multiplication!

Whoever smiles at my anxiety,

and balks at shivering, the un-fraternal,

consider then, despite their senility,

those seven vile monsters looked eternal!

Could I have lived to see an eighth: yet one

more ironic, fatal, inexorable replication,

loathsome Phoenix, his own father and son?

- I turned my back on that hell-bent procession.

Exasperated, a drunk that sees things doubled,

I stumbled home, slammed the door, terrified,

sick, depressed, mind feverish and troubled,

wounded by mystery, the absurd, outside!

In vain my reason tried to take command,

its efforts useless in the tempest's roar,

my soul, a mastless barge, danced, and danced,

over some monstrous sea without a shore!

The Digging Skeleton

I

In the anatomical plates

displayed on the dusty quays

where many a dry book sleeps

mummified, as in ancient days,

drawings to which the gravity

and skill of some past artist,

despite the gloomy subject

have communicated beauty,

you'll see, and it renders those

gruesome mysteries more complete,

flayed men, and skeletons posed,

farm-hands, digging the soil at their feet.

II

Peasants, dour and resigned,

convicts pressed from the grave,

what's the strange harvest, say,

for which you hack the ground,

bending your backbones there,

flexing each fleshless sinew,

what farmer's barn must you

labour to fill with such care?

Do you seek to show - by that pure,

and terrible, emblem of too hard

a fate! - that even in the bone-yard

the promised sleep's far from sure:

that even the Void's a traitor:

that even Death tells us lies,

that in some land new to our eyes,

we must, perhaps, alas, forever,

and ever, and ever, eternally,

wield there the heavy spade,

scrape the dull earth, its blade

beneath our naked, bleeding feet?

Far Away from Here

This is the sanctuary

where the prettified young lady,

calm, and always ready,

fans her breasts, aglow,

elbow on the pillow,

hears the fountain's flow:

it's the room of Dorothea.

- The breeze and water distantly

sing their song, mingled here

with sobs to soothe the spoiled child's fear.

From tip to toe, most thoroughly,

her delicate surfaces appear,

oiled with sweet perfumery.

- the flowers nearby swoon gracefully.

The Swan

I

Andromache, I think of you! That false Simois

that narrow stream, meagre and sad, flowing there

where the immense majesty of your widowed grief,

shone out, growing from your tears,

stirred my fertile memory, suddenly,

as I was crossing the new Carrousel.

The old Paris is gone (the shape of a city

changes faster than the human heart can tell)

I can only see those frail booths in the mind's eye,

those piles of rough-cut pillars, and capitals,

the weeds, the massive greening blocks, that used to lie

water-stained: the bric-a-brac piled in shop windows.

There, there used to be a menagerie:

One dawn, at the hour when labour wakes, there,

under the cold, clear sky, or, when the road-menders set free

a dull hammering, into the silent air,

I saw a swan, that had escaped its cage,

striking the dry stones with webbed feet;

trailing, on hard earth, its white plumage;

in the waterless gutter, opening its beak;

bathing its wings frantically, in the dust,

and crying, its heart full of its native streams:

'Lightning, when will you strike? Rain when will you gust? '

Unfortunate, strange, fatal symbol, it seems

I see you, still: sometimes, like Ovid's true

man transformed, his head, on a convulsive neck, strained

towards the sky's cruel and ironic blue,

addressing the gods with his complaint.

II

Paris changes! But nothing, in my melancholy,

moves. New hotels, scaffolding, stone blocks,

old suburbs, everything, becomes allegory,

to me: my memories are heavier than rocks.

So, in front of the Louvre, an image oppresses me.

I think of my great swan, with its mad movements,

ridiculous, sublime, as exiles seem,

gnawed by endless longing! And then,

of you, Andromache, fallen from the embrace

of the great hero, vile chattel in the hands of proud Pyrrhus,

in front of an open tomb, in grief's ecstatic grace,

Hector's widow, alas, and wife of Helenus!

I think of the negress, consumptive, starved,

dragging through the mire, and searching, eyes fixed,

for the absent palm-trees of Africa, carved

behind the immense walls of mist:

Of those who have lost what they cannot recover,

ever! Ever! Those who drink tears like ours,

and suck on sorrow's breasts, their wolf-mother!

Of the skinny orphans, withering like flowers!

So in the forest of my heart's exile,

an old memory sounds its clear encore!

I think of sailors forgotten on some isle,

prisoners, the defeated! . .