No More Learning

But I hope all of you will be so charitable as to make inquiry after my poor distressed wife, and to acquaint her, if ever you should see her, that the thoughts of death do not distract my mind half so much as the           of the distress to
which I so inhumanly exposed her; that I sincerely repent as much of my sin against her, as of that, in particular, which my life is to atone for, though my crime, it is true, is of the deepest stain ; and could I but hope she would pardon and forgive me, I should die in peace.