'Tis but one blow; yet, by
immortal
love,
I cannot longer bear a thought to harm thee.
I cannot longer bear a thought to harm thee.
Thomas Otway
</i> What's that?
<i>Jaff. </i> To take thy life on such conditions
The Council have proposed: thou and thy friends
May yet live long, and to be better treated.
<i>Pier. </i> Life! ask my life? confess! record myself
A villain, for the privilege to breathe,
And carry up and down this cursèd city
A discontented and repining spirit,
Burthensome to itself, a few years longer,
To lose it, may be, at last in a lewd quarrel
For some new friend, treacherous and false as thou art!
No, this vile world and I have long been jangling,
And cannot part on better terms than now,
When only men like thee are fit to live in't.
<i>Jaff. </i> By all that's just--
<i>Pier. </i> Swear by some other powers,
For thou hast broke that sacred oath too lately.
<i>Jaff. </i> Then, by that hell I merit, I'll not leave thee,
Till to thyself, at least, thou'rt reconciled,
However thy resentments deal with me.
<i>Pier. </i> Not leave me!
<i>Jaff. </i> No; thou shalt not force me from thee.
Use me reproachfully, and like a slave;
Tread on me, buffet me, heap wrongs on wrongs
On my poor head; I'll bear it all with patience,
Shall weary out thy most unfriendly cruelty:
Lie at thy feet and kiss them, though they spurn me,
Till, wounded by my sufferings, thou relent,
And raise me to thy arms with dear forgiveness.
<i>Pier. </i> Art thou not--
<i>Jaff. </i> What?
<i>Pier. </i> A traitor?
<i>Jaff. </i> Yes.
<i>Pier. </i> A villain?
<i>Jaff. </i> Granted.
<i>Pier. </i> A coward, a most scandalous coward,
Spiritless, void of honour, one who has sold
Thy everlasting fame for shameless life?
<i>Jaff. </i> All, all, and more, much more: my faults are numberless.
<i>Pier. </i> And wouldst thou have me live on terms like thine?
Base as thou'rt false--
<i>Jaff. </i> No; 'tis to me that's granted.
The safety of thy life was all I aimed at,
In recompense for faith and trust so broken.
<i>Pier. </i> I scorn it more, because preserved by thee:
And as when first my foolish heart took pity
On thy misfortunes, sought thee in thy miseries,
Relieved thy wants, and raised thee from thy state
Of wretchedness in which thy fate had plunged thee,
To rank thee in my list of noble friends,
All I received in surety for thy truth
Were unregarded oaths, and this, this dagger,
Given with a worthless pledge thou since hast stolen,
So I restore it back to thee again;
Swearing by all those powers which thou hast violated,
Never from this cursed hour to hold communion,
Friendship, or interest with thee, though our years
Were to exceed those limited the world.
Take it--farewell! --for now I owe thee nothing.
<i>Jaff. </i> Say thou wilt live then.
<i>Pier. </i> For my life, dispose it
Just as thou wilt, because 'tis what I'm tired with.
<i>Jaff. </i> O Pierre!
<i>Pier. </i> No more.
<i>Jaff. </i> My eyes won't lose the sight of thee,
But languish after thine, and ache with gazing.
<i>Pier. </i> Leave me--Nay, then thus, thus I throw thee from me,
And curses, great as is thy falsehood, catch thee!
[_Exeunt_ PIERRE _and_ Conspirators, _guarded_.
_Jaff. _ Amen! he's gone, my father, friend, preserver;
And here's the portion he has left me. [_Holds the dagger up. _
This dagger, well remembered; with this dagger
I gave a solemn vow of dire importance;
Parted with this and Belvidera together;--
Have a care, memory; drive that thought no farther;--
No, I'll esteem it as a friend's last legacy,
Treasure it up within this wretched bosom,
Where it may grow acquainted with my heart,
That, when they meet, they start not from each other.
So; now for thinking: a blow, called traitor, villain,
Coward, dishonourable coward, faugh!
O for a long sound sleep, and so forget it!
Down, busy devil--
_Re-enter_ BELVIDERA.
_Belv. _ Whither shall I fly?
Where hide me and my miseries together?
Where's now the Roman constancy I boasted?
Sunk into trembling fears and desperation!
Not daring to look up to that dear face
Which used to smile even on my faults, but down
Bending these miserable eyes to earth,
Must move in penance, and implore much mercy.
_Jaff. _ Mercy! kind Heaven has surely endless stores,
Hoarded for thee, of blessings yet untasted.
Let wretches loaded hard with guilt as I am
Bow with the weight, and groan beneath the burthen;
Creep, with a remnant of that strength they've left,
Before the footstool of that Heaven they've injured.
O Belvidera! I'm the wretchedest creature
E'er crawled on earth: now, if thou'st virtue, help me;
Take me
Into thy arms, and speak the words of peace
To my divided soul, that wars within me
And raises every sense to my confusion;
By Heaven, I'm tottering on the very brink
Of peace, and thou art all the hold I've left.
_Belv. _ Alas! I know thy sorrows are most mighty;
I know thou'st cause to mourn, to mourn, my Jaffier,
With endless cries, and never-ceasing wailings;
Thou'st lost--
_Jaff. _ Oh, I have lost what can't be counted!
My friend too, Belvidera,--that dear friend,
Who, next to thee, was all my health rejoiced in,--
Has used me like a slave, shamefully used me;
'Twould break thy pitying heart to hear the story!
What shall I do? resentment, indignation,
Love, pity, fear, and memory how I've wronged him,
Distract my quiet with the very thought on't,
And tear my heart to pieces in my bosom.
_Belv. _ What has he done?
_Jaff. _ Thou'dst hate me, should I tell thee.
_Belv. _ Why?
_Jaff. _ Oh, he has used me--yet, by Heaven, I bear it!
He has used me, Belvidera--but first swear
That when I've told thee thou'lt not loathe me utterly,
Though vilest blots and stains appear upon me;
But still at least, with charitable goodness,
Be near me in the pangs of my affliction--
Not scorn me, Belvidera, as he has done.
_Belv. _ Have I then e'er been false, that now I'm doubted?
Speak, what's the cause I'm grown into distrust?
Why thought unfit to hear my love's complainings?
_Jaff. _ Oh!
_Belv. _ Tell me.
_Jaff. _ Bear my failings, for they're many.
O my dear angel! in that friend I've lost
All my soul's peace; for every thought of him
Strikes my sense hard, and deads it in my brains.
Wouldst thou believe it? --
_Belv. _ Speak.
_Jaff. _ Before we parted,
Ere yet his guards had led him to his prison,
Full of severest sorrows for his sufferings,
With eyes o'erflowing, and a bleeding heart,
Humbling myself almost beneath my nature,
As at his feet I kneeled, and sued for mercy,
Forgetting all our friendship, all the dearness
In which we've lived so many years together,
With a reproachful hand he dashed a blow:
He struck me, Belvidera--by Heaven, he struck me,
Buffeted, called me traitor, villain, coward.
Am I a coward? am I a villain? tell me:
Thou'rt the best judge, and madest me, if I am so.
Damnation! coward!
_Belv. _ Oh! forgive him, Jaffier;
And, if his sufferings wound thy heart already,
What will they do to-morrow?
_Jaff. _ Ha!
_Belv. _ To-morrow;
When thou shalt see him stretched in all the agonies
Of a tormenting and a shameful death;
His bleeding bowels, and his broken limbs,
Insulted o'er by a vile butchering villain;--
What will thy heart do then? Oh, sure, 'twill stream
Like my eyes now.
_Jaff. _ What means thy dreadful story?
Death, and to-morrow! broken limbs and bowels!
Insulted o'er by a vile butchering villain!
By all my fears, I shall start out to madness,
With barely guessing, if the truth's hid longer.
_Belv. _ The faithless senators, 'tis they've decreed it:
They say, according to our friends' request,
They shall have death, and not ignoble bondage;
Declare their promised mercy all as forfeited;
False to their oaths, and deaf to intercession,
Warrants are passed for public death to-morrow.
_Jaff. _ Death! doomed to die! condemned unheard! unpleaded!
_Belv. _ Nay, cruellest racks and torments are preparing,
To force confessions from their dying pangs.
Oh, do not look so terribly upon me:
How your lips shake, and all your face disordered!
What means my love?
_Jaff. _ Leave me, I charge thee, leave me! strong temptations
Wake in my heart.
_Belv. _ For what?
_Jaff. _ No more; but leave me.
_Belv. _ Why?
_Jaff. _ Oh! by Heaven, I love thee with that fondness,
I would not have thee stay a moment longer
Near these cursed hands; are they not cold upon thee?
_Belv. _ No, everlasting comfort's in thy arms.
[_Pulls the dagger half out of his bosom,_
_and puts it back again. _
To lean thus on thy breast is softer ease
Than downy pillows decked with leaves of roses.
_Jaff. _ Alas! thou think'st not of the thorns 'tis filled with;
Fly ere they gall thee: there's a lurking serpent
Ready to leap and sting thee to thy heart:
Art thou not terrified?
_Belv. _ No.
_Jaff. _ Call to mind
What thou hast done, and whither thou hast brought me.
_Belv. _ Ha!
_Jaff. _ Where's my friend? my friend, thou smiling mischief?
Nay, shrink not, now 'tis too late; thou shouldst have fled
When thy guilt first had cause; for dire revenge
Is up, and raging for my friend. He groans!
Hark how he groans! his screams are in my ears
Already! see, they've fixed him on the wheel,
And now they tear him--Murder! perjured Senate!
Murder--Oh! --hark thee, traitress, thou'st done this;
Thanks to thy tears and false-persuading love,
[_Fumbling for his dagger. _
How her eyes speak! O thou bewitching creature!
Madness can't hurt thee: come, thou little trembler,
Creep even into my heart, and there lie safe;
'Tis thy own citadel--ha! --yet stand off:
Heaven must have justice, and my broken vows
Will sink me else beneath its reaching mercy;
I'll wink, and then 'tis done--
_Belv. _ What means the lord
Of me, my life and love? what's in thy bosom,
Thou grasp'st at so? Nay, why am I thus treated?
[_He draws the dagger, and offers to stab her. _
What wilt thou do? Ah, do not kill me, Jaffier!
Pity these panting breasts, and trembling limbs,
That used to clasp thee when thy looks were milder,[76]
That yet hang heavy on my unpurged soul,
And plunge it not into eternal darkness.
_Jaff. _ No, Belvidera; when we parted last,
I gave this dagger with thee as in trust
To be thy portion, if I e'er proved false.
On such condition was my truth believed;
But now 'tis forfeited, and must be paid for.
[_Offers to stab her again. _
_Belv. _ Oh, mercy! [_Kneeling. _
_Jaff. _ Nay, no struggling.
_Belv. _ Now then kill me; [_Leaps upon his neck, and kisses him. _
While thus I cling about thy cruel neck,
Kiss thy revengeful lips, and die in joys
Greater than any I can guess hereafter.
_Jaff. _ I am, I am a coward; witness it, Heaven;
Witness it, earth; and every being, witness!
'Tis but one blow; yet, by immortal love,
I cannot longer bear a thought to harm thee.
[_Throws away the dagger, and embraces her. _
The seal of Providence is sure upon thee,
And thou wert born for yet unheard-of wonders:
Oh, thou wert either born to save or damn me!
By all the power that's given thee o'er my soul,
By thy resistless tears and conquering smiles,
By the victorious love that still waits on thee,
Fly to thy cruel father, save my friend,
Or all our future quiet's lost for ever:
Fall at his feet, cling round his reverend knees;
Speak to him with thy eyes, and with thy tears
Melt his hard heart, and wake dead nature in him;
Crush him in thy arms, and torture him with thy softness;
Nor, till thy prayers are granted, set him free,
But conquer him, as thou hast vanquished me. [_Exeunt. _
[Illustration]
FOOTNOTES:
[74] Proposes conditions to us.
[75] In the acting copy of the play all the conspirators except Pierre
and Jaffier are led out here.
[76] Perhaps a line is lost here.
ACT THE FIFTH.
SCENE I. --_Before_ PRIULI'S _house_.
_Enter_ PRIULI.
_Priu. _ Why, cruel Heaven, have my unhappy days
Been lengthened to this sad one? Oh! dishonour
And deathless infamy is fallen upon me.
Was it my fault? Am I a traitor? No.
But then, my only child, my daughter wedded;
There my best blood runs foul, and a disease
Incurable has seized upon my memory,
To make it rot and stink to after ages.
Cursed be the fatal minute when I got her!
Or would that I'd been anything but man,
And raised an issue which would ne'er have wronged me!
The miserablest creatures (man excepted)
Are not the less esteemed, though their posterity
Degenerate from the virtues of their fathers;
The vilest beasts are happy in their offsprings;
While only man gets traitors, whores, and villains.
Cursed be the names, and some swift blow from fate
Lay his head deep, where mine may be forgotten!
_Enter_ BELVIDERA _in a long mourning veil_.
_Belv. _ [_Aside. _] He's there, my father, my inhuman father,
That, for three years, has left an only child
Exposed to all the outrages of fate
And cruel ruin--Oh!
_Priu. _ What child of sorrow
Art thou, that comest thus wrapped in weeds of sadness,
And movest as if thy steps were towards a grave?
_Belv. _ A wretch, who from the very top of happiness,
Am fallen into the lowest depths of misery,
And want your pitying hand to raise me up again.
_Priu. _ Indeed, thou talk'st as thou hadst tasted sorrows;
Would I could help thee.
_Belv. _ 'Tis greatly in your power;
The world, too, speaks you charitable; and I,
Who ne'er asked alms before, in that dear hope
Am come a-begging to you, sir.
_Priu. _ For what?
_Belv. _ Oh, well regard me; is this voice a strange one?
Consider, too, when beggars once pretend
A case like mine, no little will content them.
_Priu. _ What wouldst thou beg for?
_Belv. _ Pity and forgiveness. [_Throws up her veil. _
By the kind tender names of child and father,
Hear my complaints, and take me to your love.
_Priu. _ My daughter!
_Belv. _ Yes, your daughter, by a mother
Virtuous and noble, faithful to your honour,
Obedient to your will, kind to your wishes,
Dear to your arms: by all the joys she gave you,
When in her blooming years she was your treasure,
Look kindly on me; in my face behold
The lineaments of hers you've kissed so often,
Pleading the cause of your poor cast-off child.
_Priu. _ Thou art my daughter.
_Belv. _ Yes;--and you've oft told me
With smiles of love, and chaste paternal kisses,
I'd much resemblance of my mother.
_Priu. _ Oh!
Hadst thou inherited her matchless virtues,
I'd been too blest.
_Belv. _ Nay, do not call to memory
My disobedience, but let pity enter
Into your heart, and quite deface the impression;
For could you think how mine's perplexed, what sadness,
Fears, and despairs distract the peace within me,
Oh! you would take me in your dear, dear arms,
Hover with strong compassion o'er your young one,
To shelter me with a protecting wing,
From the black gathered storm, that's just, just breaking.
_Priu. _ Don't talk thus.
_Belv. _ Yes, I must, and you must hear too.
I have a husband--
_Priu. _ Damn him!
_Belv. _ Oh! do not curse him;
He would not speak so hard a word towards you
On any terms, howe'er he deal with me.
_Priu. _ Ha! what means my child?
_Bel. _ Oh, there's but this short moment
'Twixt me and fate: yet send me not with curses
Down to my grave; afford me one kind blessing
Before we part; just take me in your arms,
And recommend me with a prayer to Heaven,
That I may die in peace; and when I'm dead--
_Priu. _ How my soul's catched!
_Belv. _ Lay me, I beg you, lay me
By the dear ashes of my tender mother:
She would have pitied me, had fate yet spared her.
_Priu. _ By Heaven, my aching heart forebodes much mischief.
Tell me thy story, for I'm still thy father.
_Belv. _ No, I'm contented,
_Priu. _ Speak.
_Belv. _ No matter.
_Priu. _ Tell me.
By yon blest Heaven, my heart runs o'er with fondness!
_Belv. _ Oh!
_Priu. _ Utter it.
_Belv. _ Oh, my husband, my dear husband
Carries a dagger in his once kind bosom,
To pierce the heart of your poor Belvidera.
_Priu. _ Kill thee?
_Belv. _ Yes, kill me. When he passed his faith
And covenant against your state and Senate,
He gave me up as hostage for his truth;
With me a dagger, and a dire commission,
Whene'er he failed, to plunge it through this bosom.
I learnt the danger, chose the hour of love
To attempt his heart, and bring it back to honour.
Great Love prevailed, and blessed me with success;
He came, confessed, betrayed his dearest friends
For promised mercy. Now they're doomed to suffer,
Galled with remembrance of what then was sworn,
If they are lost, he vows to appease the gods
With this poor life, and make my blood the atonement.
_Priu. _ Heavens!
_Belv. _ Think you saw what passed at our last parting;
Think you beheld him like a raging lion,
Pacing the earth, and tearing up his steps,
Fate in his eyes, and roaring with the pain
Of burning fury; think you saw his one hand
Fixed on my throat, whilst the extended other
Grasped a keen threatening dagger; oh! 'twas thus
We last embraced; when, trembling with revenge,
He dragged me to the ground, and at my bosom
Presented horrid death; cried out "My friends!
Where are my friends? " swore, wept, raged, threatened, loved;
For he yet loved, and that dear love preserved me
To this last trial of a father's pity.
I fear not death, but cannot bear a thought
That that dear hand should do the unfriendly office.
If I was ever then your care, now hear me;
Fly to the Senate, save the promised lives
Of his dear friends, ere mine be made the sacrifice.
_Priu. _ Oh, my heart's comfort!
_Belv. _ Will you not, my father?
Weep not, but answer me.
_Priu. _ By Heaven, I will.
Not one of them but what shall be immortal.
Canst thou forgive me all my follies past?
I'll henceforth be indeed a father; never,
Never more thus expose, but cherish thee,
Dear as the vital warmth that feeds my life;
Dear as these eyes that weep in fondness o'er thee.
Peace to thy heart! Farewell.
_Belv. _ Go, and remember
'Tis Belvidera's life her father pleads for. [_Exeunt severally. _
_Enter_ ANTONIO.
_Ant. _ Hum, hum, hah; Signior Priuli, my lord Priuli, my lord,
my lord, my lord! How we lords love to call one another by
our titles! My lord, my lord, my lord--Pox on him! I am a
lord as well as he; and so let him fiddle. I'll warrant him
he's gone to the Senate-house, and I'll be there too, soon
enough for somebody. Odd! here's a tickling speech about the
plot; I'll prove there's a plot with a vengeance--would I had
it without book; let me see:--"Most reverend senators,--That
there is a plot, surely by this time, no man that hath eyes
or understanding in his head will presume to doubt; 'tis as
plain as the light in the cucumber"--no--hold there--cucumber
does not come in yet--"'tis as plain as the light in the sun,
or as the man in the moon, even at noon-day: it is indeed a
pumpkin-plot, which, just as it was mellow, we have gathered,
and now we have gathered it, prepared and dressed it, shall we
throw it like a pickled cucumber out at the window? no: that it
is not only a bloody, horrid, execrable, damnable and audacious
plot; but it is, as I may so say, a saucy plot; and we all
know, most reverend fathers, that what is sauce for a goose is
sauce for a gander: therefore, I say, as those blood-thirsty
ganders of the conspiracy would have destroyed us geese of the
Senate, let us make haste to destroy them; so I humbly move for
hanging. " Ha, hurry durry! I think this will do; though I was
something out, at first, about the sun and the cucumber.
_Enter_ AQUILINA.
_Aquil. _ Good-morrow, senator.
_Ant. _ Nacky, my dear Nacky! 'morrow, Nacky! Odd! I am very
brisk, very merry, very pert, very jovial--ha-a-a-a-a--kiss me,
Nacky; how dost thou do, my little tory rory strumpet? Kiss me,
I say, hussy, kiss me.
_Aquil. _ Kiss me, Nacky! hang you, sir coxcomb, hang you, sir!
_Ant. _ Hayty tayty, is it so indeed? with all my heart, faith!
"Hey then up go we,"[77] faith--"hey then up go we," dum dum
derum dump. [_Sings. _
_Aquil. _ Signior.
_Ant. _ Madonna.
_Aquil. _ Do you intend to die in your bed?
_Ant. _ About threescore years hence much may be done, my dear.
_Aquil. _ You'll be hanged, signior.
_Ant. _ Hanged, sweetheart! pr'ythee be quiet: hanged quoth-a!
that's a merry conceit, with all my heart; why, thou jokest,
Nacky; thou art given to joking, I'll swear; well, I protest,
Nacky, nay, I must protest, and will protest, that I love
joking dearly, mun. And I love thee for joking, and I'll kiss
thee for joking, and towze thee for joking; and odd, I have a
devilish mind to take thee aside about that business for joking
too; odd I have, and, "Hey then up go we," dum dum derum dump.
[_Sings. _
_Aquil. _ See you this, sir? [_Draws a dagger. _
_Ant. _ O laud, a dagger! O laud! it is naturally my aversion,
I cannot endure the sight on't; hide it, for Heaven's sake, I
cannot look that way till it be gone--hide it, hide it, oh, oh,
hide it!
_Aquil. _ Yes, in your heart I'll hide it.
_Ant. _ My heart! what, hide a dagger in my heart's blood?
_Aquil. _ Yes, in thy heart, thy throat, thou pampered devil;
Thou'st helped to spoil my peace, and I'll have vengeance
On thy cursed life, for all the bloody Senate,
The perjured faithless Senate. Where's my lord,
My happiness, my love, my god, my hero,
Doomed by thy accursed tongue, amongst the rest,
To a shameful rack? By all the rage that's in me,
I'll be whole years in murdering thee.
_Ant. _ Why, Nacky, wherefore so passionate? what have I done?
what's the matter, my dear Nacky? Am not I thy love, thy
happiness, thy lord, thy hero, thy senator, and every thing in
the world, Nacky?
_Aquil. _ Thou! think'st thou, thou art fit to met my joys; To
bear the eager clasps of my embraces? Give me my Pierre, or--
_Ant. _ Why, he's to be hanged, little Nacky; trussed up for
treason, and so forth, child.
_Aquil. _ Thou liest; stop down thy throat that hellish sentence,
Or 'tis thy last: swear that my love shall live,
Or thou art dead.
_Ant.
<i>Jaff. </i> To take thy life on such conditions
The Council have proposed: thou and thy friends
May yet live long, and to be better treated.
<i>Pier. </i> Life! ask my life? confess! record myself
A villain, for the privilege to breathe,
And carry up and down this cursèd city
A discontented and repining spirit,
Burthensome to itself, a few years longer,
To lose it, may be, at last in a lewd quarrel
For some new friend, treacherous and false as thou art!
No, this vile world and I have long been jangling,
And cannot part on better terms than now,
When only men like thee are fit to live in't.
<i>Jaff. </i> By all that's just--
<i>Pier. </i> Swear by some other powers,
For thou hast broke that sacred oath too lately.
<i>Jaff. </i> Then, by that hell I merit, I'll not leave thee,
Till to thyself, at least, thou'rt reconciled,
However thy resentments deal with me.
<i>Pier. </i> Not leave me!
<i>Jaff. </i> No; thou shalt not force me from thee.
Use me reproachfully, and like a slave;
Tread on me, buffet me, heap wrongs on wrongs
On my poor head; I'll bear it all with patience,
Shall weary out thy most unfriendly cruelty:
Lie at thy feet and kiss them, though they spurn me,
Till, wounded by my sufferings, thou relent,
And raise me to thy arms with dear forgiveness.
<i>Pier. </i> Art thou not--
<i>Jaff. </i> What?
<i>Pier. </i> A traitor?
<i>Jaff. </i> Yes.
<i>Pier. </i> A villain?
<i>Jaff. </i> Granted.
<i>Pier. </i> A coward, a most scandalous coward,
Spiritless, void of honour, one who has sold
Thy everlasting fame for shameless life?
<i>Jaff. </i> All, all, and more, much more: my faults are numberless.
<i>Pier. </i> And wouldst thou have me live on terms like thine?
Base as thou'rt false--
<i>Jaff. </i> No; 'tis to me that's granted.
The safety of thy life was all I aimed at,
In recompense for faith and trust so broken.
<i>Pier. </i> I scorn it more, because preserved by thee:
And as when first my foolish heart took pity
On thy misfortunes, sought thee in thy miseries,
Relieved thy wants, and raised thee from thy state
Of wretchedness in which thy fate had plunged thee,
To rank thee in my list of noble friends,
All I received in surety for thy truth
Were unregarded oaths, and this, this dagger,
Given with a worthless pledge thou since hast stolen,
So I restore it back to thee again;
Swearing by all those powers which thou hast violated,
Never from this cursed hour to hold communion,
Friendship, or interest with thee, though our years
Were to exceed those limited the world.
Take it--farewell! --for now I owe thee nothing.
<i>Jaff. </i> Say thou wilt live then.
<i>Pier. </i> For my life, dispose it
Just as thou wilt, because 'tis what I'm tired with.
<i>Jaff. </i> O Pierre!
<i>Pier. </i> No more.
<i>Jaff. </i> My eyes won't lose the sight of thee,
But languish after thine, and ache with gazing.
<i>Pier. </i> Leave me--Nay, then thus, thus I throw thee from me,
And curses, great as is thy falsehood, catch thee!
[_Exeunt_ PIERRE _and_ Conspirators, _guarded_.
_Jaff. _ Amen! he's gone, my father, friend, preserver;
And here's the portion he has left me. [_Holds the dagger up. _
This dagger, well remembered; with this dagger
I gave a solemn vow of dire importance;
Parted with this and Belvidera together;--
Have a care, memory; drive that thought no farther;--
No, I'll esteem it as a friend's last legacy,
Treasure it up within this wretched bosom,
Where it may grow acquainted with my heart,
That, when they meet, they start not from each other.
So; now for thinking: a blow, called traitor, villain,
Coward, dishonourable coward, faugh!
O for a long sound sleep, and so forget it!
Down, busy devil--
_Re-enter_ BELVIDERA.
_Belv. _ Whither shall I fly?
Where hide me and my miseries together?
Where's now the Roman constancy I boasted?
Sunk into trembling fears and desperation!
Not daring to look up to that dear face
Which used to smile even on my faults, but down
Bending these miserable eyes to earth,
Must move in penance, and implore much mercy.
_Jaff. _ Mercy! kind Heaven has surely endless stores,
Hoarded for thee, of blessings yet untasted.
Let wretches loaded hard with guilt as I am
Bow with the weight, and groan beneath the burthen;
Creep, with a remnant of that strength they've left,
Before the footstool of that Heaven they've injured.
O Belvidera! I'm the wretchedest creature
E'er crawled on earth: now, if thou'st virtue, help me;
Take me
Into thy arms, and speak the words of peace
To my divided soul, that wars within me
And raises every sense to my confusion;
By Heaven, I'm tottering on the very brink
Of peace, and thou art all the hold I've left.
_Belv. _ Alas! I know thy sorrows are most mighty;
I know thou'st cause to mourn, to mourn, my Jaffier,
With endless cries, and never-ceasing wailings;
Thou'st lost--
_Jaff. _ Oh, I have lost what can't be counted!
My friend too, Belvidera,--that dear friend,
Who, next to thee, was all my health rejoiced in,--
Has used me like a slave, shamefully used me;
'Twould break thy pitying heart to hear the story!
What shall I do? resentment, indignation,
Love, pity, fear, and memory how I've wronged him,
Distract my quiet with the very thought on't,
And tear my heart to pieces in my bosom.
_Belv. _ What has he done?
_Jaff. _ Thou'dst hate me, should I tell thee.
_Belv. _ Why?
_Jaff. _ Oh, he has used me--yet, by Heaven, I bear it!
He has used me, Belvidera--but first swear
That when I've told thee thou'lt not loathe me utterly,
Though vilest blots and stains appear upon me;
But still at least, with charitable goodness,
Be near me in the pangs of my affliction--
Not scorn me, Belvidera, as he has done.
_Belv. _ Have I then e'er been false, that now I'm doubted?
Speak, what's the cause I'm grown into distrust?
Why thought unfit to hear my love's complainings?
_Jaff. _ Oh!
_Belv. _ Tell me.
_Jaff. _ Bear my failings, for they're many.
O my dear angel! in that friend I've lost
All my soul's peace; for every thought of him
Strikes my sense hard, and deads it in my brains.
Wouldst thou believe it? --
_Belv. _ Speak.
_Jaff. _ Before we parted,
Ere yet his guards had led him to his prison,
Full of severest sorrows for his sufferings,
With eyes o'erflowing, and a bleeding heart,
Humbling myself almost beneath my nature,
As at his feet I kneeled, and sued for mercy,
Forgetting all our friendship, all the dearness
In which we've lived so many years together,
With a reproachful hand he dashed a blow:
He struck me, Belvidera--by Heaven, he struck me,
Buffeted, called me traitor, villain, coward.
Am I a coward? am I a villain? tell me:
Thou'rt the best judge, and madest me, if I am so.
Damnation! coward!
_Belv. _ Oh! forgive him, Jaffier;
And, if his sufferings wound thy heart already,
What will they do to-morrow?
_Jaff. _ Ha!
_Belv. _ To-morrow;
When thou shalt see him stretched in all the agonies
Of a tormenting and a shameful death;
His bleeding bowels, and his broken limbs,
Insulted o'er by a vile butchering villain;--
What will thy heart do then? Oh, sure, 'twill stream
Like my eyes now.
_Jaff. _ What means thy dreadful story?
Death, and to-morrow! broken limbs and bowels!
Insulted o'er by a vile butchering villain!
By all my fears, I shall start out to madness,
With barely guessing, if the truth's hid longer.
_Belv. _ The faithless senators, 'tis they've decreed it:
They say, according to our friends' request,
They shall have death, and not ignoble bondage;
Declare their promised mercy all as forfeited;
False to their oaths, and deaf to intercession,
Warrants are passed for public death to-morrow.
_Jaff. _ Death! doomed to die! condemned unheard! unpleaded!
_Belv. _ Nay, cruellest racks and torments are preparing,
To force confessions from their dying pangs.
Oh, do not look so terribly upon me:
How your lips shake, and all your face disordered!
What means my love?
_Jaff. _ Leave me, I charge thee, leave me! strong temptations
Wake in my heart.
_Belv. _ For what?
_Jaff. _ No more; but leave me.
_Belv. _ Why?
_Jaff. _ Oh! by Heaven, I love thee with that fondness,
I would not have thee stay a moment longer
Near these cursed hands; are they not cold upon thee?
_Belv. _ No, everlasting comfort's in thy arms.
[_Pulls the dagger half out of his bosom,_
_and puts it back again. _
To lean thus on thy breast is softer ease
Than downy pillows decked with leaves of roses.
_Jaff. _ Alas! thou think'st not of the thorns 'tis filled with;
Fly ere they gall thee: there's a lurking serpent
Ready to leap and sting thee to thy heart:
Art thou not terrified?
_Belv. _ No.
_Jaff. _ Call to mind
What thou hast done, and whither thou hast brought me.
_Belv. _ Ha!
_Jaff. _ Where's my friend? my friend, thou smiling mischief?
Nay, shrink not, now 'tis too late; thou shouldst have fled
When thy guilt first had cause; for dire revenge
Is up, and raging for my friend. He groans!
Hark how he groans! his screams are in my ears
Already! see, they've fixed him on the wheel,
And now they tear him--Murder! perjured Senate!
Murder--Oh! --hark thee, traitress, thou'st done this;
Thanks to thy tears and false-persuading love,
[_Fumbling for his dagger. _
How her eyes speak! O thou bewitching creature!
Madness can't hurt thee: come, thou little trembler,
Creep even into my heart, and there lie safe;
'Tis thy own citadel--ha! --yet stand off:
Heaven must have justice, and my broken vows
Will sink me else beneath its reaching mercy;
I'll wink, and then 'tis done--
_Belv. _ What means the lord
Of me, my life and love? what's in thy bosom,
Thou grasp'st at so? Nay, why am I thus treated?
[_He draws the dagger, and offers to stab her. _
What wilt thou do? Ah, do not kill me, Jaffier!
Pity these panting breasts, and trembling limbs,
That used to clasp thee when thy looks were milder,[76]
That yet hang heavy on my unpurged soul,
And plunge it not into eternal darkness.
_Jaff. _ No, Belvidera; when we parted last,
I gave this dagger with thee as in trust
To be thy portion, if I e'er proved false.
On such condition was my truth believed;
But now 'tis forfeited, and must be paid for.
[_Offers to stab her again. _
_Belv. _ Oh, mercy! [_Kneeling. _
_Jaff. _ Nay, no struggling.
_Belv. _ Now then kill me; [_Leaps upon his neck, and kisses him. _
While thus I cling about thy cruel neck,
Kiss thy revengeful lips, and die in joys
Greater than any I can guess hereafter.
_Jaff. _ I am, I am a coward; witness it, Heaven;
Witness it, earth; and every being, witness!
'Tis but one blow; yet, by immortal love,
I cannot longer bear a thought to harm thee.
[_Throws away the dagger, and embraces her. _
The seal of Providence is sure upon thee,
And thou wert born for yet unheard-of wonders:
Oh, thou wert either born to save or damn me!
By all the power that's given thee o'er my soul,
By thy resistless tears and conquering smiles,
By the victorious love that still waits on thee,
Fly to thy cruel father, save my friend,
Or all our future quiet's lost for ever:
Fall at his feet, cling round his reverend knees;
Speak to him with thy eyes, and with thy tears
Melt his hard heart, and wake dead nature in him;
Crush him in thy arms, and torture him with thy softness;
Nor, till thy prayers are granted, set him free,
But conquer him, as thou hast vanquished me. [_Exeunt. _
[Illustration]
FOOTNOTES:
[74] Proposes conditions to us.
[75] In the acting copy of the play all the conspirators except Pierre
and Jaffier are led out here.
[76] Perhaps a line is lost here.
ACT THE FIFTH.
SCENE I. --_Before_ PRIULI'S _house_.
_Enter_ PRIULI.
_Priu. _ Why, cruel Heaven, have my unhappy days
Been lengthened to this sad one? Oh! dishonour
And deathless infamy is fallen upon me.
Was it my fault? Am I a traitor? No.
But then, my only child, my daughter wedded;
There my best blood runs foul, and a disease
Incurable has seized upon my memory,
To make it rot and stink to after ages.
Cursed be the fatal minute when I got her!
Or would that I'd been anything but man,
And raised an issue which would ne'er have wronged me!
The miserablest creatures (man excepted)
Are not the less esteemed, though their posterity
Degenerate from the virtues of their fathers;
The vilest beasts are happy in their offsprings;
While only man gets traitors, whores, and villains.
Cursed be the names, and some swift blow from fate
Lay his head deep, where mine may be forgotten!
_Enter_ BELVIDERA _in a long mourning veil_.
_Belv. _ [_Aside. _] He's there, my father, my inhuman father,
That, for three years, has left an only child
Exposed to all the outrages of fate
And cruel ruin--Oh!
_Priu. _ What child of sorrow
Art thou, that comest thus wrapped in weeds of sadness,
And movest as if thy steps were towards a grave?
_Belv. _ A wretch, who from the very top of happiness,
Am fallen into the lowest depths of misery,
And want your pitying hand to raise me up again.
_Priu. _ Indeed, thou talk'st as thou hadst tasted sorrows;
Would I could help thee.
_Belv. _ 'Tis greatly in your power;
The world, too, speaks you charitable; and I,
Who ne'er asked alms before, in that dear hope
Am come a-begging to you, sir.
_Priu. _ For what?
_Belv. _ Oh, well regard me; is this voice a strange one?
Consider, too, when beggars once pretend
A case like mine, no little will content them.
_Priu. _ What wouldst thou beg for?
_Belv. _ Pity and forgiveness. [_Throws up her veil. _
By the kind tender names of child and father,
Hear my complaints, and take me to your love.
_Priu. _ My daughter!
_Belv. _ Yes, your daughter, by a mother
Virtuous and noble, faithful to your honour,
Obedient to your will, kind to your wishes,
Dear to your arms: by all the joys she gave you,
When in her blooming years she was your treasure,
Look kindly on me; in my face behold
The lineaments of hers you've kissed so often,
Pleading the cause of your poor cast-off child.
_Priu. _ Thou art my daughter.
_Belv. _ Yes;--and you've oft told me
With smiles of love, and chaste paternal kisses,
I'd much resemblance of my mother.
_Priu. _ Oh!
Hadst thou inherited her matchless virtues,
I'd been too blest.
_Belv. _ Nay, do not call to memory
My disobedience, but let pity enter
Into your heart, and quite deface the impression;
For could you think how mine's perplexed, what sadness,
Fears, and despairs distract the peace within me,
Oh! you would take me in your dear, dear arms,
Hover with strong compassion o'er your young one,
To shelter me with a protecting wing,
From the black gathered storm, that's just, just breaking.
_Priu. _ Don't talk thus.
_Belv. _ Yes, I must, and you must hear too.
I have a husband--
_Priu. _ Damn him!
_Belv. _ Oh! do not curse him;
He would not speak so hard a word towards you
On any terms, howe'er he deal with me.
_Priu. _ Ha! what means my child?
_Bel. _ Oh, there's but this short moment
'Twixt me and fate: yet send me not with curses
Down to my grave; afford me one kind blessing
Before we part; just take me in your arms,
And recommend me with a prayer to Heaven,
That I may die in peace; and when I'm dead--
_Priu. _ How my soul's catched!
_Belv. _ Lay me, I beg you, lay me
By the dear ashes of my tender mother:
She would have pitied me, had fate yet spared her.
_Priu. _ By Heaven, my aching heart forebodes much mischief.
Tell me thy story, for I'm still thy father.
_Belv. _ No, I'm contented,
_Priu. _ Speak.
_Belv. _ No matter.
_Priu. _ Tell me.
By yon blest Heaven, my heart runs o'er with fondness!
_Belv. _ Oh!
_Priu. _ Utter it.
_Belv. _ Oh, my husband, my dear husband
Carries a dagger in his once kind bosom,
To pierce the heart of your poor Belvidera.
_Priu. _ Kill thee?
_Belv. _ Yes, kill me. When he passed his faith
And covenant against your state and Senate,
He gave me up as hostage for his truth;
With me a dagger, and a dire commission,
Whene'er he failed, to plunge it through this bosom.
I learnt the danger, chose the hour of love
To attempt his heart, and bring it back to honour.
Great Love prevailed, and blessed me with success;
He came, confessed, betrayed his dearest friends
For promised mercy. Now they're doomed to suffer,
Galled with remembrance of what then was sworn,
If they are lost, he vows to appease the gods
With this poor life, and make my blood the atonement.
_Priu. _ Heavens!
_Belv. _ Think you saw what passed at our last parting;
Think you beheld him like a raging lion,
Pacing the earth, and tearing up his steps,
Fate in his eyes, and roaring with the pain
Of burning fury; think you saw his one hand
Fixed on my throat, whilst the extended other
Grasped a keen threatening dagger; oh! 'twas thus
We last embraced; when, trembling with revenge,
He dragged me to the ground, and at my bosom
Presented horrid death; cried out "My friends!
Where are my friends? " swore, wept, raged, threatened, loved;
For he yet loved, and that dear love preserved me
To this last trial of a father's pity.
I fear not death, but cannot bear a thought
That that dear hand should do the unfriendly office.
If I was ever then your care, now hear me;
Fly to the Senate, save the promised lives
Of his dear friends, ere mine be made the sacrifice.
_Priu. _ Oh, my heart's comfort!
_Belv. _ Will you not, my father?
Weep not, but answer me.
_Priu. _ By Heaven, I will.
Not one of them but what shall be immortal.
Canst thou forgive me all my follies past?
I'll henceforth be indeed a father; never,
Never more thus expose, but cherish thee,
Dear as the vital warmth that feeds my life;
Dear as these eyes that weep in fondness o'er thee.
Peace to thy heart! Farewell.
_Belv. _ Go, and remember
'Tis Belvidera's life her father pleads for. [_Exeunt severally. _
_Enter_ ANTONIO.
_Ant. _ Hum, hum, hah; Signior Priuli, my lord Priuli, my lord,
my lord, my lord! How we lords love to call one another by
our titles! My lord, my lord, my lord--Pox on him! I am a
lord as well as he; and so let him fiddle. I'll warrant him
he's gone to the Senate-house, and I'll be there too, soon
enough for somebody. Odd! here's a tickling speech about the
plot; I'll prove there's a plot with a vengeance--would I had
it without book; let me see:--"Most reverend senators,--That
there is a plot, surely by this time, no man that hath eyes
or understanding in his head will presume to doubt; 'tis as
plain as the light in the cucumber"--no--hold there--cucumber
does not come in yet--"'tis as plain as the light in the sun,
or as the man in the moon, even at noon-day: it is indeed a
pumpkin-plot, which, just as it was mellow, we have gathered,
and now we have gathered it, prepared and dressed it, shall we
throw it like a pickled cucumber out at the window? no: that it
is not only a bloody, horrid, execrable, damnable and audacious
plot; but it is, as I may so say, a saucy plot; and we all
know, most reverend fathers, that what is sauce for a goose is
sauce for a gander: therefore, I say, as those blood-thirsty
ganders of the conspiracy would have destroyed us geese of the
Senate, let us make haste to destroy them; so I humbly move for
hanging. " Ha, hurry durry! I think this will do; though I was
something out, at first, about the sun and the cucumber.
_Enter_ AQUILINA.
_Aquil. _ Good-morrow, senator.
_Ant. _ Nacky, my dear Nacky! 'morrow, Nacky! Odd! I am very
brisk, very merry, very pert, very jovial--ha-a-a-a-a--kiss me,
Nacky; how dost thou do, my little tory rory strumpet? Kiss me,
I say, hussy, kiss me.
_Aquil. _ Kiss me, Nacky! hang you, sir coxcomb, hang you, sir!
_Ant. _ Hayty tayty, is it so indeed? with all my heart, faith!
"Hey then up go we,"[77] faith--"hey then up go we," dum dum
derum dump. [_Sings. _
_Aquil. _ Signior.
_Ant. _ Madonna.
_Aquil. _ Do you intend to die in your bed?
_Ant. _ About threescore years hence much may be done, my dear.
_Aquil. _ You'll be hanged, signior.
_Ant. _ Hanged, sweetheart! pr'ythee be quiet: hanged quoth-a!
that's a merry conceit, with all my heart; why, thou jokest,
Nacky; thou art given to joking, I'll swear; well, I protest,
Nacky, nay, I must protest, and will protest, that I love
joking dearly, mun. And I love thee for joking, and I'll kiss
thee for joking, and towze thee for joking; and odd, I have a
devilish mind to take thee aside about that business for joking
too; odd I have, and, "Hey then up go we," dum dum derum dump.
[_Sings. _
_Aquil. _ See you this, sir? [_Draws a dagger. _
_Ant. _ O laud, a dagger! O laud! it is naturally my aversion,
I cannot endure the sight on't; hide it, for Heaven's sake, I
cannot look that way till it be gone--hide it, hide it, oh, oh,
hide it!
_Aquil. _ Yes, in your heart I'll hide it.
_Ant. _ My heart! what, hide a dagger in my heart's blood?
_Aquil. _ Yes, in thy heart, thy throat, thou pampered devil;
Thou'st helped to spoil my peace, and I'll have vengeance
On thy cursed life, for all the bloody Senate,
The perjured faithless Senate. Where's my lord,
My happiness, my love, my god, my hero,
Doomed by thy accursed tongue, amongst the rest,
To a shameful rack? By all the rage that's in me,
I'll be whole years in murdering thee.
_Ant. _ Why, Nacky, wherefore so passionate? what have I done?
what's the matter, my dear Nacky? Am not I thy love, thy
happiness, thy lord, thy hero, thy senator, and every thing in
the world, Nacky?
_Aquil. _ Thou! think'st thou, thou art fit to met my joys; To
bear the eager clasps of my embraces? Give me my Pierre, or--
_Ant. _ Why, he's to be hanged, little Nacky; trussed up for
treason, and so forth, child.
_Aquil. _ Thou liest; stop down thy throat that hellish sentence,
Or 'tis thy last: swear that my love shall live,
Or thou art dead.
_Ant.
